The glory of Kyoto wings

Chapter 127 127. If possible, never want to leave him

The night sky after the rain is still full of heavy clouds.

The cool evening wind blows in through the window, carrying the lonely smell of dead wood in autumn.

swish, swish—

The sound of paper and pen rubbing against each other resounded in the quiet room. Pencils that were not round were scratching on the white paper, and lead dust with uneven force fell down.

【If possible, I never want to leave him. 】

Saki Hatsu Koto wrote on the paper.

These can be written.

She lost the strength to hold the pen.

The pencil can't help but slip off when the wrist is tilted.

Saki Hatsu Koto sat at the end of the bed and hugged her legs, her delicate fingers weakly grabbed the white socks, even though the edges of the white socks with vertical stripes had long been deformed.

She has repeated such actions for a long time today.

But his head was still dizzy.

Look up and look at the wall, there is a mirror.

The old full-length mirror was placed opposite the end of the bed, just enough to reflect her entire body in it.

Saki Hatsu Koto looked at himself in the mirror, gently stroked the thin bangs on his forehead with his fingers, revealing that delicate fair cheek, staring blankly at the figure in the mirror, especially those magnificent eyes.

The slender crow feather-like eyelashes trembled slightly, and the softness under the loose clothes hung down on the hugged legs, and the blush and luster on the knees complemented each other.

She is very self-aware.

I also know that I am beautiful.

Otherwise, he would not have regarded himself as a transaction in the first place.

So when she fell into the quagmire of her grandma's medical expenses, Saki Hatsu Koteng knew that she might be the last thing she could take out, but at that time, she also perfectly interpreted the urgent medical treatment.

After all, time waits for no one.

Looking at the grandmother who was getting thinner and thinner on the hospital bed, Saki Hatsu Koteng's heart was constantly tingling, but she also felt helpless and blamed herself.

Especially after seeking any help to no avail, it was like struggling in a quagmire for her, but the more she struggled, the faster she sank.

Fear, panic, helplessness.
Even if he lost his parents since childhood, he carried the banner of the family.

When knowing that the only reliance is about to pass away.

The strength of her heart also burst at this moment.

And just when she was about to throw her last dignity to the ground and follow the so-called manager who she knew the nature of, Minamoto Raimitsu suddenly appeared and broke the trajectory of her life.

Among them, Minamoto Larimitsu had a saying that she remembered very clearly.

"If you want to get the light, you have to endure the tortured wounds in the dark."

That's what seems to make sense.

Let her follow Yuan Laiguang away in a daze.

It wasn't until the bank balance change message was sent that night that Sakatsu Koto realized that Minamoto Yorimitsu was the one who could help her out of the predicament, even though the other party's goal was still her own body.

But things didn't go in the direction they expected.

When he took the initiative but was rejected after many inner struggles, Sakihatsu Koto seemed to have discovered the difference in Minamoto Raimitsu. His behavior seemed to be completely inconsistent with the original asking price.

Obviously caring about himself.

But I always like to say it with a cold face.

He clearly said that he wanted himself.

Always keep a safe distance.

Obviously sometimes I hate myself.

But he was willing to spend time with her in the hospital.

Thinking of this, Saki Hatsu Koto quickly picked up the mobile phone next to him, unlocked the screen and quickly entered the interface of the chat software, and kept sliding up with his thin white fingers eagerly to find a certain information.

It wasn't until half a minute later that she found the answer.

The slightly flooded writing on the screen came into view.

[I really like you, please date me! ]
Even through a cold screen, you can still feel the heat.

At that time, Saki Hatsu Koto, who had never been confessed to, was extremely flustered, and even subconsciously felt that it was too fake, and even thought it was a prank played by classmates playing games.

Until Minamoto Raikou shone into her darkness like a ray of light.

She was convinced that none of this was a coincidence.

Even if Minamoto Raikou denies it.

So the more she owed, the more she wanted to repay.

