Rich life from scratch

Chapter 121
After a hearty exchange.

During the intermission, Lin Qishan leaned against the bed to soothe the agitated emotions just now. He wanted to smoke a cigarette, but he didn't. He could only play with his mobile phone to divert his attention.

There was the sound of flushing from the bathroom, and then Zhao Xunmei came back, her hair was disheveled, her eyes were a little red, but when she saw him, a smile appeared on her face.

It was as if the gloom accumulated in her heart had been emptied, and her soul suddenly felt relaxed.

"What are you laughing at?" Lin Qishan moved to the side, motioning for her to sit, "It's normal time now."

Zhao Xunmei walked briskly to the side and sat down, took a comb and wanted to comb her hair, Lin Qishan stretched out her hand: "Let me help you."

She turned her back to him.

Her hair is very smooth, although it is not waist-length, but shoulder-length hair is more in line with her temperament and femininity. She combed it and asked her: "When did you discover this hobby of yours?"

After the candid exchange just now, Zhao Xunmei let go: "Let's start college. At that time, no one cares about my life, and then I came into contact with novels, that is, those online literature."

"Oh."

"I understand as soon as you talk about female authors."

Lin Qishan really doesn't doubt that they have rich imaginations. Women's emotional imagination is much stronger than men's. Compared with the reserved male frequency, that's a good play!

He understood: "Then it got out of hand?"

She continued: "I didn't notice it at the time, but I just felt that watching it was very relaxing, especially in winter, I like to hide under the covers and stare at my phone, which is very interesting."

"After I was able to find material on the Internet, I came into contact with the circle. I still remember a girl who said to me that after she found a suitable partner, the anxiety in the past was gone. She also suggested that I go to find my own. "

"Did you find it?" Lin Qishan asked.

"No, they can't give me this feeling. I need people who are stronger than me, able to surpass me, and make me admire and admire people, so that I can have this feeling."

"But in reality, these people are nothing more than taking advantage of each other through the screen. I can't feel it on the Internet, let alone reality, and they are all weak when they see the light."

Lin Qishan understood somewhat: "So, you really need someone to lead you."

Zhao Xunmei looked back at him, and she also felt that Lin Qishan was the right person, because he was very careful throughout the whole process and knew how to take care of her feelings.

Lin Qishan turned her shoulder: "Turn back first, can you tie it up for you? Otherwise, it will be a bit troublesome to deal with later, I can't see your expression."

"Tie it up." She nodded, "Do you know how to tie your hair?"

"Must." Lin Qishan somehow thought of it, "A real man must learn to tie a woman's hair."

"Huh? How to say?" She was curious.

Lin Qishan smiled and whispered in her ear,

"Oh!" She smiled and said she understood.

"Talking about you." Lin Qishan didn't digress, "You just said that you were enlightened in college, but this kind of personality should be left over from an earlier period, right?"

She turned her head with surprised eyes, Lin Qishan nodded: "I also have some understanding of psychology."

Zhao Xunmei continued to recall: "Actually, I have seen a psychiatrist. The problem should have started when I was a child. My parents are busy with business and career. They don't care much about me. They treat me as free-range education. Although I I can have everything I need, I have a lot of pocket money, and I can buy things that other children want to buy but can't."

"But I belong to that kind of good boy, and I also work hard to be a 'child from other people's family'. They are very satisfied with my performance and will give me more pocket money and more freedom, but the more I let it go, The more I feel lost, I hope to have a family like other people, who care about my grades, worry about my performance, and come home from school to eat together as a family."

"Maybe from then on, I especially hoped that someone would be strict with me and be able to control me. Then after I went to university, I gradually understood why I was. I enjoy being controlled by others, but my threshold on the other side is different. It's very high, most people can't meet the opening conditions, until I met you, in fact, it's really weird to think about it, you are obviously so much younger than me—"

"Age does not mean maturity." Lin Qishan pointed out.

She agreed: "Yes, some characteristics are innate, just like when I see you, your words and deeds reveal your personality and style. The more I get in touch with me, the more I feel that my judgment is right. You are very attractive. Seeing It’s kind of hard to forget.”

She described it this way, Lin Qishan is not surprising, because he is a combination of nature and acquired training, he has a very solid personality frame, and after self-psychological hypnosis, almost no one can shake his worldview.

Lin Qishan was unavoidably proud: "I am the more dazzling one among the crowd."

She really didn't object: "Yes, it's not easy to find someone like you."

Because Zhao Xunmei's conditions are very good, she has a doctorate from a key university, her family conditions are also superior, she is educated and good-looking, and has many followers... With such conditions, ordinary people can't touch her, and the number of cutting-edge ones is rare. She is in the blank field of choice, which is getting more and more empty.

Although she is a role model among typical parents, she also enjoys the superficial scenery. She gives the impression that she is a rational, calm and capable representative of contemporary high-spirited women.

But only she knew the fear behind it, so after meeting Lin Qishan, the more she understood, the more she felt that the long-lost hope was ignited in reality.

Despite the differences in status and age, she still desperately wants to find such a haven and experience a sense of security. No matter what happens in the future, she will never leave any regrets.

The in-depth exchange just now made her determined: "I know that we are different in many aspects, but I don't ask for anything else. As long as you treat me like this in the future, I am willing to listen to you in everything..."

If Lin Qishan is also experienced, he would be very happy in the normal mode, but now, he knows how to make her comfortable: "Stop! Don't interrupt, I will let you talk before you, this is the rule!"

Zhao Xunmei paused, her throbbing eyes were interpreted in her eyes like pearls, and the pitiful look on her face made ordinary people feel distressed.

But Lin Qishan told her seriously that this is the rule,

"I must!"

She nodded very positively and excitedly, that's what she wanted.

So Lin Qishan knew and knew how to do it, so that she could gain a sense of security: "This is the baby that makes people hurt, okay, don't forget your serious business, it's time for class!"

(End of this chapter)