Fairy, please let me explain

Chapter 696 She

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"Xu Changtian, what's the point of living?"

A luxurious carriage was speeding along the official road through the mountains and forests. The interior decoration of the carriage did not look like a horse-drawn carriage, but rather resembled an antique and elegant home. A feminine man and a handsome man were sitting opposite each other at a table beside the window.

The handsome young man was disheveled, with his chest exposed under his gorgeous clothes, and the wine glass in his hand froze in mid-air because of the words of the person opposite him.

The feminine boy was dressed meticulously, but his chest was curved in a soft and beautiful arc. He leaned against the cushion, with his long and delicate legs crossed, and his slender and beautiful eyes glanced out the window thoughtfully.

As the voice fell, the breeze rustled the tree branches, blowing the long hair of the two young men. The hoarse, mottled sunlight shone on them, and there was a moment of silence.

Putting down the wine glass, the handsome young man twitched the corner of his mouth and uttered:
"what?"

"What? I'm asking you a question."

"You haven't said a word since you got on the bus. Why are you asking this right away?"

"I'm just curious about what's the point of your life?"

"Why do I feel like you are scolding me?" the handsome young man asked hesitantly.

The feminine boy rolled his eyes and said in a clear voice:
"Who scolded you? I feel that life is boring, so I might as well experience the feeling of death, so I want to ask you."

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The handsome young man was stunned for a moment, glanced at the tree-lined official road speeding away outside the window, then looked at the crazy woman opposite who was driving a car at a speed of over a thousand kilometers per hour with her soul, and swallowed.

After a moment of silence, he tentatively said:

"I invited you to Yuanxiao Pavilion for a drink yesterday, but it cost me three months' salary. Isn't it a bad idea for you to do this?"

"."The feminine boy stared at him without saying anything.

The handsome young man suddenly remembered what happened last night and said angrily:

"I'm beautiful, and that prostitute named Yuan Xiao didn't like you last night. Can you blame me?"

"."The feminine boy didn't say anything, but just sped up the car.

The handsome young man froze and said quickly:

"Well, let's do this. Next time I go, I will bring that woman out for you. If anyone dares to stop me, I will stab myself with a knife in Zuixianlou."

"Are you afraid of death?" The feminine boy narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms across his chest.

"Well, not really... particularly scared, right?"

The handsome young man twitched his lips and stared at the other person's expression: "The main reason is that my dad and the others are waiting for me to go back for dinner today."

"Humph."

The feminine boy snorted coldly, slowed down the car, and said coldly:
"Yes, it's normal for a pervert like you to be reluctant to die."

"Don't you follow me to visit women every day?" the handsome young man complained.

"This girl is not going to join the cabinet."

"Yes Yes Yes."

Seeing the car slow down, the handsome boy breathed a sigh of relief and asked slowly:
"No, sister, you were fine last night, why do you suddenly feel that life is meaningless today? Is it really because of that woman last night?"

"It's not because of this. I have been thinking about this for a long time."

The speed of the vehicles slowed down, and the drivers of the carriages on both sides of the official road gradually became visible.

The feminine young man glanced at the common people outside the window who were running around for a few coins, leaned on the table with one hand, held up his cheek, and asked softly:

"Don't you think it's boring to be born with everything? Just like you said, even if the prostitute doesn't allow it, we can abide by their rules if we are happy, and no one dares to say anything if we force it. We have been living in a situation where any desire can be satisfied immediately for too long, don't you think so?"

The handsome young man thought for a moment and nodded.
".A little bit, but my feelings are definitely deeper than yours, but the problem is that you and I are different."

"Yes."

The feminine woman raised her red lips into a stunning arc, and holding her cheek, she teased: "This girl is indeed no match for you, a playboy who dares to castrate even the prince's son."

"Junwu, I don't mean this."

The handsome young man murmured softly, his narrow and long phoenix eyes slightly drooped, looking at his palms on the table: "What I want to say is that my father's power is too great."

"Tsk tsk."

"Fuck you."

The handsome young man lost his composure in an instant and looked up and glared.

The feminine boy blinked and smiled sweetly:
"You keep talking, and I'll keep talking."

