Siren Blade

Chapter 197 Siren's Blade
I can no longer continue to bring living sirens to the battlefield for the dead "it".

"Then... I don't have to fight anymore." I said this with a firm heart.

Siren didn't react immediately, "What did you say?"

I repeated my words.Even if she is living a peaceful life in a place that has nothing to do with fighting, once I participate in the fighting, her life will be endangered, so my only choice is to stop fighting and stop chasing the hands of "it" .

This is my answer.

I felt that the words I spoke seemed to carry great resistance, and every word was enough to drain my last breath of strength.When I made this choice, my heart seemed to be broken by my own hands.

At the same time, I also had a wonderful feeling, as if a part of my soul was finally liberated from something extremely wet and heavy, and I got a temporary respite.

The siren seemed completely unexpected that I would say such words, she asked in disbelief: "Do you want to give up 'it' for me...?"

"Yes." I said.

"Didn't you say that you want to wake up from the dream... from the dark dream where you met 'it'?" she asked.

Yes, that's what I've always wanted.But as long as she can stay in reality and live a happy life without any worries, then it's okay for me to stay in the dream of the dark mountain forest and never wake up again.

This is the first time I have not chosen "it" in a choice related to "it".In many cases, not only the psychology of people will affect the choice, but the choice will also affect the psychology in turn.I can realize that this choice is very important to my heart.Suppose—I mean suppose that there really are so-called charm, hypnosis, brainwashing and other forces that are controlling my heart and are still cursing my soul today, then the choice I made tonight must be It will cause cracks that cannot be ignored.

It's just that this level is not enough, and the respite just now is only temporary.The soul of my past is still trapped in that night, waiting for the present me to completely transcend myself-but even if I don't do it, so what?

Surpassing the past self and waking up from the dream that has passed away, is that kind of thing really more important than the living siren?

I tried my best to briefly express my thoughts in words that would not burden the Sirens.Lying is no use, she can see all my thoughts and memories if she wants to.I hope she can accept my intentions, and from her previous behaviors, she definitely wants to stay.

"You mean, as long as I can be happy, it doesn't matter if you can't be happy anymore?" she asked.

"It's not like that." I know that she may have the kind of thoughts that are easy to bring a psychological burden on myself. Although I think I can do what she said, the words I said next are definitely from Sincerely, "If you are having fun, then your joy will be my joy."

"Then, if you fight, I will be happy. Are you willing to fight for me?" she asked inscrutablely.

I answered truthfully, "If I fight you will be happy, then it will be my happiness to fight for you."

Hearing this, she was silent for a moment, then slowly asked: "For you...what am I yours?"

That's the question I asked myself earlier as well.Along the way, I have been asking my heart.I regard her as a human being in words, use her as a weapon in action, and actually plan to use her as what, I have to ask myself the truth—and now, I can already come up with the answer.

"You are my weapon," I said.

"..." She was speechless.

"So," I went on, "I, too, will be your weapon."

She stared at me with wide eyes and said my words, "Be my weapon..."

"Just like what I once said to you, if one day you want to get rid of the identity of a weapon and turn me into your puppet, I will accept it willingly." I said, "Although this development is different from before It's not the same, but, just like you always turn into my sharp blade to fight for me, when you need it, I will turn into your sharp edge and fight for you."

Hearing what I said, she froze in place.Suddenly, she hugged my waist tightly and buried her face deeply in my arms.

"You said it yourself," she said sullenly.

"I said so." I admitted.

"You said, you are my weapon." She asked in confirmation.

"I am." I replied.

"Weapons must obey the master's orders." She said a little waywardly.

"Yes." I said.

"Say 'yes, master,'" she said strictly.

"Yes, master." I obeyed her wishes.

"Then I order you," she said.

"You are welcome." I replied seriously.

"I want you to use me," she said, "to use me and make me happy. Because I am just like you. If you make me unhappy to make me happy, I will feel unhappy too. And if I fight You will be happy, then fighting for you is my happiness."

"You mean..." I realized what she was about to say next.

"Go and take 'it''s hand back from the white horse," she said.

"That's just my own selfishness, and if I take risks, it will definitely cost your life." I said.

"However, if I also have my own selfishness, and I also have things that I want to pursue even if I bet my life, are you willing to bet your life for me?" she asked.

I know what she means by asking, but I can only tell her the truth, "I do."

"This is also my answer." She raised her face in my arms, stared at me with great concentration, and repeated her past oath, "I am your partner. No matter what happens, I will always stand firmly Stand by your side and give all my strength for you."

At this point, I have fully understood that I can no longer convince her.Not only that, even I myself was convinced by her.The initial vow she said to me was not mixed with any hypocrisy or decoration, and I suspect that nothing can doubt this sentence.

"As for you becoming my weapon, let's save it for later...after all your battles are over." She said, "Until then, you are still my master, and then I will consider whether to become my master." your master."

She let go of my waist, took my hand again, and seemed a little blushing, "Also, don't say such things to me in the future. At least... At least don't let Qingniao know, or she will definitely misunderstand our."

"Misunderstanding what?" I asked.

"That's right, a misunderstanding... A misunderstanding of our relationship..." She said intermittently.

It took me half a beat to figure out what she was talking about.What I said just now is indeed a bit like a confession between lovers. After hearing it, Qingniao might not be happy.

But I didn't think about that aspect at all, because I never regarded sirens as the opposite sex.

