After entering the infinite game, the full-level boss pretends to be new again

Chapter 359 God’s Prayer [37]

Yan Qing never thought that he would become a so-called good boy.

The kind of good boy that the old lady knows, the kind of person who can maintain the so-called kind thinking at any time, should be born in a very good and enlightened environment. Li Qing has always believed in the survival of the fittest.

It's just that she cares about the old lady's mood, so she is willing to become the kind of well-behaved and sensible child she expected in front of the old lady, and become the kind and gentle person in her ideal. This mask has been worn for a long time, and occasionally Yan Qing will Inertial thinking, is she too comfortable.

The old lady said to her, "My Qingqing hands are to be taken good care of, not to do something you shouldn't do. What you hold in these hands can be embroidery needles, or It is a pen for writing, it can be a gun for joining the army, but it cannot be a knife for hurting people."

But no one will stand by her side forever to protect her, she always has to walk through the days to come alone.

But Yan Qing didn't say that, what the old lady taught her was not wrong, but until now, except for the blind and weak old lady, no one else has protected her, and she will always have to rely on herself in the future.

Subconsciously, Yan Qing felt that something had been forgotten, but her memory was clear and coherent, without any fragments, there was no such situation.

I may need a break.Yan Qing propped his chin in thought.

Such days continued until the old lady picked up a child.

Yan Qing moved her small stool and sat on the edge of the bed, lying on the bed and frowning, looking at the person in front of him who was so black that he couldn't even make out his face.

"Qingqing, don't stare at him, he needs to recuperate now." The old lady raised her hand to greet Yan Qing: "Go outside and get some water."

Yan Qing responded, jumped off the stool, and carried the small basin in the house to fetch water in the courtyard.

He was a very weird child, he didn't like to talk, and he seldom paid attention to others, but Yan Qing clearly felt that he was always looking at her when he was in a daze.

Yan Qing has not met many people, and no one has taught her how to distinguish beauty from ugliness, but this little boy always makes her feel inexplicably familiar. After catching the little boy staring at her in a daze countless times, Yan Qing Qing just looked back at the past without any intention.

"Why are you looking at me?" the little boy asked her.

Yan Qing blinked, "Because you're looking at me."

"Is that so?" The little boy withdrew his gaze dully, and looked elsewhere, "Are you still looking at me now?"

Yan Qing touched his nose, "Yes."

So the little boy turned his gaze back, and he asked, "Then why did you look at me just now?"

It seems to be a tongue twister.

Yan Qing touched his chin hesitantly, and chose an unmistakable sentence from the script: "Because you are good-looking."

Then she saw the little boy with a calm expression suddenly bent his lips and smiled.

Oh, it does look pretty good.Yan Qing thought.

Later, when the old lady was getting weaker and weaker, Yan Qing had a sudden whim when she went to get medicine with the little boy, and asked him, "Why did you appear there and was picked up by grandma?"

The little boy pondered for a second, and he said: "Because I have broken away from all the shackles of the past, I will not be a complete self soon. But before that, I want to take a look at the only person I miss."

"Are you talking about riddles?" Yan Qing, whose memory has been falsified to such an extent that there is no such thing as Shi Yan, didn't quite understand what he was talking about, but only noticed something from the boy's slightly lowered eyebrows, so she asked aloud: " What do you mean by not being a complete self?"

"Probably, I still exist, but my memory and emotions will be completely cut off, and I will become the supreme god who is enshrined by everyone." The little boy paused and gave an example: "It seems that I Looking at you now, I want to help you, to teach you, to get you through difficult times. But when the emotional memory is cut off, I still know your existence, but your existence will not cause me any fluctuations. "

"Even if I am on the verge of death, it may be difficult to get a look back."

"After all, God should have no desires or desires."

Yan Qing was holding the medicine for the old lady and the latest notebook she bought. She pursed her lips and walked forward without speaking for a while.

The little boy didn't make any more noise, until Yan Qing suddenly stopped when he was about to reach the village.

The girl asked him: "Will you forget me?"

"I won't forget, but I probably won't remember it either." He said, "These are just illusions under the influence of emotions."

"Is it an illusion?" Yan Qing said: "I don't think so. Everyone thinks that gods should have no desires or desires, and be cold-hearted. But if they really care about all beings, they shouldn't empathize with them. There should also be temperature."

Shi Yan pondered for a second.

"You read too many books."

Yan Qing pursed his lips and did not refute.

She walked on.

After walking two steps, the girl stopped for a while, then turned her head to look at Shi Yan behind her.

"What did you see me for?" Yan Qing said softly: "The memory and everything else have been deleted, and I have decided not to want me. Why are you coming to see me now, Shi Yan?"

Shi Yan raised his head slowly.

"Qingqing thinks of me?" Shi Yan stood on the spot, lowered his eyes and smiled softly: "Sure enough, I still can't take chances to see you, because our Qingqing is very smart."

"Will you leave now?" Yan Qing said, "I've recognized you, will you leave?"

Shi Yan asked her: "Do you want me to leave?"

"You are always like this, throwing choices in front of me, but never letting me make my own choices." The girl slowly shook her head: "I said don't go, will brother stay?"

Ignorant, fearless, believers who speak out as equals in front of the god who is about to ascend the throne, waiting for a reply.

Those who accompanied her day and night, helped her, let her grow up little by little from the posture of babbling, and then reached the point where she is today. After knowing the existence of the temple, Yan Qing consciously integrated the relationship between Shi Yan and Tang Lian. Conversations, and then little by little nights piece everything together.

If Shi Yan never had a choice, she would let him be free and let him have the right to choose freely.

Shi Yan didn't make a sound, he looked at the medicine bag in the little girl's hand, and reminded softly: "It's almost time to decoct the medicine."

Yan Qing paused, and she gave a soft 'hmm'.

So she continued to walk towards the village, Shi Yan followed behind her not far or near.

If Shi Yan didn't answer, he had already answered.

Yan Qing pushed open the door of the old lady's room. She looked up and saw the old lady lying on the recliner with her eyes closed.

(End of this chapter)