The heroine of Kuai Chuan Zhi's family only farms

Chapter 1168 [1167] Abandoned women should be self-improvement 6 (6000+)

How can we shoot the most natural pastoral style video?

Even if she has learned video editing and has a fairly high level of computer skills, it doesn't mean she can master any field.

Because she is alone, although she has professional photography equipment, she has no one to help her shoot, and she never thought of asking others to help.

So every time I shoot, the problem of the camera position is very troublesome. Although I will cut out the picture of the camera by myself in the post-editing, but in the eyes of others, it may still be a bit strange, and even many grandparents asked her .

"What's so good about this?"

"Why do you still take pictures while doing a job?"

The voice seemed to be joking, and also seemed to dislike her pretentiousness, she didn't care about these, all she needed to do was show them the finished and edited video.

Originally, some people were reluctant to appear on camera, but after seeing the effect of her shooting, it is really beautiful!

"I didn't expect our village to be so beautiful in the photo. The clouds and the land are matched together, so why are they so beautiful!"

"Uncle, aunt, I took these photos to promote our agricultural products. Now, online shopping is popular, and everything can be bought online. In the future, it will promote agricultural products,"

Guangxi is next to the country of Yue. In the past [-]s, because of the riots and wars on the border, the vitality was seriously injured, and there are many mountains here. The geographical environment makes the economy here not developed. Although the agricultural products are rich, these farmers have suffered because they are the bottom. The money is earned by the middlemen.

If she can take more videos of the countryside, can she help them solve practical difficulties?

Anyway, it's better to try than wait.

Some videos may take half a year, such as from planting seedlings, transplanting rice seedlings, irrigating fertilization, releasing fish to harvesting rice, it seems that every food has to go through years of precipitation before it can be served on the table, and she made such a video, full of eyes The green color, with the hope of life, allows office workers who have been busy all day to calm down and heal their souls. Why the rural theme of later generations attracts more attention is because everyone wants to live in the countryside, but because of work pressure, children For problems such as going to school, I had to work hard outside.

The memory of their childhood became their only concern on the road of hard work. If the video they made can resonate, it means that she made the right shot and did it.

Therefore, even if the production period of a video is too long, but for the final effect, she will not hesitate to trouble and hold her breath, so that she can achieve future success.

Now her mode is, no matter which dish, she has to start shooting from the moment of sowing.

Because Guangxi is rich in products, many viewers have realized that different ingredients, even a weed on the side of the road, may become a different highlight on the table.

I insisted on updating it for a month, and it was all the existing themes on Weibo and official accounts. Now I just need to upload it again.

For a new shoot, as long as it takes half a month or even a month of preparation time, it is quite good to be able to update two paragraphs on time in the next month.

The four seasons of the year in the countryside are turned into beautiful pictures under her lens. Various shooting techniques, editing methods, and all the trials, let her break through the [-] fan mark within three months. Only with attention can there be clicks and likes and comments, so that traffic can be driven.

Of course, she didn't ignore other social platforms, at least she didn't miss updates on Weibo and official accounts.

Now there are more than 50 fans on Weibo, and more than 20 fans on the official account. Although they are not too many, at least she can maintain her livelihood. It can become [-] if you are not careful. This process is actually not easy.

The pig she killed, from raising to killing, to evolving into various delicacies, really didn't miss a single bit.

The work is busy and fulfilling, which is good.

Being healthy and happy is not bad either.

But the disappointment of the children was also fully explained in a phone call before the Spring Festival.

The negligent daughter is pregnant and seven months old. There is no other way to call her.

God knows what she was feeling at the time?
in spite of?

How can she, who is kind by nature, not ask questions?
Even if the original owner really hated his children, it's impossible to ignore it, right?
Especially since this daughter is still a child, how could she be raised?
The more uncomfortable thing is still to come. The daughter was abandoned by her boyfriend, dropped out of school, had a big belly, and dared not go home. Her father hated her very much, and her brother ignored her. She went to her grandma’s house. Give her such a phone call.

Look, what kind of feelings can make your daughter come to her in the end, or follow other people's advice to come to her?

So why is this girl the one who failed? Could it be that the original owner did not make any mistakes?
Aunt, grandma and the others knew that she was pregnant, so they all avoided her and said she was ashamed.

Zhang Li felt that she was betrayed by others, so she called Wen Aimin in desperation. She even said that if the hospital didn't give her an abortion, she wouldn't dare to go to the black clinic, and she wouldn't have found her.

In other words, as long as she has a way, she will not come to her.