"If I could practice cultivation, I would definitely beat you up." The handsome young man cursed.

The feminine boy smiled and shrugged.

The handsome young man gritted his teeth and snorted coldly:

"Anyway, I couldn't practice since I was a child, and my father wouldn't let a mortal like me take the risk of getting involved in those things, so I was forced to be a playboy."

At this point, the handsome young man was silent for a moment, pouted, stretched out his leg from under the table and kicked his friend across from him, cursing indignantly:

"But you, you can practice, and you have such good aptitude, you will be able to do what you want one day. I don't even want to die, what the hell are you talking to me about this?"

The feminine boy didn't care about the mild kick. He brushed off the dust on his legs, pursed his lips, and looked at her dimly:

"So what if I can practice? So what if my cultivation level improves? I was sent to Di'an as a hostage by the old man himself. Xu Changtian, you usually have your father, brothers, and sisters to accompany you, but I am alone guarding such a big Zhenxi mansion. Apart from coming out every day to look for you drinking buddies, I have nothing else."

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Looking at the girl's lost and lonely look, the boy was silent for a moment.

He didn't feel that his life was boring, largely because he could see his family every day, while the girl in front of him seemed to be alone all the time.

After thinking seriously for a moment, he stood up and walked to the girl's side and sat down, leaning his elbow on her shoulder and whispered:
"I really consider you as my friend. Isn't it a bit too much to say that I am just a drinking buddy?"

The girl pushed his hand away and glanced at him coldly:
"It's not the behavior of a friend to take advantage of me every day."

The handsome young man patted his sleeves in disdain when he heard this and said:

"Have you ever seen me hanging out with any girl? When I want to do something inappropriate, I always start by grabbing her hand and her waist."

As he spoke, his expression became serious and he said seriously:
"Okay, you said so much, but in the end you're probably just lonely. Let's go find some excitement today, and that will probably make you forget."

"You want to sleep with me?"

"Huh? You?"

The handsome young man's eyes twitched, and he pointed at his own eyes that looked like a fallen immortal, and cursed with a smile:

"Well, Li Junwu, you want to take advantage of me, right?"

The girl's fair cheeks froze instantly when she heard that. She clenched her teeth and her smile became dangerous.

The handsome young man coughed and said quickly:

"I mean, how about we go find two or three unlucky guys and cripple them for fun? Or I can seduce a few ladies, and you can deceive those young masters of noble families, and we can play with their feelings together? I think that the young prince of Prince Jing's mansion is looking for entertainment this way."

The feminine boy's eyes were filled with disdain:
"Is it interesting to learn from those guys to exploit the people?"

"It's definitely not fun to exploit the common people."

The handsome young man smiled when he heard this, leaning against the couch, looking at the girl beside him, half-closed his eyes, and smiled indifferently:

"The people I want to prey on are the nobles and the royal family!"

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The girl looked at the boy's beautiful eyes and widened slightly, her heartbeat gradually speeding up.

She was a little moved.

After a moment of silence, she said:
"Forget it. I'm just talking to you. This will only cause trouble."

"Don't worry, I'll take care of anything that happens."

The handsome young man patted his chest and snorted, "That little Prince Jing is quite suitable to be the unlucky guy. What do you think? Let's go find him and have some fun today?"

"Your big brother will beat you up."

"It's okay, my second brother will stop him."

"You said last time that your elder brother would hang you both up and beat you."

"Uh, this." The boy's face froze.

"Pfft hahahaha"

The clear laughter came from the window lattice and spread all the way into the green forest.

Looking at the beautiful face of the girl beside him who was laughing till tears came out, the young man sighed, smiled and said softly:
"In fact, this method can only temporarily relieve boredom. It is not a cure for the problem. If you really feel that life is boring, I have a suggestion for you."

After laughing enough, the girl wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and tilted her head to ask:

"what?"

"somebody to Love."

"what?"

"If you feel that life is boring, it's probably because you have nothing to do. Your parents are not around, and you don't lack material things. Then find someone you love and find something to do."

"puff"

The girl laughed disdainfully and said to him sideways: "You are only fifteen this year, right? You make it sound like you have seen everything in the world."

