Quick wear: the beauty of flirting is forced to have deep difficulties

chapter 77
Qin Muchu seemed to be stunned, her sobbing stopped for a while, as if she was thinking about what Sui Yu's words meant.

Sui Yu was still holding Qin Muchu, his movements were cherished and somewhat possessive, Qin Muchu was strangled a little bit tightly, like a cat pinched by the nape of its neck, and stayed where it was.

It seemed like it took her a long time to find her voice: "You... know what?"

Sui Yu was so distressed and sad by the temptation and fluke in her tone.

"What do you think, Qin Muchu, how many things have you been hiding from me in the past five years?"

Sui Yu's voice trembled when he spoke: "You said just now that you don't know how to treat me, but in fact, I often don't know how to treat you either."

Sui Yu: "When I was in college, you molded me over and over again, gave me a gorgeous dream, made me think I was lucky and loved, and then shattered all the good things when I was about to sink."

Sui Yu: "When I was finally willing to accept that I would never be your first choice, I suddenly realized that you were actually thinking about me from the beginning to the end."

"Xu Xu," Sui Yu said with an almost painful look on his face, "What do you want me to do?"

Sui Yu: "Do you know what I was thinking when I saw the 500 million power of attorney in Grandpa Wang's desk?"

Sui Yu: "I'm not reconciled, I don't understand why we love each other, but we have to hurt each other over and over again."

Qin Muxu's eyes moved when he heard "500 million", and the tears that could barely stop fell down without warning after hearing Sui Yu's bloody complaint.

Qin Muchu: "I'm sorry..."

There was a painful expression on her face, and she grabbed a handful of hair, as if trying to control her emotions.

Qin Muxu knew that crying now would only make Sui Yu more sad, she made a swallowing movement, trying to stop the tears, but her tear glands were out of control.

Qin Muchu raised his hand to wipe his face, sniffed, "Sui Yu, I never thought of hurting you."

Qin Muchu: "I just, don't know how to tell you..."

Hidden behind that farewell against his will is a truth that can knock people down. Five years ago, Qin Muchu couldn't say it, and five years later, Qin Muchu couldn't speak it even more.

Sui Yu gently reached out to help her wipe away the mottled tears on her face: "Xu Xu, don't say sorry to me, tell me what happened back then, you never owed me anything when we were together, and you have no obligation after breaking up If you want to help me shoulder any responsibilities, no matter what happens, let's face it together, shall we?"

Sui Yu: "I'm not afraid of the fact that no matter how embarrassing or embarrassing, I'm just afraid that if you don't tell me anything, the last person will bear all the truth."

In front of the food that was gradually getting cold, Qin Muchu shook his head slightly when he heard Sui Yu's gentle and trembling words.

Sui Yu's heart sank, and just about to say something, she heard Qin Muchu say again: "Sui Yu, this matter was originally my fault."

After saying the most difficult sentence, she seemed to have unloaded some burden, and spoke with a trembling voice.

"During my senior year, you said that Auntie Bai was seriously ill, so I went to my mother with Auntie's medical records."

"At that time, my relationship with her was not that bad. I wanted her to introduce me to a more professional doctor."

"That was the first time I knew that Xu Chang was the one who tricked Auntie Bai into coming to the capital and abandoned her in the end."

Sui Yu knew about this, because when they broke up, Qin Muchu and Qin Yuehua both approached him and humiliated him and his mother over and over again.

Even Qin Muchu's angry words said that their mother and son destroyed her family, so she wanted to take revenge on them.

This is also the reason why Sui Yu struggled and suffered for so long, because the behavior of Qin Muxu's mother and daughter made his once treasured relationship seem so ridiculous.

Even five years later, Sui Yu couldn't help but want to explain: "My mother never did that kind of thing, you know."

Qin Muchu avoided his gaze: "Well, not only I know, but Qin Yuehua also knows."

Qin Muchu bit his lips again, with a painful expression on his face: "But you have no way to explain this clearly to my mother at that time."

"She has been proud all her life. The biggest failure was that marriage. She hated Xu Chang to the extreme, and even hated everyone and everything related to him."

"She is not willing to lose to Aunt Bai, and even thinks that you are doing it on purpose, that you are demonstrating to her through me."

"It's even more unacceptable for me to be with you."

"She is that kind of person. I can't explain it clearly to her. Even the more I argue, the more she feels that you are hurting me."