Of course, there is also the factor that I can't look at the siren with a sexual gaze, but it seems to be more than that.Maybe it's because she claimed to be "another me" early on, which made her more like someone connected with my blood in my impression.

So, how does the blue bird think of the sirens?
When I had this question, the spiritual fluctuations of the blue bird came from a distance. She must have found a suitable place to watch the fireworks and was calling us to go there.

We came to that place.It was an open grassland, and the moonlight at night could be laid down without being blocked by the tree canopy, reminiscent of the forest clearing in the dream, and at the same time, the hillside was facing the direction of the scenic spot.

The blue bird stood in the middle of the open space and waved to us. After we approached, she looked at the siren's expression and seemed to understand something.

I didn't understand until this time why she deliberately created a chance for me and the siren to have a separate conversation.

I'm afraid it's different from what I imagined at the beginning, and the blue bird does not object to me giving up all my power and letting the siren occupy the siren blade to stay in the real world.

Rather, Jade Bird probably thought that would be a good thing.Because she understands my character very well, if I do that, it means that I must give up my obsession.And she was extremely opposed to my hand chasing "it" from the very beginning, she was only worried that I would leave without saying a word, so she cooperated with me.

How much pressure did I put on her invisibly?

"It's almost time, look in that direction." Blue Bird smiled and pointed to the distant night sky, interrupting my thoughts.

The siren and I looked in the direction of her finger at the same time. At this time, one after another light spots rose in the distant night sky, and immediately these light spots burst into bloom and turned into flowers one after another. Colorful huge light flower.

The siren stared at the beautiful sight with wide eyes, her eyes reflecting the light of the fireworks.

And this mountain forest, which was originally only dark and terrifying, suddenly added bright colors.

"This is what I want you to see." I said, "Although after thinking about it carefully, it's just an idea, and I just came up with an idea..."

"Yeah, I helped find this open space." Qingniao said with a smile, and I was also a little embarrassed.

"I'm very happy." The joyful emotion can be read from the siren's expression.

And, perhaps without her realizing it, she had a rare little smile on her face.

This incident made me even more happy.

After a while, the fireworks came to an end, and the blue bird suddenly said to the siren: "Is it time to take that thing out?"

"Ah, that's right..." The siren woke up like a dream, and then turned her back, as if she took out something carefully, and then secretly put it in her arms, and turned to me and the blue bird, " I also have something to give..."

"What is it?" I wondered.

Under the light of various fireworks in the distance, the Sirens showed what they were hiding, which were two carefully folded origami cranes, blue and cyan respectively.

I suddenly recalled the three crumpled thousand paper cranes.

"This is for you." She gave me the blue paper crane, and handed out the blue paper crane to Qingniao, "And... this is for Qingniao."

"Hey, do I have a share too?" Jade Bird was surprised.

Siren nodded seriously.

I accepted the Thousand Paper Crane with mixed and joyful feelings, and the Blue Bird also accepted it, and asked the Siren: "Then what about your own?"

Hearing this, the Siren took out another white paper crane that was one size smaller than ours, held it up with both hands, and said solemnly: "This is me."

I looked at her speechlessly, then looked at myself and the thousand paper cranes in Qingniao's hands, and then asked Qingniao: "Is this what the siren asked you to do before? Ask me how to fold the thousand paper cranes?" "

"She knows how to fold a thousand origami cranes, but she has no money, so she can't buy the right colored paper by herself. And she wants to surprise you, so it's hard to explain it to you, so I have to ask me." Qingniao smiled explain.

I suddenly realized, and then said to the siren, "Thank you."

"Yeah." She nodded in a good mood.

Then, the fireworks finally ended.

She looked longingly at the distant night sky for a while, and then said: "Then, it's time for me to go back."

"You can stay a little longer," I said.

She shook her head, and said contentedly, "I want to go back while this memory is still fresh."

Since she wasn't being polite, I naturally just nodded.Then, her body turned into light and faded away, and disappeared in place, while her consciousness completely returned to my dream.

"It seems that this place is really different from before." She immersed herself in the dream with a slightly raised voice, as if she was temporarily putting all her attention inside.

As for her white origami cranes, they can only stay in the real world. Fortunately, Jade Bird prepared a small glass display box in advance and put our three origami cranes in it.

The large blue thousand paper cranes, the blue thousand paper cranes, and the small white thousand paper cranes really look like a family of three.

Qingniao looked at the display box with admiration, raised her head again, and looked at the distant night sky that had become lonely again, "It would be great if the three of us could watch the fireworks together next year..."

I couldn't respond to this sentence, but she looked back.

"Actually, I once doubted the siren." She showed a complicated expression, "I wondered whether she could be the consciousness of the siren, or in other words, whether she could be the human incarnation of the siren, or the so-called 'On the good side'."

"No more doubts now?" I asked.

"Well, I don't think she's either way now. Rather, I even believe what she said to you in the past. She really seems to be another you." She said, "I thought I would put up with it." I can't stop being jealous of her, but when I see her, my mind is full of you."

"Why?" Her words surprised me.

She didn't answer my question directly, but changed the subject, "Li Duo, do you plan to give her anything else?"

"Yes, but I can't figure out what she wants specifically, and she is usually in the dream world, even if I give her a gift, she can't put it away." I looked at the display box in her hand, and I remembered the clothes I bought for Siren before.

Blue Bird smiled and said, "Then you can hug her."

"Hug?" I hesitated, "Is such a simple thing all right?"

"Yeah...it's that simple." She replied.

(End of this chapter)