Wen Aimin believes this, because it's not that there are no relatives, but that no one is willing to take on this responsibility.

Wen Aimin and Zhang Li don't have much relationship, so she asked: "You are looking for me, do you want me to take you to the hospital to have an abortion?"

Zhang Li gave an 'um', and Wen Aimin asked again: "The seven-month-old child can already live, and you can feel his fetal movement. Are you really going to do this?"

"I'm still a child. If I raise him, my whole life will be ruined. If I do it, I will definitely do it. Don't worry, as long as you take me to have this operation, I promise I won't bother you for the rest of my life,"

Zhang Li then sent Wen Aimin the address. Wen Aimin sighed and looked at the address. Although she was in the same province as her ex-husband, they were far away from each other, and it wasn't the city where she went to school. She didn't understand why the relationship between the original owner and her daughter The ice is at this point.

She doesn't want to go, because even if she has the operation, she still needs to take care of the confinement, who knows how long she will stay there?
After much deliberation, she transferred 5000 yuan to Zhang Li to buy a plane ticket to the provincial capital, and she went to the airport to pick her up.

Zhang Li was very surprised that her mother went to Guangxi. Zhang Li, who liked to go out since she was a child, longed for the outside world. After checking in, I placed an order on my mobile phone and bought a flight ticket.

The next day, Wen Aimin drove her electric car to the airport, and in the vast crowd, she found Zhang Li, who was a combination of local and foreign with her shoulders on her back and a childish but well-dressed look.

Similarly, Wen Aimin's simple sports attire made Zhang Li a little dazed, and she couldn't even call out 'Mom'.

When he saw Wen Aimin's electric car, his eyes almost fell out of surprise.

"You divorced my dad, didn't you share millions? My dad's business has been in business for two years, and it hasn't turned over yet. He even said harshly that he wouldn't support us. If it weren't for my grandpa and grandma to help us both, I'm afraid I would have been killed by you." You're so exhausted, why did you get to this point and drive an electric car? Are you kidding me?"

Zhang Li is not ugly. To be honest, she has a really good background. She combines all the advantages of the original owner and her ex-husband. She has thick eyebrows and big eyes, a high nose bridge, and a tall figure. Even if she is seven months pregnant, her belly is bulging. In other respects, he is in good condition, which really takes advantage of his youth.

If there were no cosmetics on her face, she would be fair and clean, and she would be upright, but her attitude towards her was neither yin nor yang, which was a bit embarrassing.

But Wen Aimin was not angry, she felt that the child could still be saved, since she was found, she couldn't leave it alone.

So after getting in the car, she didn't drive in a hurry, but turned to look at her daughter sitting in the back row.

"Do you know why your dad and I divorced?"

"I know, Xiaosan, we have known it for a long time, but you don't know, but I didn't expect you to think about divorce so quickly. At that time, I was afraid that you would want me, but later I found out that I was thinking too much. In your heart There is no me at all, the money was divided, I didn't give me a dime, and I left without even saying hello, you can't wait to leave us?"

Although Zhang Li spoke to her with a mocking face, she could see the disappointment and indignation in her eyes.

Wen Aimin also realized how heartless she was when she left: "I'm sorry, I thought you didn't need me. After all, you and your brother have always disliked me as a mother since we were young."

"As long as you fight hard, don't be so submissive, and focus on my dad in everything, will we be so disappointed and disgusted?"

Wen Aimin was taken aback by her daughter's sudden roar, "So, it's because I didn't live up to expectations that you drifted away?"

Zhang Li rolled her eyes and ignored her, Wen Aimin moved her mouth, and was about to continue asking, when Zhang Li's cell phone rang suddenly.

Zhang Li glanced at Wen Aimin, turned her head, flicked the phone irritably, and picked it up in a bad tone.

"Hey, what are you doing? Well, I got it, I just got off the plane," Zhang Li looked up at her without knowing what was said on the phone, and snorted coldly.

"I saw that it was very good, better than we imagined. I see, please, please, I will call you after the operation."

After Zhang Li hung up the phone impatiently, she looked up at Wen Aimin, "My brother, your son Zhang Duo, do you remember?"

Wen Aimin looked at her with burning eyes, "So your brother is not as pitiful as you said, he doesn't care about you, he knows you're here, right?"

Zhang Li's tone was harsh: "Why, are you disappointed? You must make me feel so pitiful that no one cares about it, so you are happy?"

"Where is he now?" Wen Aimin realized that she had been self-willed and irresponsible in the past two years, and the first thing she wanted to do was to make amends.

