This host can handle it, let her be the villain, she is the real deal

Chapter 115 Passionate but always seems ruthless

When Rong Hua woke up, the night was still deep, the bedroom was empty and lonely, and he was awakened by a nightmare again, but when he woke up, he couldn't remember anything.

All he knew was that in the dream he was in terribly painful pain.

No sleepiness at all, Rong Hua casually put on a coat and walked out, he didn't know where he should go, he just wanted to go out and relax.

However, he unconsciously came to Shen Yue's bedroom while walking, he hadn't even realized it yet, he only came back to his senses when he saw the familiar scene.

This place is the place he is most familiar with in Qingqing Palace. When he was a child, he almost stayed here day and night, and he couldn't drive him away no matter how hard he tried.

After hesitating for a while, he pushed the door open and went in.

The bedroom was still very clean, without a trace of dust. He sat on the bed and touched the mattress beside him, it was cold.

Shen Yue has been away for a long time, without a sound, not even a message, he has been very panicked these nights.

Thinking back to whether what he said to Shen Yue that day was too heavy.

He had no choice, no way to control himself, and no way to watch Shen Yue stay away.

He just wanted to break the peace on Shen Yue's face.

He actually didn't want to ignore Shen Yue, but every time he saw her pampering him so much, as if he was so important, he felt disgusted.

Because he knows better than anyone else that it is not good for him, nor does it belong to him...

Just thinking about it made him feel more irritable and his heart throbbed. He wondered if he didn't want to see each other again, so that he wouldn't be in pain anymore.

Will it become normal if you gradually alienate him?
His attitude changed very quickly. Shen Yue went from being confused at the beginning to being calm later. She seemed to be able to maintain a calm and rational state. Nothing would make her lose her composure, but she would never treat him kindly. Change.

But the nicer she was to him, the more indifferent and ignorant he was towards her. He allowed Yin Jing to approach, in fact, he wanted to test Shen Yue a bit.

But Shen Yue didn't care at all, Shen Yue even said that she would hold a grand wedding banquet for him...

It's really ridiculous.

In this case, he fulfilled Shen Yue's wish, maybe things should be like this, instead of being a substitute for someone else.

He indulged Yin Jing's intimacy, and began to slowly alienate Shen Yue. He thought he could forget that he could be as ruthless as Shen Yue.

The distance between the two is getting more and more distant, and they don't see each other for a few days, and they can't even speak a few words when they meet.

He thought...he let it go.

But when he saw Shen Yue drinking tea and drinking with other men, he still couldn't control it, and became crazily jealous.

As if mocking his self-righteousness.

On the day Yin Jing died, the conflict between Rong Hua and Shen Yue reached its peak.

He didn't know why he was angry, he just wanted to burst out all the grievances and pains he had suffered, and he wanted to move the people in front of him a little.

Even if it's only a little bit, it's for him, not for others, that's enough.

But no.

Shen Yue was still so lofty, she was all in white, and he was in a mess.

It was only at this moment that Rong Hua understood that even if he knelt in front of Shen Yue like a dog, she would not soften her heart.

Rong Hua thought so.

But Shen Yue was so kind to him all of a sudden, as if he had returned to his childhood, he thought that his heart was as hard as a stone, and he thought that he would not be moved.

But he just doesn't live up to it!
Now Shen Yue hasn't come back, she didn't even tell him where to go.

He couldn't remember the day when he became moody, violent, and ruthless.

Maybe it's because since he knew that he was just a stand-in, all the trajectories have been quietly changing.

All that was left was boundless hatred and unwillingness.

The rage that he couldn't ask for made him mad, making him want to tear and ravage that cold skin again and again, until he was dripping with blood and his body was completely shattered, only then could he regain a little bit of realism.

That means that Shen Yue actually still has him in her heart, because she will also ache because of him.

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When Yao'er entered the room, Shen Yue had already dressed. The plain white clothes were clean and tidy. Although the clothes were plain, they were dressed in a noble and awe-inspiring way.

She didn't cover her eyes with a white cloth, but opened those empty but beautiful light red eyes.

"Yao'er."

Yao'er happily responded, "It's me, it's me."

"What about Changsheng?" Shen Yue asked.

Yao'er hugged Shen Yue's leg like a clingy bug, raised her small face, and there was a sweet smile on her immature and innocent face, "Changsheng went to catch the little rabbit, he said he wanted to make up for the fairy, put The fairy feeds it fat, so it won't be able to fly."

If you can't fly, you can't leave.

Yao'er was thinking so purely.

Shen Yue couldn't laugh or cry, and was a little worried, "What if we are in danger again?"

Thinking of this, Shen Yue wanted to go out to have a look, but the child hugged her legs tightly, Yao'er flattened her mouth, "It's dangerous outside, immortals don't go."

He was pitiful, he didn't want Shen Yue to leave, he actually regretted it, if he had prevented the immortal from looking for Changsheng, wouldn't the immortal have been injured?
He also didn't want to make Shen Yue unhappy, so he could only act coquettishly and pretend to be pitiful, hoping that Shen Yue would change his mind.

Shen Yue stroked the child's soft hair, it felt so good, she couldn't help but stroke it again.

"Don't worry, I'm just going to take a look, there will be no danger."

"Don't do it, don't do it." The child refused to let go, making a whining sound in his throat.

I don't know how long it has been going on, and there is a sound of footsteps in the yard.

Changsheng walked over in a hurry, dressed in green, holding a rabbit in his hand, the rabbit was still alive, kicking his feet with difficulty.

But when he stepped into the other courtyard and saw the figure in white through the window, he suddenly slowed down and walked over slowly.

Shen Yue originally wanted to reason with this child, but she never thought that this child was very difficult to deal with, and her voice sounded like a grandma's, as if she was crying but not crying, and she was especially endearing.

In fact, Shen Yue doesn't like children very much. Children are too loud and too fussy.

But she is extremely fond of well-behaved children.

She was still listening to Yao'er acting coquettishly with her head down, but suddenly a tall shadow fell in front of her eyes, her eyes moved slightly, although she couldn't see clearly, she could faintly feel the black shadow.

Yao'er turned his head and called out aggrievedly: "Changsheng."

Changsheng pulled Yao'er off her lap and handed him the little rabbit that was still full of energy, without any guilt at all asking the child to do things.

"Pick off the rabbit's skin and clean its internal organs."

　The author has died suddenly

　　
　
(End of this chapter)