Quick wear: the beauty of flirting is forced to have deep difficulties

chapter 74
Qin Muchu was softened by Sui Yu's eyes, and gently coaxed him into the door: "Why did you drink so much wine, didn't you tell me not to drink too much?"

It was all a celebration banquet, and if Sui Yu sincerely didn't want to drink, those people wouldn't dare to force him.

Hearing Qin Muchu's complaining tone, Sui Yu lowered his head, his eyes turned redder, with a fierce and pitiful air, Qin Muchu was frightened by him.

"Okay, I won't talk about you anymore, don't cry."

Sui Yu didn't look at her at the beginning, Qin Muxu was not sure how drunk he was, so he could only ask tentatively: "Can I take a bath by myself?"

Sui Yu hummed lightly, and Qin Muchu took him to the bathroom uncomfortably, found his clothes and put water in, and then helped him close the shower curtain, but he didn't leave the bathroom.

Drunk people are prone to accidents. Fortunately, Sui Yu hasn't reached that point yet. After washing up according to the established steps, he opened the shower curtain.

Before Qin Muxu let go of his breath, he saw the man's thin and powerful abdominal muscles and the water flowing down.

It would be nice for Sui Yu to finish the bath in a daze, but wearing pajamas might really embarrass him.

He didn't even wipe his hair, and water dripped down his forehead. In the dense water vapor, Sui Yu looked at Qin Muxu with focused and sincere eyes, with a little obedience and obedience, like a big dog falling into the water.

Beautiful boy crit.

Qin Muxu usually flirts with Sui Yu's flirtatiousness, but now facing Sui Yu's innocent and confused appearance as a good boy from a good family, his ears are rarely reddened.

She tilted her head uncomfortably, and didn't think about reasoning with this drunk man, and passed him to pick up the dry towel and pajamas beside the bathtub.

"Dry off the water and put on your clothes."

Sui Yu stared straight at Qin Muchu, took the things in her hand slowly, and said oh very slowly.

His appearance was so innocent and ignorant, Qin Muxu always felt a strange sense of guilt, and turned his back to stop looking at him.

After a rustling sound, Sui Yu patted her on the shoulder: "Xu Xu, I'm fine."

Qin Muchu hummed, walked out of the bathroom and took out the hair dryer, plugged it in and sat on the hotel bed, patted his side to signal Sui Yu to sit down.

Sui Yu walked over to her and sat down obediently, and even gently rubbed her head twice as if coquettishly when she put her head under Qin Muchu's palm.

It's so cute, Qin Muxu seemed to suddenly understand Sui Yu's feeling when he suppressed a smile and said coldly about her being delicate.

In fact, Sui Yu was just as delicate.

Sui Jiaojiao.

Qin Muchu was amused by the name in his mind, and then he unhurriedly helped him dry his hair.

Sui Yu was very quiet the whole time, squinting his eyes and enjoying himself comfortably, like a lazy big cat.

Sui Yu's hair was soft and fluffy after it was blown dry, it was no longer the cold and abstinent look in the usual days, it had a sunny youthful look, which reminded Qin Muchu of the cold and wild Sui Yu in college.

She enjoys ruaing the gentle and harmless-looking Sui Yu's hair, and finally understands why this person always likes to worry about herself like an old lady.

It turns out that this is the joy of cultivating the system.

Qin Muchu managed to clean up Sui Yu, who smelled of alcohol, and turned him into a fragrant and warm person. She collected the things with satisfaction, and drove Sui Yu to bed.

"Time to sleep."

Sui Yujing lay down on the bed, the warm light cast a shadow on his long eyelashes.

"Drinking so much wine, does your stomach feel uncomfortable?"

Facing the well-behaved Sui Yu, Qin Muxu couldn't speak harshly, and there was a little coaxing in his voice unconsciously, sitting by the bed and asking him.

Sui Yu looked at her gentle side face, blinked her eyes, and said in a moist voice, "A little bit."

Qin Muchu tapped him lightly on the head: "Don't drink alcohol next time."

Sui Yu responded lightly, and Qin Muchu was about to say something when there was a knock on the hotel door.

She went to the door and took the soup she ordered from the hotel waiter, then walked back to the bedside.

"Have a drink and you'll feel better."

Sui Yusheng seemed to be afraid that Qin Muxu would run away, his pupils shrank when she turned around to get something, and after she came back, she was even more pitifully obedient, listening to everything she said.

He didn't ask Qin Muchu to feed him, and quickly finished drinking the hangover soup.

After drinking, there was water on his lips, and his eyes were still a little blank. Qin Muxu looked a little funny, put away the bowl and went to bed.

"Why did you drink so much today?"

Sui Yu has always been calm and reserved, and it is rare to see him lose his composure like this.

Sui Yu looked at her for a long time without speaking, and Qin Muchu didn't urge him, just watched him quietly and waited for him to speak.