"He can still be there, of course in City Z. After graduation, he found a company by himself. Although the salary is not high, it is enough for him to use."

The tone was not good, but he still told Zhang Duo's whereabouts honestly.

Wen Aimin felt a little pain in the head, why is this different from the state of the children in the memory of the original owner?

The original owner died with hatred, even because she hated her ex-husband brother, she even brought her own two children to hate.

But now, Wen Aimin feels it personally, it seems that it is not the same thing.

Thinking of her not replying to the children's WeChat messages for two years and almost cutting off all contact, the self-blame in her heart can no longer be described in words.

She carefully recalled the images of the children in the memory of the original owner, but found that there was only a vague hatred for them left. To sum it up, there were nothing more than three points.

One, knowing her father's betrayal, but helping to conceal it, everyone in the family, even those around her, knew about it, but no one told her.

Two, after her death, the man was imprisoned, the company also collapsed, all relatives were fighting for property, and it was a mess, and the children even complained that she was dragging everyone down.

Third, the children were raised by her parents-in-law since she was a child, because she had no time, and all her energy was in the company. In her early years, she worked outside. After starting a company, she focused all her energy on making money.Occasionally, a mother who is kind and filial to her son will ruin the original owner's continuous rant and dissatisfaction when she finds that her children are not studying well. Therefore, she has always left a very bad impression on her children.

why?
No warmth, no concern, no food, what about other mothers, why is my own mother like this?
Children long for their parents' care. When their fathers and mothers can't count on them, they will rebel.

Trying to use your own badness to attract parents, but what do you get?The beatings and scolding intensified.

When I think about it, I will take care of it, and if I find that it is not what they want, it will turn into various ugly language attacks.

In the end, it will be the children who get hurt.

The original owner himself is at least half responsible for the fate of the children today.

And after she passed through, the remaining consciousness created the present...a strange gathering.

Wen Aimin drove the car, took Zhang Li to a restaurant with a decent environment, picked up the menu and asked her to order.

Zhang Li loves spicy food, so she ordered all the spicy ones, but she was very measured. She only ordered two of her favorite foods, and then handed her the menu.

"We haven't seen each other for two or three years, and I don't know if your taste has changed. Can you order it yourself?"

Zhang Li ordered two meat dishes, and Wen Aimin ordered a vegetarian dish and soup. After handing over the menu to the waiter, she looked at her.

"You, do you have any plans?"

Zhang Li took a sip of water and looked up at her indifferently: "I have been abandoned, what else can I plan? Do you know why my mother looks down on me? She said that our relationship is complicated, that I am not educated, and I don't know how to behave." , It’s hard to hear, I don’t care about the child in my stomach at all, my boyfriend didn’t say a word for me, at that time I really realized how stupid I was.”

"So I left him and walked away with a big belly. I didn't expect to make a big circle. Only you are willing to accept me."

He didn't have any plans for the future, so the three years of vocational high school were just for fun.

At any rate, Zhang Duo graduated from college and found a job. On his daughter's side, he was just worried about what would happen.

She didn't know what the original owner missed in the first 20 years, but from now on, she couldn't blame the child for all the responsibility.

After thinking about it, she asked, "Would you like to come and live with me? Or, let your brother come too."

Zhang Li lowered her head to drink water for a moment, then raised her head suddenly, as if she couldn't believe it, then suddenly thought of something and smiled.

"What? Conscience found out? Do you want to save it? Do you think it's difficult for me to be alone for the past two years? Ah, by the way, my dad has remarried, how about you? Did you also find me a stepdad? "

"Before the divorce, I was diagnosed with early breast cancer and early cervical cancer, double cancer. In the past two years, I have been doing rehabilitation. The right breast has been cut off. I am not a complete woman now. Do you think I will remarry? ?"

Wen Aimin stated her experience in the past two years in a very flat tone. The disdain on Zhang Li's face froze on her lips the moment she mentioned double cancer, and she even looked at her suspiciously: "Why? Maybe...? You lied to me to play, right?"

Wen Aimin smiled faintly, and changed the topic: "Give birth to this child. It's been seven months, and it's formed. Do you really have the heart to see him who can still move after taking it out? I'll raise it for you. After giving birth to this child, after sitting Yuezi, if you are willing to stay and follow me, we will live together, if you don’t want to, you can go wherever you want, and I won’t stop you.”

Zhang Li grabbed her hand suddenly, "You, are you really sick?"

