The fifth king of the elves

Chapter 60

Searching seems to be something that everyone does in their life.

Elves who are willing to get close to humans are similar, they are looking for a trainer that suits them.

The process of finding is often extremely long, so long that if you miss it once, maybe there will be no better options in the rest of your life. Regret is always produced by looking back after making wrong choices again and again.

Shuttlecock Mian chose Luther, and Luther also chose her.

regret?nonexistent.

Luther had always lacked self-confidence before, and it was always very difficult for a person who always muddled along, dawdled around, and had no applause to build up self-confidence.

Therefore, Luther's topic naturally led to how to improve self-confidence.

Luther's question seemed unexpected, and Sirona was stunned for a moment holding the teacup: "You were so firm about the shuttlecock cotton just now, and I am a little surprised to ask this question now."

"I think my current self-confidence is only based on continuous victories, so this will make me instinctively fear failure and challenges." Luther replied.

Mai picked up her dinner plate and got up to lean towards the grill, using an excuse to help.

Luther grabbed the hem of the sackcloth, indicating that she was completely fine.

I understand that Mai wants to leave some space for Luther to get along with the champion alone to solve his own problems, but Luther doesn't think this is something that needs to be avoided.

Sirona frowned: "Hmm... You're really asking me. I was similar to you when I first debuted. I didn't have confidence in myself, and I didn't know if I really had the talent to be praised. The way I gain confidence is to keep winning. In the end, I don't need to think about my failures. For me, failure is completely acceptable."

Luther has always believed that Sirona's self-confidence is innate. After reading various reports and interviews, from her debut to the present, Sirona has been on the field. There is no word stage fright in the dictionary. I didn't expect there to be such secrets to listen to.

Especially Mai, who excitedly recorded Sirona's words in the memo on the phone after hearing it, and it seemed that he would not stop until he sorted out a quotation.

Carunai looked at Luther with an elusive smile: "You can understand that she is waiting for a defeat. In Sinnoh, in this land that cultivated her growth, she ushered in a defeat with Sinnoh's battle rules."

Luther was stunned for a moment before he understood Carunai's words.

"When all life meets other life, what will be born."

"Oh, do you also have research on that stele?" Sirona smiled. "I just gave this sentence to two people this afternoon. They will be very good trainers, I can feel it."

"Xiaozhi and Shinji are light and shadow, the front and back of the coin. Their encounters and growth process have contributed to their completely different ways of doing things now, and they have also made them entangled with each other and become rivals." Luther raised his head and looked at Sirona: "Are you waiting for such a person too?"

"I'm not looking for another side of me. I'm looking for someone who can stand in front of me and fight me to the last moment. Only such a person can make me feel my flaws." Sirona said, "If you have self-confidence, you may be the one I'm looking for."

"Why not Caroline?"

Karunai wiped the cream from the corner of her mouth: "A'Du and Sirona fought once, and A'Du's fast dragon lost to the biting land shark in the end, and Sirona still has a Menus left."

"Dawu and Sirona fought to the end, and it was a tie. Sirona had the highest evaluation of Dawu, but Dawu's upper limit has been determined by himself. He is a very persistent person, as stubborn as a stone. We persuaded him to add more changes to the lineup, but he still uses ground, rock, and steel as the main configuration."

"Besides, Dawu has no intention of going on the road of becoming stronger. The status of champion is just a burden to him. Out of a sense of responsibility, he has been waiting for a suitable challenger to appear. But unfortunately, no such person has appeared in Fengyuan area."

"It's the same with A'Du. He was at least on par with Sirona in the early years. The reason for his decline is that after he became an investigator, his focus shifted. The same problem lies with Dawu, and also with A'Du. A'Du cares too much about the attribute of dragon, so he is too easy to target."

Luther understood that among all the people, only Sirona is currently the one who is wholeheartedly focused on improving the battle.

After Adek's elf died of illness, she has been depressed, and Karuna is distracted by various chores. It is rare to maintain a purely high-level competitive state like Sirona.

But no matter how good the competitive state is, it can't match the daily life without passion.

Sirona can clearly feel that she has stagnated, and the battle has become a way to find happiness for herself, and it is no longer something to look forward to.

This seems to be something that every champion will encounter. After being too strong, you will face an endless emptiness. In order to fill the emptiness, you need to find more things that can interest you, so that you are no longer bored.

Sirona likes the leisurely daily life very much, but she is also worried that the level of battle she is proud of will gradually decline, and her mood is very conflicted.

A'Du chose to become an investigator, and Dawu found out that he had become a champion under the pretense. After the novelty passed, he went to play with his own stones. Kalu Nai has her own career.

People's troubles are different, and each league also feels that other people's champions seem to be better than their own.

"Help delete the matter about the battle with A'Du and Dawu, and keep it a secret for us by the way." Sirona put a skewer of barbecued meat on Mai's dinner plate.

Mai hastily deleted the part about other champions from what he had written down just now.

Seeing the store manager and his wife in a hurry on the grill, Sirona got up and went to help, and Mai chased after them like a little follower.

"Is there anything Caruna can teach me? About self-confidence." Luther asked.

"I have been exposed to the stage since I was a child, and I have been trained to not be afraid of any scene since I was a child. The same is true for self-confidence. Many times it comes from the accumulation of childhood and the subtle influence of the educational environment."

"What I can teach you is to let go of your burden." Carunai's blue eyes were extremely clear, "I think your lack of self-confidence comes from the fear of failure. And the reason why you are afraid of failure is probably because you are afraid of ridicule from the outside world. Although I don't understand what kind of harsh environment you grew up in that caused you to have such worries, but you seem to care too much about other people's opinions."

Luther didn't know how to speak, every word of Carunai hit his weakness.

"You said just now that you are afraid that the self-confidence built up by victory will collapse, right? That's not self-confidence, it's vanity. You just fabricated a strong self to enjoy the applause and boast. You have to know that Sirona's eyes are only what she cares about."

"Focus on those who care about you, just care about their feelings and opinions." Seeing Luther's brows stretched, Karuna smiled, "I love what you love."

"Thank you very much!" Luther savored in silence for a while, and then flushed with excitement.

He never thought that the problems he hadn't overcome at all would be easily unraveled by Karuna, and finally he would get a solution.

To love what I love, Luther only needs to give his feelings to those he cherishes.

Your elves, your friends, they are the cornerstone of your self-confidence.

I have always thought too far away, my elves, they are the source of my self-confidence.

Encountering with them and getting along with each other will warm Luther's heart.

Luther's eyes swept over Lalulas, Marylou, Shuttlecock Mian, and Dream Demon. He had never been so passionate like this moment.

After crossing, in order to give myself a clear goal and move forward with more motivation, I always wanted to realize my dream in my previous life, and took defeating the legendary beast passer-by Tuomu as my goal.

Now Luther has a more important goal, to become stronger with his elves, until one day he can become the "person she is looking for" in Sirona's mouth.

You don't need to win a crown, you don't need to be known to the world, you don't need the flowers and applause that you once longed for.

Victory is completely irrelevant, because this time, it is to prove yourself!
(End of this chapter)