After a long time, Sui Yu said in a low voice, "Because I'm uncomfortable."

His voice was very low, and his head was lowered a little.

Qin Muchu didn't expect this to be the reason. After seeing Sui Yu's downcast eyebrows, his heart seemed to be held by a big hand, and it slowly tightened.

She instinctively felt that she was about to touch Sui Yu's deepest thoughts, and when she spoke again, her tone was a bit difficult, but still gentle and peaceful.

"why you are not feeling happy?"

Maybe Qin Muxu gave Sui Yu a too high sense of security, or maybe her gentle and encouraging gaze made people want to talk.

In short, after a longer period of silence, Sui Yu said very softly again: "Because my lover doesn't love me."

Qin Muxu's pupils shrank slightly. He didn't expect that the reason for Sui Yu's drunkenness was this, and he didn't expect that he actually thought so in his heart.

Qin Muchu seemed to feel a little absurd, so he spoke slowly: "Why... would you think so?"

Sui Yu turned to look at her, only then did Qin Muxu realize that his eyes had turned red at some point, and his eyes were stubborn and fragile.

"I just know it."

He seemed to recognize Qin Muchu, but he didn't seem to, after all, he just looked at her straight, his voice was wet and cold, and after careful taste, there was a little grievance and unwillingness.

"She doesn't like me, even if she likes it only a little bit."

That's why she gave up on him without any scruples, broke up and went abroad, and suddenly appeared in his life after being alone for five years and said that she wanted to be with him again.

"In her eyes, I am nothing."

When Sui Yu said this, his voice was low and hoarse, as if he was extremely uncomfortable.

He seems to be accusing, but also seems to be declaring a certain fact.

After all, there was no room for Qin Muxu to explain.

Qin Muchu didn't expect him to think like this in his heart, he opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

—she didn't know what else to do.

She knew that she was sorry for Sui Yu, and she also knew that Sui Yu didn't feel safe in her heart, so she went to him as soon as she returned to China, looked into his eyes over and over again and said she loved him, and tried her best to cooperate with him in bed.

But Sui Yu still didn't believe her.

He still doesn't believe she loves him.

And he was used to forbearance, he didn't want to look like a resentful husband, and he didn't want to embarrass her.

So he could only suppress all his emotions quietly, and only dared to reveal anything at night when he was half asleep and half drunk.

Qin Muxu only felt that his chest was tight, and he said slowly, "I'm sorry."

Her tone was light and low, like a child who has done something wrong.

If Sui Yu, who was sober, saw her like this, she would feel distressed and pity her, and would not bear to say anything, and would even regret that she had said something she shouldn't have said to make her sad.

However, at this moment Sui Yu was drunk after all. Hearing Qin Muxu's stereotyped apology, he only felt that the depression in his heart was getting deeper.

"Qin Muchu," this was the first time he called her name tonight: "I never want to hear you say I'm sorry."

His deep eyes fixed on the woman who was as cold as a fairy in front of him, and his voice was so soft that it seemed to disappear: "I just want to know, will you really fall in love with someone in your whole life?"

Sui Yu has been thinking about this issue ever since Qin Muxu didn't even discuss it, threw away all the good things they had once, humiliated him, and unilaterally broke up and went abroad.

It was only after he opened his mouth that he finally realized that he felt a little regretful and unwilling. He thought he had let go, but it turned out that he didn't.

He still cares very much, and he will still be unwilling.

They were so good at the beginning, he thought they were so in love, he didn't understand how Qin Muchu could bear to separate in such a hasty and embarrassing way.

——It’s just that he loves Qin Muchu so much, so he is willing to cover his ears and act as a deaf person, refusing to listen to the voice in his heart, pretending that everything has passed.

If he hadn't had this drink tonight, he might really be able to pretend to be a deaf person for the rest of his life.

After hearing his words, Qin Muchu froze, like a robot whose clockwork had come to an end, quiet and lonely.

long time.

Just when Sui Yu thought she would just stay silent until the end, she suddenly said, "No."

Her eyes were slowly stained with the same tears as Sui Yu's. She couldn't tell whether it was sad or stubborn on her cold, white and beautiful face, but she still finished her words.

Her voice was soft, but her words were firm.

"It's not like this, I will love people."

"I love you."

Her voice was pale and weak, like a prisoner who desperately wanted to defend herself, but was desperate to find that she couldn't prove herself at all.

She repeated it again: "Sui Yu, I love you, I've always known it, and I thought you would know it too."

She just underestimated the weight of the breakup five years ago in Sui Yu's heart.

Her bleak gaze turned to Sui Yu, expecting to see a moving face in his eyes, or something else that could give her a moment of comfort.

——However, Sui Yu, who was drunk, just looked at her quietly with his pair of pitch-black eyes, and didn't speak, as if he didn't know what she was talking about.

Qin Muxu's tears that had been stored in his eyes fell down suddenly.