"Yeah, did you have candy to lie to you? It is because of this that I feel that life is not easy. Anyway, he is also the flesh of your body. I am sorry for you and your brother. You can hate me as much as you want. I am wrong. I shouldn't blame your father's fault on you, I don't ask for your forgiveness, but I hope that in the remaining days, I can have a clear conscience."

"When did you know you were sick?"

"On the day I found out that your father was cheating, I was in a car accident and sent to the hospital for examination. Then I knew."

Zhang Li's eyes turned red unknowingly, "Then why didn't you tell us?"

Wen Aimin looked at her softly: "At that time, I only cared about being angry and hating, so how could I care about other things?"

"Are you complaining that we all know but don't tell you? Think about it, how can I tell you, can you still live? Your eyes are all about my dad. If my dad doesn't want you, you will feel The sky is falling, why the two of us don't like you is because you value him more than us, but in the end, the ones who love you the most are us, us!"

"You are our own mother, dear mother, no matter how much you scold us, your love for us cannot be faked, even if your methods are wrong, we still can't hate you, even if you two Even if I still need to go through my grandma to get your current phone number, Wen Aimin, you've gone too far, I hate you, do you know that?"

Zhang Li suddenly lost control of her emotions and began to cry. Seeing such a girl, Wen Aimin's hard heart melted at this moment.

She wanted to raise her hand to comfort her, but she suddenly picked up the phone, typed a word into the phone, and then raised her head to ask her again.

"Where do you live now? I'll let my brother come over. Anyway, my dad doesn't lack sons. He doesn't like us a long time ago. Can I let my brother come over?"

Wen Aimin smiled and said: "Actually, my illness is not as exaggerated as you think, and I won't die for a while!"

"Bullshit, what are you dying for? You think I called my brother over to urge you to die? You are our mother, can't we still be with you?"

Wen Aimin then reported a series of addresses: "I live in the countryside now, if you are willing to come over, I welcome it."

It can be seen that the misunderstanding between the two children and the original owner is too deep. Thinking about the previous life, the original owner was poisoned to death before he could see them for the last time. She knew that her children hated her and hurt the Zhang family, so where did she get it? Known?
Is it possible that there are still ghosts left in place after death?
Wen Aimin didn't know where the root of the misunderstanding was, at least this little girl looked cute now.

Although the tone was harsh, after hearing that she had cancer, the emotion in her eyes was clear at a glance.

She believed that she had gone through so many lives, and she would not be deceived by a little girl.

People say that blood relatives probably mean that, right?

In the past, she could calm down when she didn't meet, but now that she met her, seeing her like this, she couldn't restrain the guilt in her heart.

This is probably the legendary broken bones and tendons, right?

She is a mother!
Looking at her daughter, she asked her earnestly and repeatedly: "Are you really willing to kill this child?"

Zhang Li had a sore nose, and she couldn't control her tears: "Why are you willing? If he was willing, he would have been gone long ago. After all, he has been with me for seven months. Mom, are you really willing to help me?"

Hearing what she said, Wen Aimin smiled: "Fool, what age is it? Let's leave our original place, come to a strange town, and start a new life. Who is a woman not going to have sex with in this life? You have your own child now It doesn't matter whether you get married or not in the future, but you should restrain your temper. This time should also be a lesson. Don't be so impulsive in the future. Men's mouths are deceiving ghosts, and they don't know how to cherish them after they get them. , it is impossible for you not to work all your life, and it is impossible for me to support you all the time. After the child is one year old, you should be self-reliant, can you do it?"

Zhang Li shook her head blankly, "I don't know if I can do it, but I already know that I was wrong, I will change it, I can only say that I will work hard to change it, and I will be responsible for myself in the future, not for anything else, I just want to argue, it’s not that I don’t love myself, I just love him too much, I know it’s stupid, but Mom, I can’t control myself, I want to hear whatever he says, just like being fascinated, until his mother Then when he scolded me and he didn't take any action, I realized how stupid I was, I regretted it, and I also know what I should do in the future. Please give me time."

The so-called gaining wisdom by eating a ditch, Zhang Li may not have a plan for her future, she only knows to take one step at a time, but after becoming a mother, a sense of responsibility will arise spontaneously, maybe her daughter was crooked in the past 18 years, But as long as she is more patient in the future, will she be able to be corrected?
Before finishing the meal, Zhang Duo called. Zhang Li handed the phone directly to Wen Aimin. When Wen Aimin picked up the phone, a strange but familiar voice came out. The voice was a little choked, as if trying to bear it. wearing something.

"Mom..., it's me, Zhang Duo, you, you really...?"

(End of this chapter)