"sixteen."

"it's the same."

"That's more experience than you."

The young man counted on his fingers, smiled with his eyes curved, and said, "Since I became conscious, I have probably admired more than a dozen women."

The girl curled her lips and whispered:

"You seem to be quite proud of being so promiscuous and philandering?"

The boy asked with a strange look in his eyes:

"Don't tell me that you've only ever loved one person in your life?"

The girl was silent.

The boy was stunned: "Really?"

"No." The girl shook her head.

"what?"

"I said, this girl has no one she loves."

"."

The young man was stunned for a long time before his eyes showed a hint of pity: "Is that so."

Saying,

His eyes suddenly lit up and he asked:

"So do you like men or women?"

"Xu Changtian, do you want to die?"

The boy didn't pay attention to the other party's threat and said as a matter of course:
"We have been courting women together for so long, and you refused to find a lover, but you accepted all the men in the palace. But in the end, you didn't want to join the cabinet. Wang Chengen and the others teased you, and you didn't refute them, so I'm curious."

"None of your business."

"I'm here to help you find someone, but how can I choose a man or a woman if I don't know the gender?"

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The girl turned her face away and didn't look at him.

The boy saw this and did not investigate further:
"Jun Wu, the feeling of admiring someone is really interesting. If you feel lonely, go and love someone for fun. If you find someone, tell me."

She looked back and hummed:
"What does my search for my husband have to do with you?"

Xu Yuan glanced at her with a sidelong glance, his lips slightly raised:

"Of course I'm helping you kidnap someone."

"I don't need it."

"You have never admired anyone, so you don't know the feeling of being loved but not being loved, so don't rush to refuse. When the time comes, as long as you ask, I can tie you to the bed even if you are a prince or a princess."

"If you don't need it, you don't need it."

"It's up to you. Anyway, you should find the first person to fall in love with."

"Why do you keep talking about this?" "I finally found a like-minded friend. I don't want you to die."

The young man put his hands behind his head, looked at the ceiling with carved beams and painted buildings, and said with a smile:
“As long as you have someone important to you, you will naturally find life interesting and want to keep living no matter what.

"As long as you have someone important to you, you won't have the thought of committing suicide like you did just now."

Li Junwu hesitated for a moment and asked:
".Really?"

"Why did I lie to you?"

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Still got cheated by him
Standing alone in the void, Li Junwu looked at the stars in the sky and thought quietly.

In the giant pit below her, a halberd pierced through a woman's head, completely severing her life.

The woman surnamed Wen left.

After leaving behind his saintly body, he withdrew with Linlang, leaving behind the Zhenxi City, which had been burned down by the war.

But cheers broke out from distant neighborhoods. Regardless of whether or not close ones had died in the war, at this moment the survivors were all celebrating their own survival.

The war is over, the war is won.

The soldiers in the government office shouted the name of Princess Zhenxi. Led by the soldiers, the surviving people walked out of their houses and shouted along.

finally,
The cries of filling up the sea with mountains resounded through the sky.

Looking at the scene in the distance, a smile appeared in Li Junwu's beautiful eyes, but a trace of tiredness gradually rose in his heart.

The wind in the desert was very strong at night. It swept away the heat waves of the day and lifted Li Junwu's long hair, making it flutter in the air, sparkling like a waterfall under the starry sky.

His slender fingertips brushed across his waist-length white hair. The 'liar' below Li Junwu was staring at him intently.

Just at this moment,

But she no longer had the courage to look him in the eye.

She was afraid that after taking this look, she would be shaken and become afraid of death.

Li Jun bit his lip and trembled, and the extremely powerful Qi around his body surged together again.

It's time for her to leave.

"Are you leaving?"

A familiar voice came from behind him, causing Li Junwu's body to tremble violently.

Instantly reaching the sky, Xu Yuan looked at Li Junwu in front of him. Everything disappeared in his eyes, leaving only her in front of him.

Her back was as dazzling as the rising sun before the first rays of morning light, but under the gaze of those eyes that were swallowed by the essence of life and death, Xu Yuan knew clearly that it was not the rising sun at all, but a firework slowly rising to the sky.

