Douluo's awakened beast

Chapter 115 Awakening
Ye Fan was quite relieved to entrust the question of Ye Lingling's identity to his teacher.

After clearing up his mood, Ye Fan sat cross-legged on the bed and began to silently activate his soul power.

In fact, even without Ju Yueguan's reminder, after this competition with Xingluo Royal Academy, he still felt his own lack of strength.

Before that, Ye Fan was somewhat complacent.

Just think about it, no matter who it is, who has a spirit power of level 14 at the age of 46, they will expand to some extent.

What's more, he still has a golden finger.

Although the revenge of his parents has not yet been reported, it is precisely because of the existence of the golden finger that Ye Fan has a mentality that he can take revenge sooner or later anyway, and is not in a hurry.

Perhaps this is human nature, when something must be done, it will not be too anxious.

In the Star Dou Great Forest, after Ye Fan cut off Zhao Wuji's arm, the knot in his heart was more or less washed away, making the desire for revenge no longer as urgent as before.

Coupled with his growing strength, he began to become complacent before he knew it.

Also because he is familiar with the plot, knowing that Zao Wou-ki will stay in Shrek Academy forever, and not worried about not being able to find anyone, naturally he will not think too much about Zao Wou-ki.

The frequency of Zao Wou-ki appearing in his mind decreased, and Ye Fan gradually put his mind on other places.

He himself is completely unaware of the occurrence of these changes.

Subconsciously, the priority of revenge has already begun to continue.

However, this does not mean that Ye Fan has forgotten the existence of hatred.

Especially today in the passageway of the arena, after meeting Tang San and having a brief conversation, this hatred was once again laid bare in front of him.

It also made him realize that he was slack.

After taking the jelly grass, his martial soul has further evolved, and his life has entered a state of ease.

Even if sometimes you want to hunt soul beasts and speed up your cultivation, you will always be affected by the inertia in your heart.

I always thought that I would be able to improve my strength as long as I hunted soul beasts anyway, and I was not in a hurry, so I kept procrastinating like this.

Next time, next time, always next time.

After procrastination and procrastination, the initial ambition gradually turned into a fantasy that occasionally lingers in my mind.

After all, Ye Fan is still a secular person with a mortal body. Even if he came to the Douluo Continent where strength is paramount, he has not really integrated into this world.

Even though he has lived in this world for 14 years, he still feels out of place.

The sense of unreality and loneliness cannot be described in any words at all.

When he was young, if he hadn't been supported by the belief of revenge in his heart, he would probably collapse and kill himself without relatives or reasons.

As a person who has received compulsory education, graduated successfully, and participated in the work, they all know the necessity of adjusting their mental state.

In the dead of night, Ye Fan would fall into a kind of fear that he couldn't extricate himself from, surrounded by loneliness and falsehood, completely breathless.

At this time, he would keep forcing himself to think about revenge, so that he would have a belief in his heart to support the fragile nerves that were already crumbling.

Sometimes, Ye Fan would even think about why he came to this world with memories.

While these memories brought him foresight, they also brought him torture that he simply could not bear.

In this state, he couldn't think normally at all, and could only act dully according to the thoughts that popped up in his mind from time to time.

All along, he has been constantly entertaining himself, blindly finding something for himself to do.

The sense of emptiness in his heart for no reason tortured him all the time.

And when he awakened his martial soul at the age of six and saw Su Yuntao for the first time, the feeling of emptiness in his heart miraculously decreased, and he felt the reality of this world for the first time.

At that moment, it was as if something had been validated, and even the way he looked at the world had color.

After feeling this change, Ye Fan instinctively thought of Tang San.

He had had enough of this mental torture, and the sudden relief made him want to grab at the straw without any hesitation.

The result was exactly as he thought, when he saw Xiao Wu and Tang San, the sense of reality increased a bit.

Although I still feel out of place with this world, it is not so unacceptable anymore.

Later, as I got more and more in touch with those characters in my mind, that terrible sense of emptiness gradually diminished.

For Ye Fan, who has endured mental torture all year round, even a little improvement can allow him to take a breather.

After discovering this situation, Ye Fan also began to consciously want to contact those people he knew well.

Slowly the world became more and more vivid in his eyes, even if he didn't have a sense of belonging in his heart, he was already very satisfied.

Until he met Ye Lingling.

That is also an indescribable feeling, like falling leaves returning to their roots.

His heart, like a lonely boat floating aimlessly in the sea, suddenly found a harbor where it could dock.

Ye Fan didn't know why, there was no reason at all, as if it was some kind of fate.

Moreover, as the time spent together got longer and longer, his mind seemed to have been washed, Ban Za's thoughts disappeared, and his whole person became more and more pure, and he began to truly examine his own heart.

Especially in this elite competition, Ye Fan has completely woken up from the chaos after the battle with Star Luo Academy.

He's still the same guy, but at the same time, he's not the same guy anymore.

The next soul master elite master, Ye Fan intends to follow the teacher's advice and not continue to participate.

His purpose this time is very clear, that is to figure out the changes in Shrek today.

The impact of the Shrek Seven Monsters on this world, no one knows better than Ye Fan.

Their every move in the future will affect the direction of the entire continent.

The reason why Ye Fan paid so much attention to them was that what he was going to do in the future couldn't avoid a few people in Shrek no matter what.

That was a completely unrealistic idea in his mind, or a daydream.

But Ye Fan, who had come to his senses, had already thought about it.

No matter how unrealistic his ideas are, he wants to give it a try.

If you don't do it, who knows what the result will be.

One day, he will leave his mark on this world.

(End of this chapter)