She gritted her teeth and couldn't say a word.

Sui Yu, who was confused, still didn't believe Qin Muchu's words, but after seeing her continuous tears, his heart instinctively ached more and more.

He gently hugged Qin Muchu who was trembling from crying, and his gentle tone was filled with unknowing cruelty: "Xu Xu, stop crying, go to sleep, I believe you."

Qin Muchu seemed to have a lump in his throat.

-

When Sui Yu woke up the next day, his brain was still aching. He half sat up, rubbed his temples, and then the memories of last night came back little by little.

After he said a bunch of incomprehensible questioning tone last night, the last scene in his mind was Qin Muchu's crying and trembling figure.

then……

He fell asleep like that.

Sui Yu's face suddenly became gloomy, and he looked to the side, but there was no one on the bed.

His heart skipped a beat, he lifted the quilt and got up and walked out. After seeing that familiar figure in front of the French window, his restless heart calmed down a little.

Qin Muchu was sitting on the hanging chair, holding a cup of coffee in his hand, his expression was in a daze, and when he heard the sound, he turned around and smiled slightly at him.

Her eyes were blue, and her smile was pale and tired, but she still said as usual: "Good morning."

Sui Yu's heart clenched tightly again, reflexively wanting to apologize: "Xu Xu, I'm sorry, I was drunk last night, I don't have any..."

Seeing Qin Muchu's burning eyes, Sui Yu's tone was a bit difficult, but in the end it was Qin Muchu who helped him out.

"It's okay," Qin Muchu said softly, "It was my problem."

It was she who broke up without warning at the beginning, and she failed to give him enough sense of security later.

She was quiet for a while, and she didn't seem to want to continue this topic. She pointed to the living room: "Have you washed? The breakfast is there, I've already had it."

Seeing her pretending indifference, Sui Yu's heart became more and more sour, but he didn't know what to say, so he just called Xu Xu again in a low voice.

Qin Muxu just pretended not to see the complicated emotions in his eyes, and lowered his head while holding the coffee again.

Sui Yu could only go to wash up first, and quickly finished his breakfast under Qin Muxu's watchful eyes.

The two originally planned to go to Wujiang Ancient Town this afternoon, but after seeing Sui Yu finished eating, Qin Muchu said softly, "Let's go to Wujiang next time."

Sui Yu looked up at her and asked silently.

Qin Muchu tapped the cup a few times with his slender fingers, and said quietly: "I'm a little tired, and I want to go back to Beijing."

Sui Yu's throat was sore, and for the umpteenth time this morning, she regretted drinking last night.

If he hadn't been indulgent and drunk last night, he wouldn't have let Qin Muxu, who came to Nancheng excitedly to find him, end up with nothing to play, and the planned travel plan also ended hastily.

"I'm booking tickets now."

The two finally booked air tickets for that afternoon. While eating Chinese food, Grandpa Wang's student happened to call to ask Sui Yu when he would return to Beijing.

Sui Yu glanced at Qin Muchu, who was eating quietly, and said in a stagnant tone, "I'll be there after four o'clock this afternoon."

"Great. I'm going back to my hometown tomorrow. I thought I won't be able to get the notes this time. Can I ask Mr. Sui to get them for me this afternoon?"

This person is a doctoral student brought out by Grandpa Wang before he retired, and he is currently working as the chief surgeon in a tertiary hospital in Beijing.

Someone in the family was seriously ill, and Sui Yu respected the doctor very much, so he hesitated for a moment and agreed.

So after getting off the plane that day, Sui Yu first sent Qin Muchu downstairs to the apartment in Beijing, and then drove to Grandpa Wang's villa.

Qin Muchu was in a bad mood, and didn't care what he was going to do. He waved his hand and pretended to be goodbye. After entering the apartment, he found that the apartment had been finished by the decoration company. After changing the layout, the apartment looked warm and homely, and The arrangement Qin Muchu envisioned was exactly the same.

The apartment is well-maintained and warm, but the relationship between them is a mess.

Qin Muxu felt exhausted, so he went to the bedroom on the second floor, washed up briefly, and then nestled into the bed.

She couldn't fall asleep all night last night, and as soon as she closed her eyes, Sui Yu's words would appear in Qin Muxu's ears, causing her to keep internal friction.

"My lover doesn't love me."

"Are you never going to love someone else?"

"..."

Qin Muxu felt as if a hole had been dug out in his heart by life, and countless emptiness and regrets gushed out of it.

She finally pulled the quilt over her head as if overwhelmed.

——She doesn't want to do anything now, she just wants to empty her mind.

On the other side, Sui Yu also opened the door of the garden villa with the spare key left by Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu before he left Beijing.

"Study room, a blue book in the middle of the third row from top to bottom on the second bookshelf..."

Sui Yu muttered silently, and pushed open the wooden door of the old couple's quaint study.

This is his first time here alone.

(End of this chapter)