I can see the status bar

Chapter 292 The Song of Wine
The meaning of vacation is to relax yourself and not to think about the content of work in a short period of time, so that you can concentrate on your future work.Those who need vacations are basically those with high work pressure and relatively good income—those with less work pressure may not necessarily have this demand, and those with low-income jobs are more difficult to afford the cost of vacation.

From this point of view, Chinese doctors basically belong to the worst category of "very much in need of vacation, but it is impossible to have time and no financial burden".When you are so busy at work that even a good sleep is a luxury, the concept of vacation will become very strange.As for traveling like foreign colleagues, it is even more unrealistic. When the round-trip air ticket is basically equal to one month's salary, how can doctors have the spare time to travel?What's more, they have to be on duty on all festivals and festivals. Even if there is a severe shortage of manpower in normal times, if a doctor is absent, a large number of patients will have to wait for several hours.In general, vacations do not exist for Chinese doctors.

Sun Lien's situation is a bit special, he is the luckiest one among many medical workers.Usually the work is not busy, and the admission time is not long.The lack of independent prescription rights means that he can only carry out treatment work with Zhou Jun's permission, and Zhou Jun has to stop working in the emergency department when he is going to a meeting.And Takeda's allowance relieved him of financial pressure, so he could accompany Hu Jia to stay by the lake for a few days to soothe his emotions.

"Come on, come on, don't stand still." It was already dark when Sun Lien drove to the small villa.But Mr. Xu seemed to be in high spirits.Seeing Sun Lien coming, Comrade Xu happily took out his fishing tackle bag and two military coats in his hands, and dragged Sun Lien by the arm to walk towards the lake. "Let the lesbians have fun, let's go fishing!"

Sun Li'en took over the military overcoat, and said worriedly, "Go now?" It's one o'clock in the morning, and it's the coldest time.Don't wait for a nice villa, why not go fishing in the cold wind by the lake?
"Now is the best time to fish." Old Xu said with a smile, "Turn on the stove next to the pier, heat up a pot of rice wine, and roast two small fish, it's beautiful!"

As long as you like it... People have to bow their heads under the eaves, and the houses are rented by their goddaughters.The old man has spoken, how can Sun Lien say no?Compared with grilled small fish, Sun Li'en actually wanted to have a bite of an oily leg of lamb - the preserved egg and lean meat porridge that Hu Jia gave him had already been stuffed into his stomach.But after being cold for a while, my stomach was already empty.

"By the way, Rachel!" Old Xu was walking out when he suddenly remembered something and shouted towards the house behind him, "Bring out more of the leftover skewers at night, I think Xiao Sun may still be hungry .”

"Okay!" Rachel poked her head out of the doorway, her long hair tied into a bun.She waved her hand towards Sun Li'en, "You guys go first, I'll bring the things over in a while!"

Old Xu continued to smile, a little smugly.He lowered his voice and said to Sun Li'en, "Look at me, girl! Where can I find such a diligent girl!" I don't know if the two girls are referring to the same person.

Anyway, fishing is such a thing, the first time is raw, and the second time is familiar.You may not like it at first, but as you get more proficient, it feels quite enjoyable to fight wits with fish.

Eating barbecue and drinking hot wine, Sun Lien and Comrade Xu sat on the bank and chatted.

"You are doctors, are you busy with work?" Lao Xu looked at the bait that was stolen by the fish for the third time, put on a new bait and threw it into the water.Leaning back slightly, she stretched her stiff legs, "Rachel said that they had a good life in the United States, but she didn't tell me what happened to You Rong in China."

"As a doctor, it's a lie to say you're not busy." Sun Li'en sighed, and talked about his work experience with Old Xu.In the first week after I got the status bar, I saw more than a dozen patients, the people I saw, and the things I saw.Zhou Xiufang, Lin Lan, Guo Jinshui, Zheng Xiaoyu, each has a name and a story.While talking, Sun Li'en suddenly stopped talking.

"These names and these things are impressive stories even to our ears." Lao Xu put away his fishing rod and poured a full glass of rice wine for himself and Sun Li'en. "But, it might be more difficult for you, right? You are facing the patients directly, and all you see are real people..." He looked at the silent Sun Lien and sighed. "Are you tired?"

"Tired." Sun Li'en nodded, took the rice wine glass and drank it in one gulp, then let out a deep breath. "I can have a four-day vacation, and I had a chance to go to Sanya for a meeting before. I didn't have to be on duty in the hospital for more than half a month, but I still felt tired. I felt so tired that my bones were about to break." He said. He raised his head, looked at the dark sky and sighed, "I really don't know how the other doctors survived."