Feeling the suffocating and powerful aura on her body, Xu Yuan grinned, laughing like crying:
"How many Jinqi Pills did you let those Zhenxi soldiers eat? Three or four?"

Brilliant vitality,
A strong smell of death,
At the same time, they bloomed and intertwined on her body.

In dead silence,

Li Junwu half turned his face, his beautiful eyes, which were shone with the bright moonlight, were slightly bent, his white hair was shining, and he smiled charmingly:

"Changtian, it's my turn to save you this time."

save him
Listening to her words, Xu Yuan felt as if a huge rock was pressing on his chest, making it difficult for him to breathe, speak, or even smile at her.

He wanted to tell the woman to mind her own business.

He wanted to scold the fool for his recklessness.

He wanted to tell her that he was protected by the power of death.

If he wishes,
He can even devour the entire city's population to continue fighting this war!
"You must want to scold me now."

With his white hair shining like the light of life, Li Junwu slowly turned around and said with a smile: "I know you must have a trump card, such as eating those people who are shouting my name now, right?"

"."Xu Yuan opened his mouth.

Li Junwu walked in the air, came close to him, and patted his shoulder:

"We fought this battle to protect them, and if you swallow them, Changtian, there will be no going back, so this won't work."

In Xu Yuan's silence,
Li Junwu seemed unable to sense his emotions. He glanced at the bodies of the two saints below and hummed softly, saying:

"You are quite right. Ordinary methods cannot kill these saints. Your father and his men will not allow the method of killing them to be leaked."

"It seems that I am indeed a stronger military formation genius than Li Qingyan. In just one day, I learned the Saint-Slaying Formation you taught me."

"By the way, the Barbarian King you and she killed together shouldn't be as strong as this old man and woman, right?"

“But it was really thrilling just now.”

"That woman seemed to want to merge several saints' bodies together, but luckily she stopped in the end due to some concerns, otherwise I would definitely not be able to defeat her."

Li Junwu continued to talk in a clear voice, but Xu Yuan still didn't want to listen anymore.

In his eyes, her life was about to reach the peak of brilliant bloom.

But Li Junwu's displeased kick forced him back to reality:
"Can you please stop pretending to be dumb? I'm going to ask you another question."

Xu Yuan raised his eyes, his gorgeous clothes fluttering in the wind, and said in a hoarse voice:

".What?"

Li Junwu felt the vitality in his body gradually fading away. He raised his index finger and pointed at himself, his beautiful eyes narrowed:

"Let me ask again, this lady should be stronger than that woman Li Qingyan now, right?"

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Feeling the pain, Xu Yuan looked up and wanted to curse, but when he saw the emotions surging in her bright eyes, he silently swallowed back the words that were about to come to his lips.

As the flames in the block gradually died down, the silence of the ruins swallowed up his weak curses:

".You're an idiot."

"You're the idiot."

Li Junwu suddenly punched the man in front of him in the chest, causing Xu Yuan to spit out blood. His voice gradually trembled:
"I'm asking you a question. I'm asking you now, am I better than that princess? Li Qingyan failed to defend Beifeng City, but I was able to defend Zhenxi City."

Xu Yuan wiped the blood from the corner of his lips, and the Dao of Life in his body automatically repaired his injuries. He cursed:

"If you survive, you will be better than her."

Li Junwu smiled when he heard this, pursed his lips, and gritted his teeth:

"Xu Yuan, do you... do you want to die?"

"."

Xu Yuan suddenly grabbed her hand, and the essence of life was instantly revealed, but was pulled free by Li Junwu in the next moment.

She knew very well that the warm current that had just healed her could not make up for her completely dried up vitality:

"Go away, I don't need your treatment."

At the moment the words fell,
A trickle of blood flowed out from the corner of Li Junwu's lips. His ruddy face quickly turned pale, and his body shook for a while and was about to fall downwards.

Xu Yuan quickly supported her body, slowly fell down, and said quickly:

“There is always a way.”

With a casual move, Xu Yuan instantly grasped the Sumeru Ring that had been separated during the battle in his palm.

Countless priceless healing pills appeared in the air. Xu Yuan casually crushed the jade bottle and shattered it with great force, then fed them to her in his arms.

