Lu Mingfei, who had read Dragon Clan before Dragon Slaying

Chapter 1050 Desperado, why are you still not awake? (Two in one, please subscribe!!!)

The man struggled frantically, but Chu Zihang held him very tightly, so tightly that he had no room to struggle.

The man's strength was obviously not as good as Chu Zihang's. The continuous high-intensity fighting had consumed too much of his physical strength. As a result, he no longer had enough physical strength to break free from Chu Zihang's restraints.

Chu Zihang's arms were like two pieces of hard steel. He held the man's body tightly, as if he was afraid that the man he hadn't seen for many years would suddenly disappear from his life again.

Warm blood flowed from the wound on his chest. It was a very serious injury, because Chu Zihang was completely defenseless facing the man's attack. He almost completely exposed his weakest part in front of the man, and the man didn't know him for a long time, so of course he would not show mercy. This was a fatal blow. If it was Chu Zihang before the "Dragon Blood Baptism", such a blow would be enough to send him to the ICU.

But Chu Zihang just didn't want to let go, even though the rapidly flowing blood was depriving him of his strength and consciousness, even though he felt that his life was also flowing away bit by bit with the blood, he just wanted to hold on to the man in front of him tightly, and get closer to him, just like in his vague memories a long, long time ago... He just didn't want to let go, and the dead child in his heart popped up at this time, stubbornly playing tricks on him the moment he saw the man's familiar face.

In this world, we experience countless partings every day, but reunions are rare. Everyone says "goodbye" to each other before parting... but in fact, most people will never see each other again after separation, just like a kite with a broken string.

What’s more, it was not a separation of life, but a separation of death. The reunion after seven years seemed like a miracle.

See you again at last.

……

"Be obedient! Remember what you promised me... If I die, the only thing I'll have left in this world is you. If you die too, I'll have nothing in this world."

"Son, you have to believe in your father. Only if you survive, we will meet again... If you stay here, your father still has some tricks that he can't use."

"That car is great. It's worth 9 million. You spent so much fucking money on it. God can't stop it!"

The man roared behind the boy, his voice like thunder. Even the heavy rain and the roar of the Maybach's engine could not cover up his angry voice. This was probably the most hoarse roar the man had ever had in his life.

Looking at the Maybach speeding away after starting, the sound of the engine of the nine million luxury car was like a herd of cattle running on the wilderness, and the man rarely showed a relieved smile.

"Well done, son!" In the reflection of the man's pupils, the boy drove the black Maybach slightly clumsily in the opposite direction of him. He watched the most important boy in his life go farther and farther away.

"Goodbye, my son." The man turned his head and raised it to face the gods, and said in a very soft voice, "Perhaps I should say... goodbye."

Young Chu Zihang sat in the driver's seat of the Maybach, started in reverse gear, and pushed the car backwards quickly. The man and the woman had secretly looked for him several times after their divorce, and each time they had picked him up in this Maybach. The man had secretly taught him how to drive on the suburban road under the fallen leaves of the sycamore trees in autumn.

The Maybach hit the thick rain curtain hard. At the moment of impact, Chu Zihang really felt like he had hit a wall. But this was water. How much water would it take to produce the same impact force as a wall?
The hurricane passed through like a tornado, and water hit the windows of the Maybach on all sides like a flood. Chu Zihang felt that his respiratory tract was full of water. He did not look at the rearview mirror, but looked in the direction of the man. His foot was firmly on the accelerator of the Maybach. The twelve-cylinder internal combustion engine compressed madly, and the sound it made was like the roar of a wild beast, but it still could not break through the layer of water curtain.

He and this man were trapped, trapped in the barrier of "God", and even a car worth nine million could not break out of this barrier.

In the desperate sight, Chu Zihang saw the man with his back to him, roaring and throwing the long knife at the head of the eight-legged horse. The "God" Kungunir struck out again, and Chu Zihang saw the man leap up again, and was submerged by countless golden meteors.

