Counterattack on the giants: the villain male god is a girl

Chapter 1092 Mom, I'm Back (3)

She searched desperately, back and forth, left and right, but found nothing, crying and shouting: "Mom...is that you? Mom...where are you?
I can't find you?Can you give me a little hint?Let me touch your face, will you? "

This gust of nameless wind, who didn't know whether it came from heaven or hell, blew mercilessly, stinging her skin, the big tree swayed desperately, and the little tree bent over
The dust and dead leaves on the ground rose up, flying in the air with dust, and she choked up with extreme longing and grief in her tearful eyes, "Mom... have you seen me?"

The sharp wind was blowing, in the middle of the night, around the tombstone, so eerie and treacherous, but she felt that her mother was looking at her from a certain angle...

"Mom... have you seen me? Mom... have you seen me?
After you left, I tried my best not to cry. So many people bullied me, but I didn't shed a single tear. Did you see that?

I have to work from dawn to midnight, and I can't sleep until twelve o'clock at night, you see?
I was sitting on the roof looking at the stars, I missed you so much, I lowered my head again and again, trying not to cry, did you see it?
I am No.1 in every exam. No matter how busy I am, I always rank first. Did you see that?

I have learned martial arts, and most people can't beat me, have you seen that?
I have been financially independent since I was nine years old. I have untold money and a successful career. Did you see that?
Auntie and their husband and wife are very good, I didn't let them get hurt in the slightest, did you see that?
I'm not in love with any man, no matter how nice they are to me, I'm not in love with myself, you see?
I work hard every day without wasting a second, can you see?
Everything I promised you, I did, you see?

I have been waiting for you for 14 years, have you seen it?
I am crazy about my mother for 14 years, do you feel it?
In my dream, I called "Mom" again and again, did you hear it?woo woo woo..."

At this moment, she couldn't help crying anymore, her voice was sad and desolate, as if only tears could cleanse her soul, it seemed that only crying could express her years of forbearance.

Perhaps, only God knows how distraught she is at the moment!
He said desolately: "No... you can't see it, you can't hear it, and you can't feel it, right? If you see it, how can you... how can you not come back to see me once...

If you saw it, how could you treat me so cruelly and refuse to give me even a dream?

Why do you all treat me like this?Why do I want more?The more you can't get it?

You all say you love me, why are you leaving me?
Do you know how much it hurts to see you leave?
Do you know how tired I have been living every day for the past ten years?
Do you know how scared I was the first time I killed someone?

You know how it hurts when no one in the world understands you?
Do you know how scared I am every time something goes wrong?

Do you know how much Uncle Mo's words are like a knife, which makes me suffer?
Do you know how hard it was for me to hide from Nangong Jing?

There are so many people in the world, but there is only one Qin Li. She understands me best, but even she is the same as you.
Mom... can you tell me why God treats me like this?

(End of this chapter)