Rao Sui Yu had guessed a long time ago, when he heard Qin Muxu say these words and saw her face of enduring pain, Sui Yu still got agitated in his heart.

"If this is the case, I don't have to care. She doesn't want to help us find a doctor. We can contact us ourselves and we can always find a way."

"But I still underestimated the degree of my mother's paranoia." When Qin Muxu said this, his jaw line tightened, as if he was trying his best to suppress the painful emotions.

"Just a week later, Hongtian Company was suppressed by competitors and almost went bankrupt."

That was a fatal blow to Sui Yu. Prior to this, Hongtian Company had been steadily improving, and the considerable profits made Sui Yu not need to worry about medical and surgical expenses at all.

But that sudden malice made all the money in Sui Yu's hands wiped out, and his mother was lying in the intensive care unit, hanging with money.

Qin Muchu: "That day I rushed from school to the Bauhinia apartment overnight, and she admitted that it was her handwriting."

The truth that had been covered up by dust for five years was finally revealed little by little, and spread in front of Sui Yu in the most painful way.

"I told her she was killing people."

The young girl collapsed and stood in front of the desk complaining and questioning, but the eyes of the older woman were as cold as ice.

"I will give you a choice, if you break up, I will stop."

"I won't kill, but your ridiculous love will."

"Qin Muchu, can you bear it?"

She had expected to make up Qin Muchu's choice, but she still walked up to Qin Muchu, touched her head, expressed pity and compassion, and pretended to comfort her.

"It doesn't matter if you don't choose, Xu Xu."

"Anyway, it's poverty and incompetence that drive them to death, and it has nothing to do with us."

Qin Muchu opened her hand, and looked at the strange mother in front of him with stubborn and disbelieving eyes: "You are like a cold-blooded murderer."

Qin Yuehua looked at her as if looking at a naive child.

"Well, then you go and sue me."

Qin Yuehua turned around and left quickly, leaving all the pain and choices to Qin Muchu.

"That's when I realized, I screwed up everything."

"After we broke up, Qin Yuehua was afraid that I would really hate her, so he gave me 500 million and agreed that I would change my major and go abroad to study cello."

"Sui Yu, I can't help feeling guilty."

"No matter how many secrets and helplessness there are behind this incident, the most direct and irrefutable consequence is that I hurt you and made you fall into self-doubt for five full years and failed to get out."

"And because of this, I easily got the opportunity to study music abroad and lived the life I dreamed of at the beginning."

Sui Yu finally interrupted her at this moment: "Does your so-called dream mean a person who is penniless and studying in Vienna, and because he has no money for medical treatment, he drags his ears to permanent deafness?"

"Is it because of guilt that I dare not go back to China for five years? Or is it because I broke up with all my loved ones?"

Qin Muxu pursed his lips and was speechless, his face was wet with tears.

Sui Yu reached out to help her dry her tears again: "Xu Xu, you have never been sorry to me, none of that is your fault, don't use your mother's mistakes to punish yourself."

Sui Yu's anger when he heard that Qin Yuehua had almost forced Bai Lin to death was extinguished by Qin Muchu's sad and helpless tears.

"Your mother did it on purpose. She knows what you will choose. Since she tried so hard to break us up, no matter what you do, it's useless."

"Xu Xu, don't be sad."

"I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. I should have discovered your anomaly earlier."

It was only after Qin Muchu said this that Sui Yu remembered that Qin Muchu was in a bad state for a few days when the Hongtian Group was in danger five years ago.

It's just that he was too busy and tired at that time, busy with company affairs, busy with taking care of Bai Lin, and was overwhelmed with overdue medical expenses.

I have no time to care about my girlfriend.

But in fact, even though everyone knew what Qin Muchu would choose in the end, Qin Muchu did not hesitate before making a real choice.

The conditions Qin Yuehua gave were almost harsh: she had to break up, Sui Yu had to give up on her, and she had to hear it with her own ears...

During those vacillating days, Qin Muxu didn't think that Qin Yuehua might just blow her up.

Bai Lin had never done anything wrong to Qin Yuehua, Qin Yuehua didn't have to be so ruthless.

But that hesitation gradually dissipated after seeing Sui Yu's increasingly exhausted figure during that time.

So not many days later, Sui Yu really couldn't bear the high surgical fee, and wanted to borrow money from Qin Muchu, Qin Muchu took advantage of the situation and proposed to break up.

