Counterattack on the giants: the villain male god is a girl

Chapter 390 Is Heaven Really That Good?

So, I really really... want to know, is heaven really that good?It's so good that she won't even give me a single dream, woo woo woo...

If possible, I actually want to go and see it too, but I am a bad person, I have killed many, many people, I will never be able to go to heaven...I...I know
If I die, I will definitely go to hell, woo woo woo... I am not afraid of suffering or tiredness, I am not afraid of going to hell, I am just afraid that I will never see you again, woo woo..."

She sobbed loudly, and every sentence she asked was the most painful thing in her heart, and it was also a matter that had been pressed in her heart for more than ten years, a question that she had never figured out no matter how much she thought about it.

Weeping uncontrollably, he lay down on Jiang Yichuan's body, recalling every day he was alive, his heart ached as if it was about to burst, the pain was unspeakable...

Every sentence of her made Qin Li and Leng Qing burst into tears, especially Qin Li, who couldn't help but cry, and Leng Qing couldn't stop crying. She looked at her distressedly, wanted to help her, but felt so helpless...

"Grandpa...you must tell her and ask her to come and see me, okay? Don't ignore me...I really don't expect anything, I just...

Woooooo... I just want to see my mother, even if it's just a glance, I'm satisfied..." She was crying out of breath, her voice was so sad
The horn sounded at the door, and he wiped away his tears coldly, walked to her side, and said in a hoarse voice: "Master, the car is here..."

After hearing this sentence, she cried even harder, holding Jiang Yichuan tightly and refusing to let go, her tears kept flowing like a river breaking its bank.

He choked up and said, "No, I don't want him to be burned, it will hurt, what if he wakes up? Woooooo..."

The cold reddish eyes flashed past unbearable, and she gave Qin Li a wink. She nodded in tears, walked to Jian Junxi's side, and said in tears:

"Master, you are a medical student. You should know better than anyone whether Master Jiang is dead now, so let him die in peace!"

Jian Junxi's whimpering cry was full of pain and reluctance, and he pulled her up coldly, but she still wanted to hold Jiang Yichuan's hand.

Shaking her shoulders coldly, he persuaded sharply: "Master, be stronger!"

"Woooooo...I don't want to, I don't want to be strong, it really hurts to be strong, I can't get a little pity from them in exchange for being strong, if I am strong, they will never come to see me again
When my mother left me back then, everyone made me strong. I was strong. No matter how painful or tired I was, no matter how others bullied me, I never shed a single tear. What happened?

What I got in exchange was more pain... woo woo woo... I don't want to be strong, why should I be strong?Why do they never consider my feelings?

They leave as soon as they say, and they always tell me at the last moment. I don't know. In their hearts, what am I?I don't want that medicine, I don't want to live
Why do I have to live alone and in pain in this world, I am in so much pain...really in pain...I have struggled so hard all my life.
Exhausting every minute and every second of my life, trying to climb to the position I want, but that is not my dream, it is just the goal I want to achieve at the expense of my life, woo woo woo...

My dream...my real dream is...to go to heaven after death, but, I know, I can't go
Woo woo woo... I will never go, no matter how many good deeds I do...

(End of this chapter)