"Yourong told us before that it is a great sense of accomplishment to save a patient." Old man Xu took out a crumpled cigarette from his pocket, turned his head and looked behind him, and made sure that his tigress would not come out After pulling his ear, he put the cigarette in his mouth, lit it and took a puff, "From what you said just now, didn't you also save a lot of patients?"

"Where did I save it?" Sun Li'en became even more depressed, "I have been a doctor for so long, the biggest feeling is that we really...can't cure a few people."

Sun Lien and the others couldn't cure Zhou Xiufang's illness.Zheng Xiaoyu died of illness in the emergency room immediately.Yang Jianqiang has lost part of his memory, and it is hard to say whether he will be able to recover his life. It is not yet known whether Qin Ya, the girlfriend of the second child, Feng Ming, will be able to relieve the symptoms of cerebral ischemia once and for all after undergoing surgery.

"What can be cured are basically minor disasters and diseases, or what we often call 'self-limiting' diseases." Sun Lien rubbed his face, "It's the kind that can be cured... sick."

"According to what you said, the profession of doctor has no value at all." Old man Xu took off the hat on his head and scratched it, a burst of heat rose from his head. "If you think that a profession that has existed for thousands of years has no value, then there must be something wrong with your cognition."

This is also a very simple reason.Of course Sun Li'en knew that he might be digging into a dead end, but he just couldn't figure out how this deadly spiral trapped him.

"Although it's unlucky for people my age to say such things." Old man Xu took another drag on his cigarette like a thief, "But, we are always going to die, people are going to die."

Sun Li'en nodded silently, waiting for Lao Xu to continue.

"A person's life, in my opinion, is like a turbulent river." The professor of the Department of Literature really spoke politely, "This river flows from the source to the downstream, and in the process of the river flowing , there are always some canyons and turbulent places. Sometimes we even encounter insurmountable difficulties and obstacles, and even injuries. The role of doctors is to make the flow of the river smoother. Before the river breaks through the dam, dredging A dammed stretch of river."

"But the most important thing is that after dredging the river, we will still go to the end of life, which is the ocean." Professor Xu finished smoking, pressed the cigarette butt on the ground carefully and extinguished it, "but the doctor can only let the river Back in the river, you don't have the ability to reverse the flow of the river, and sometimes you can't dredge the river before the embankment is washed away. This is a normal thing."

"But what if there is no doctor? What if there is no medicine? Then many people will not even have the chance to be cured." Lao Xu sighed and said leisurely, "If one day I lie in the hospital, I will also hope that someone Come and try to save my life. It would be great if I survived, but if the rescue doesn't come to fruition, the dead won't think otherwise—if they do, they'll just thank you for your efforts." He stood up Come on, pour two glasses of rice wine again, "When you are most helpless, when you are most vulnerable, someone is willing to save you regardless of fatigue. This is not just a doctor? This should be a hero."

"Even superheroes can't save everyone, let alone they are virtual characters." Old Xu held rice wine and looked at the dark sky, "It is of course important for patients to have a good outcome, but if the outcome is uncontrollable , this process is enough to make people gratified.”

"Young man, cheer up." Professor Xu raised his hand and drank the wine in his glass. "Singing to wine, how much is life? It's like the dew in the morning, the past is full of hardships. There is no time for you to hesitate and feel sorry for yourself! You have to move on, move on, move on!"

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"I thought you were having a good time fishing." Lying on the bed, Sun Lien and Hu Jia chatted quietly.The walls of this kind of holiday villa are quite thin, and the sound insulation is not particularly good.Therefore, both of them had to deliberately lower their voices when talking, so as not to affect the sleep of others. "What is this? Uncle Xu gave you an ideological education class?"

Sun Lien nodded with a smile, regardless of whether Hu Jia could see it or not. "To be honest, I think this class is worth it. For example, morning dew, the past day is bitter. Time is tight and tasks are many. Don't give yourself time to feel sorry for yourself, and you won't be stumbled by such boring thoughts. "

"Thank you, my Director Sun." Hu Jia turned over with a smile, and asked with his head resting on Sun Lien's arm, "Then how was the fishing result at the end? How many fish did you catch?"

"Uh...not one." Sun Lien told the truth, "I've been listening to Uncle Xu's education, time is running out, how can I care about fishing?"

"You also know that time is running out?" Hu Jia leaned over and whispered in Sun Lien's ear, "Then...can I temporarily change my name to Kuduo? Probably, just, just half an hour."

(End of this chapter)