At this moment, the heavy rain curtain weakened, and water fell powerlessly in all directions. The Maybach charged against the rain curtain and retreated to the other end of the elevated road which was almost out of sight.

Chu Zihang even forgot to look at the road. He stared blankly ahead, as if something important in his life was about to be quickly pulled out of his body. The Maybach was slowly submerged by the heavy rain and the endless night. The car stereo was turned on at some point, and it was still the old song that he had listened to many times.

Father and daughter sang affectionately to each other.

"My dear daughter, my arrangement for you is correct.
I'll marry you to the son of a wealthy family.

Once I grow old, he will be the man you can depend on.

He’s still young, but he’s growing up.”

Until the man's figure and the "God" completely disappeared from sight, the Maybach stopped on the empty elevated road. Chu Zihang wanted to restart the car countless times, but he couldn't do it. Finally, he leaned weakly on the leather seat of the driver's seat, crying hysterically.

That night, fifteen-year-old Chu Zihang lost the most important thing in his life.

……

Chu Zihang felt a sharp pain in his shoulder. The pain was even stronger than the pain in his chest. To be honest, the wound on his chest was bleeding a lot. The blood even wet the soles of his shoes. It hurt so much that he was almost unconscious.

He knew where this intense pain came from, that fierce pulling feeling, as if his shoulder was torn by a wild beast... The man in his arms seemed to find that he could not break free, and bit Chu Zihang's shoulder.

Blood flowed out slowly, wetting Chu Zihang's shoulder. The man bit Chu Zihang hard, as if he wanted to break Chu Zihang's shoulder bone together.

Such pain is unbearable for a normal person, but Chu Zihang's face did not show any expression of pain... Chu Zihang also lowered his head towards the man's shoulder, he leaned over and gently rested his chin on the man's shoulder.

"Dad, you're back." Chu Zihang said in a very soft voice.

Something rolled down the man's shoulder, warm... but this time it was not blood, but tears.

No one has ever seen Chu Zihang cry or shed tears, because there is no need for tears in the world of killer embryos...but in fact, killer embryos can also shed tears, just like the saying goes "Men don't shed tears easily, but they just haven't been heartbroken." If in front of this man, Chu Zihang doesn't want to and doesn't need to hide his weak side.

"Dad"... For many, many years, ever since the man divorced his mother, Chu Zihang has never used this name to address the man. He would rather call his stepfather, the bespectacled guy with a middle-parted hair, that name. Of course, he knows in his heart who his real "Dad" is, but he just doesn't want to call him that. He once stubbornly believed that the man didn't deserve this title.

"You will understand in the future"... The man always said this to Chu Zihang, which was also a sentence that Chu Zihang was very annoyed with, because he didn't know when the man was talking about "in the future" and what exactly he meant by "understand". Can a father's irresponsibility be paid for with words like "later", "in the future", "when you grow up"?

Later, Chu Zihang really understood it. On the rainy night when he lost the man, looking at the man's back getting farther and farther away in his sight, he completely understood the meaning of this sentence.

That song, that Irish folk song sung by a father and his daughter, is what the man wanted to give him. No matter whether Chu Zihang is a boy or a girl, she is the man's child. He watched Chu Zihang walk into a wealthy family. This was his wish. No matter whether it was Chu Zihang or the woman, they were the ones he loved deeply. No matter who Chu Zihang called dad or who the woman called husband, he must force himself to accept it.

Because he cannot give them a happy and healthy life, he would rather others take care of them. He hopes that his wife and children can live a happy and prosperous future.

He didn't want his true side to be exposed in front of the person he loved. He originally had an extraordinary identity. He had done cruel things and even killed people, but he was afraid that his children would know, so he became an "ordinary" driver, the most ordinary one. He completely restrained his sharp side and became a role that was completely opposite to his real personality. He played the role very successfully, and everyone believed that he was an incompetent, irresponsible person who would never amount to anything in his life. He accepted all the rebukes and insults calmly.