Just like she was rejected several times when she wanted to deliver herself, she seemed to be unable to find the door to open Minamoto's heart, especially even if she expressed her liking, she was still expressed doubts several times.

"Do you think you are not pure enough?"

At first, Saki Hatsu Koto thought that he should not be disappointed, at least he was not asked for it under that kind of transaction, and he should have the mentality that he took advantage of it.

But that's not the case.

Although she seemed to be bound all over before, trapped in a dark quagmire and unable to extricate herself, she could only pray for those hands to help her untie, and longed to be held tightly forever, pulling herself towards the direction of the light.

But now she felt completely different.

Like, appreciate, depend on.
She can clearly perceive many emotions.

So even if she couldn't tell her true thoughts.

But he also wanted to stay by Minamoto Raiko's side regardless of everything.

She shuddered at the thought of losing her light.

Even that ray of light might suffocate him.

Especially after seeing that beautiful girl come to pester her, Saki Hatsu Koto realized that beauty alone cannot keep him, and her own path seems to have gone in the wrong direction long ago.

Therefore, her gaze is more determined.

Saki Hatsu Koto came back to his senses, his eyes moved down to the phone, and he swiped the screen with his fingers.

Open a forum you follow on 2ch.

【Hey!ask for!Gathering place for beheaded men! 】

The black and bold writing came into view.

Exhibiting an extraordinary aura.

Saki Hatsu Koto skimmed over the blushing forum name, skilfully flipped through his previous posts with his fingers, and found that there were already many replies and discussions with red dots.

The title of her post is also very simple.

[I want to be by his side forever, but I am not worthy of him, what should I do? 】

This is a post from this afternoon.

Didn't expect so many replies.

Saki Hatsu Koto flipped through the comments nervously.

[Sisters are confused!Why love a man!Don't we have hands! ? ]
[Breaks his leg, paralyzed in bed, and you take care of him (smile)]
[Is the one upstairs a bit too violent, can't we girls be gentle?I think it's better to feed some decoction, so that he will always be tired and sleepy, and then snuggle in your arms every day. ]
[Ask for a link! ]
[Same link! ]
Saki Hatsu Koto looked at it and trembled.

Why do you beat people at every turn?
And what does it mean to have hands?
She continued to read with some doubts.

Looking back and forth through dozens of layers of comments

Finally saw something serious.

[Don’t listen to the nonsense above, since you don’t think he’s good enough for him and still don’t want to leave him, there are only two ways, one is to improve yourself, and the other is to lower his level, but of course I suggest improving yourself, Men prefer girls who are helpful to them, and career is what they pay more attention to. ]
[Even if you can’t help a man’s career, try not to cause him any trouble. Even if you marry into a wealthy family and become a pure vase, you must have a relatively dazzling degree and identity. For example, if you have a decent job, you must be able to He took it out and introduced it to friends. ]
[In addition, a two-pronged approach must be taken, not only to improve ourselves, but also to please him.]
Saki Hatsu Koto looked at this comment nicknamed [Bird], and felt boundless sympathy in her heart for a moment, and carefully read all her comments several times.

She nodded silently.

Then hesitated again.

Send the other person a friend request.

Saki Hatsu Koto looked through the comments below again, and found that everyone was discussing their careers, and they were arguing fiercely about what to do, so she quickly took a closer look.

Teachers, doctors, accountants, tax accountants, civil servants
These are the most sought-after professions.

Seems to have found the reason to work hard, Saki Hatsu Koto's suppressed mood became a little more relaxed, and he joined the discussion energetically, and when he saw the instant reply, he felt even more excited.

Until after weighing the pros and cons in many careers.

Saki Hatsu Koto's magnificent eyes were full of firmness and excitement.

In the end even though she was lying on the bed ready to sleep.

It is difficult to fall asleep when the mood is agitated.

It was as if she had found the direction of the exit in the directionless darkness. This kind of inner stability and excitement was too difficult to conceal, which made her roll many times on the bed and kick the soft quilt.

"Myself, I have to become better, and then I am worthy of him!"

(End of this chapter)