But she opened his hand again, looked at him with a smile on her pale and beautiful face, and said softly:
"You taught me to be graceful in the face of pressure. Have you forgotten it so quickly?"

The palm froze in mid-air.

The feeling of suffocation instantly seemed like a big hand wrapping around him. He was unable to breathe or gasp, but the girl in his arms just gently rested her head on his chest.

Falling to the ground, amidst the ruins, there was a post-war silence.

After a moment of silence, Xu Yuan half-knelt on the ground, holding the woman's hand trembling slightly, and a hint of weakness appeared at the corner of his lips: "I remember you promised me that you wouldn't use a military formation?"

With blood gushing out of her mouth, she laughed and retorted with his words: "Promises are made to achieve a goal. Whether it is completed or not is not important."

"How can you use this word like this?"

"You said so anyway."

Li Junwu leaned on Xu Yuan's chest, half-closed his beautiful eyes and looked at the sky:

"Changtian, you know what, I actually wanted to just leave."

"I know."

"I was afraid that I would kill myself after seeing you, but now I'm not so scared anymore." She buried her head in his arms, feeling the warmth she had never felt before.

"If you're afraid of death, let me cure you."

"You've died before, so you should be very clear about my current situation."

“You have to give it a try”

"You'll feel even more guilty if you try."

"But."

"I don't want to talk about this now."

".Um."

"Humph"

She snorted softly, grabbed a strand of her crystal white hair, and waved it in front of his eyes:
"So, I said my hair will grow longer, so how about it, do I look good with long hair?"

After staring at her waterfall of white hair for a while, Xu Yuan whispered softly:

"Yeah, it looks good."

"Really? You laughed at me earlier."

Li Junwu spat softly, then began to complain inwardly: "Changtian, I was so sad when I heard the news of your death before the New Year. You didn't even inform me in advance, but it doesn't matter. You have always been a liar anyway."

"But I didn't lie to you, did I?"

"Haven't you lied to me enough? It was you who tricked me into falling in love with someone."

"It seems so, but speaking of lying, you have lied to me for more than ten years."

"That's because... because..." She was a little speechless, then smiled and said: ".. because I'm afraid."

"You are so timid?"

"Well, if you keep talking about this, I'll just go to sleep."

"Okay, I won't tell you."

"Well, where were we talking about just now?" She wanted to remember what she had just said, but her conscious memory began to fade quickly.

"Speaking of my fake death before the New Year," he reminded with his eyes lowered.

"Oh, about that matter. Did you see the letter I wrote to you at that time? But I think the old man must have intercepted it. He definitely doesn't want to tell you what was inside."

"What did you write?"

He replied softly.

But she seemed to no longer be able to hear his voice. The light in her eyes quickly dissipated. She stared blankly at the stars in the sky, muttering:

"Speaking of that old man, sometimes, I really hate my old man. He named me Junwu, but he never let me get involved in military affairs."

Her voice grew weaker:

"Changtian, if he had let me get involved in military affairs earlier, would I not have to die now?"

"It's all the fault of that old man, but I don't know why, but I really miss him and my mother now.
"I really want to tell him that his daughter has defended Zhenxi City, and that the people in the city are calling out his daughter's name."

When the voice came to an end, Li Junwu's beautiful eyes gradually dimmed, and his pale lips trembled:
"But it took ten days to get here from Mobei, so he probably can't hear it."

The words fell in silence, and the night wind quietly floated the two people's entangled long hair.

In the final splendor of life's fireworks, a flash of light suddenly flashed across her gradually lifeless eyes.

His vision gradually became clear. Li Junwu slowly raised his fingertips and trembled to wipe away a drop of crystal from the corner of Xu Yuan's eye. He smiled and looked at his beloved who was trembling all over. The thousands of words he wanted to say blurred his vision. His breath trembled with a slight sound:
"Long day.
“I’m leaving.
"From now on, I can no longer show you my legs."

A light touch between lips,

The sound becomes more subtle.

Wait for it to be silent,

Starlight falls like a waterfall,
The white hair is dry, the beauty is gone, and the fingertips slide down powerlessly.

(End of this chapter)