But can he really be calm? Which man is willing to give up his beloved family to others? Which man will not feel frustrated when his wife and children point fingers at him and say he is weak and incompetent? Which man will not be heartbroken when he sees his wife and children leave? But what else can he do? He can't do anything. He can only drive the Maybach around his son's school several times after school. When he sees his handsome son walk out of the school gate and get into another luxury car, he will leave alone in shame, feeling relieved, relieved and heartbroken.

The future the man was talking about is now. Chu Zihang now finally understood and leaned on the man’s shoulder… This man is a tiger in the jungle. The tiger is a loner. He cannot have a family or a lover because he has extremely powerful enemies. Love will become his weakness.

He knew this, but he still fell hopelessly in love with a woman and gave birth to a child for whom he was destined to be irresponsible. So he paid a heavy price for his weakness on that rainy night seven years ago.

"Desperado, why are you still not awake?
You've built up your walls for so long.
Oh, you stubborn fellow,

But I know you have your reasons.
Things that make you happy now,

It can also give you heartache.

……

Desperado, you are no longer young,
Pain and hunger force you to turn back.

Freedom, oh, freedom, it's just a legend,
Your prison is traveling alone across the world.

……

Desperado, why are you still not awake?

Come out of your fence and open your heart.

There may be wind and rain, but after the rain there will be a rainbow above your head.
You better let someone love you before it's too late."

A familiar tune suddenly sounded, quite loud, filling the entire alley, like the background music for Chu Zihang and the man's reunion and embrace.

Everyone was worried about the two people in the middle of the alley. The abrupt yet harmonious sound of music attracted everyone's attention.

"'Desperado'?" Caesar frowned.

He was originally a fan of European and American music, and was interested in both rock and folk music. In addition, the song "Desperado" was so famous. It was a song by the Eagles in 1973. Many Italian mafia gangs liked to play this song on the radio when they were racing.

"Where does the singing come from?" Nuonuo also frowned slightly.

The sound of this song was a little too strange, not because they couldn't find the source of the sound, but because Nuonuo knew about Chu Zihang's past with the man, and felt that this song was too... suitable for the current situation.

Lu Mingfei looked up, and for a moment he wondered if it was Su Enxi or Jiude Mai who was causing trouble, but he immediately rejected the idea... If those two guys wanted to show up, they would have done so long ago. There was no need to make such a mysterious move.

How could I have forgotten about that guy, Lu Mingfei thought.

Something wet dripped onto Chu Zihang's shoulder, one after another. At first Chu Zihang didn't feel anything, because his shoulder had been numb from the pain from being bitten by the man.

But those things slid down his shoulders. They were cold at first, and then became warm. At first Chu Zihang thought it was blood, but later his shoulder actually regained some sensation because the man's bite force gradually weakened.

That was not blood, but tears. Chu Zihang was sure that his shoulder was no longer so painful and the blood would not flow more and more. However, more and more blood was rolling down his shoulder, at first one or two drops, and then one or two lines. Chu Zihang felt the body of the man in his arms begin to tremble.

"Does it hurt..." A voice came from my ear.

It was a long-lost voice, strange yet familiar, and extremely hoarse.

"It doesn't hurt." Chu Zihang shook his head. The amplitude was a bit large and it affected the wounds on his shoulders and chest.

In fact, it hurts, but it doesn’t hurt much, compared to the scars in my heart… But the scars in my heart are healing, and compared to the pain, the healing of the soul allows people not to care about other injuries.

"Silly son... You're so badly injured, and you still say it doesn't hurt?" The man's voice was weak and hoarse, but as warm as in his memory, "You're still as stubborn as you were when you were a kid."

Chu Zihang's face wrinkled slightly. Actually, he had a lot to say at this moment, but he was not good at expressing himself. People who didn't know him might think he was aloof and cool, but people who really knew him knew that he was not cold at all. He was just stubborn. In Lu Mingfei's words, he was twisted, and in Finkel's words, he was stuck in a dead end.

"I'm sorry." Chu Zihang finally whispered these words into the man's ear.