What is it like to be forced to humiliate and hurt the person you love the most?
Sui Yu hadn't experienced it, but seeing Qin Muchu's painful expression when he mentioned it even after five years had passed, he could imagine her helplessness and despair when she went abroad.

He was obviously such a soft-hearted person, but he was forced to say so many hurtful words that were unavoidable.

And he foolishly believed it for so long, even when he was drunk, he used it to accuse her of not loving him.

Sui Yu even began to hate the self who was so stubborn back then.

At that time, why couldn't I think about it more? If a proud and sensitive person like her didn't really love him, how could she come to him after five years.

And that 500 million...

Sui Yu had a heart attack and didn't understand how there could be such a serious and kind-hearted person as Qin Muxu in the world.

The food was completely cold, Sui Yu gently picked Qin Muchu up, took her upstairs step by step, and put her on the bed.

Qin Muchu was still in his pajamas, and rolled into the quilt without hesitation, clutching a small corner of the quilt with red eyes.

Sui Yu's heart throbbed, but she still asked her: "Why did you leave all 500 million to me?"

Qin Muchu: "I think you need the money more than I do."

Sui Yu: "Well, I know, seeing a doctor and surgery requires money, but going abroad to study and eat doesn't need money."

"Was the food in Vienna originally free? That's good. I'll live there when Hongtian Group goes bankrupt."

Sui Yu's eccentric words made Qin Muchu's tears, which had been so hard to stop, tend to accumulate again.

The way she cried was as stubborn as her character, she pursed her lips tightly and did not speak, tears fell down in big drops.

"Don't cry, Qin Muchu," Sui Yu leaned over and looked down at her, his tone was light but tinged with strength: "Isn't that what you thought about at the beginning?"

"That's why I don't keep a penny for myself."

Sui Yu's tone had been so soft that he seemed to be coaxing people before, but Qin Muchu was taken aback by his sudden serious expression, and stayed there with a somewhat confused expression.

It took her a while to come back to her senses, and she was even more aggrieved. She stopped crying and complained in a soft voice: "You are killing me."

Sui Yu's heart was softened by her coquettish appearance, and the apology came quickly. Seeing that Qin Muchu's expression relaxed, he stroked her hair again.

What about your right ear? "

Qin Muchu sniffled, and said in a low voice, "I had a big fight with Qin Yuehua before I went abroad, and she felt that my elbow was turned outward, and she slapped me."

"I didn't feel it at that time, but after I went abroad, I realized that I gradually lost my hearing..."

"I earned a little money by renting my cello and performing in restaurants. I went to the hospital for a check-up, but the medical bills were very expensive. I just went abroad and there were many places asking for money. After a few months, I couldn't listen to it. arrive."

Sui Yu's heart ached from her words: "Where's your mother?"

Qin Muchu shook his head: "I didn't tell her."

Sui Yu: "Why?"

Qin Muchu was silent for a long time, and then said softly: "I didn't tell her, I hated her very much at that time."

Sui Yu was silent for a long time, he was a little annoyed that Qin Muxu didn't cherish his body, but looking at Qin Muchu who lowered his head and expression in front of him, he just felt distressed.

"Did your cello also break at that time?"

"Ah."

Qin Muchu didn't want Sui Yu to feel sorry for him, so he explained: "But just half a year later, my mother found out that she came to find me abroad, took me to the doctor, and bought me a medicine next to the school. One suite."

"Although I haven't lived there."

Qin Muchu's expression was a little stubborn, and he looked beautiful and cute.

Sui Yu understood her character, and her tone became softer: "How is your life abroad?"

Qin Muchu: "Actually, it's pretty good. I met a very kind mentor. She helped me a lot. She introduced me to a part-time job as a tutor, and even took me to perform. She never gave up on me even after she became deaf in her right ear."

"I may not have adapted to it in the first year, but I lived a good life afterwards and learned what I like."

Sui Yu listened to her quietly, and then asked her after she finished speaking, "When did you learn German?"

Qin Muchu didn't expect that he would still remember this matter, so he said softly, "That's right, I learned it after going abroad."

Sui Yu: "How did you learn it?"

Qin Muchu was made to cry by his gentle tone, as if he had returned to the state of confusion when he first left the country.

She whispered: "Listen to what your classmates say, and you will understand it slowly."

She said it easily, but Sui Yu still imagined how lonely she was when she just left the country with no money and no language, and couldn't help feeling even more sad.

Qin Muchu: "It's okay, anyway, I don't like talking to others."

(End of this chapter)