The fifth king of the elves

Chapter 1085 1085. Original Heart
Caidou's thoughts are very firm, just like her steel-like will that has been tempered by her martial arts practice.

Regardless of whether the alliance officials understood it with emotion or moved it with reason, Caidou remained unmoved during the long tug-of-war discussion that lasted for several days.

During the days when Caidou stayed behind closed doors, she really figured out what she wanted.

What she thought was right before, what she thought, all she needed was strength and strength.

It is self-improvement, the sense of accomplishment of climbing the peak with the elves, and the joy of bathing in glory after defeating a powerful enemy.

Fans are everywhere, being sought after by others, fans singing their names loudly, cheering for themselves fanatically...

Every word and deed of oneself has a huge influence, even if the strength is not there, you can get rich rewards from it.

how to say…

It looks really good, as long as you pet fans, you can have food and be supported by the alliance forever.

But in that case, what is everything that I have worked hard since I was a child?
I got up early before dawn, and when the morning light came out, I practiced my skills hard on the mountain road against the mist, exercised my body, and strengthened my body.

In the hot noon, while others were enjoying the cool under the shade of trees and eating cold desserts to cool off, she was sweating profusely in training with the elves, and also had tentative battles with them.

How many times has Caidou been injured?
She couldn't even remember it herself.

I just remember that when I sometimes rolled up my sleeves, I could see bruised arms and arms, and when I got home, I had to rub them vigorously with the cooperation of medicinal wine.

Every day, I drag my weak body back home, strictly abide by my schedule under the strict supervision of my parents, and strictly demand myself in my studies, and I am not allowed to fall behind.

For this reason, Cai Dou has also learned to find his own pleasure from the difficult days that others find hard to endure. For example, after training with Haoli and the others, he picked wild fruits and dug the dug holes fiercely, trying to find the trace of Tulong's brother.

Others are envious of their own figure, and they also want to have the right muscles that complement their own figure.

But whenever Caidou shared the training method, these people who wanted to have it disappeared.

She endured hardships, not everyone can persevere.

Caidou's childhood was different from others'. She tried her best and climbed the peak at that time.

Then the goal seems to start to go awry.

When did it start?

Thinking about it carefully, it seems that I entered the vision of the Galar Alliance and was selected by them to start recording my life and posting it on the Internet.

At that time, I naively thought that my efforts were rewarded in the first stage, and people began to recognize me.

Cai Dou later discovered that it was not.

Those who try to speak up for themselves on the sidelines are not praising themselves for their performance and hard work, but because they fit their aesthetics and have traits they like.

When there were more and more people like this, it became more and more difficult for her to maintain her original ideas, stick to her heart, and do what she thought she should do.

Not to mention that the alliance has been trying to make some of their own characteristics disappear and completely become the good baby they hoped for.

Caidou used to be just distressed and never thought clearly.

She has always been like this, she just runs wildly along a goal in a daze, and doesn't stop until she reaches the goal. As for those things that use her brain, she always realizes it after she misses it, and then reluctantly admits that she is a bit stupid.

This time it was different, Luther woke her up.

That night, Cai Dou met someone from another realm for the first time.

Huishi who came with Luther was the most terrifying opponent that Caidou had seen in these years besides her own father.

He didn't use his knees or elbows to attack. These two extremely harmful parts were given up by him from the beginning.

His movements don't pay attention to concealment. At first glance, his posture looks like an old man who lacks explosive power, slow and weak.

However, only Caidou who faced Huishi understood that she had met a monster.

The movement is not fast, but I can't avoid it.

I didn't use my knees because I was bound to be seriously injured if I was hit.

Restraining the urge to attack at the elbow is giving way to her.

Not concealed because this is not a fight to the death.

The senior Interpol who pays attention to defeating the enemy with one blow told her with a live teaching session, what kind of realm can a person finally achieve when he keeps honing himself and strictly demanding himself for decades.

His moves are back to basics and can be easily interpreted and taught.

But anyone who wants to imitate him to play the same effect is wishful thinking.

Cai Dou used to be complacent about her achievements, and she was particularly proud of being the best among her peers.

Thinking about it now, it's really ridiculous to have that idea.

Maybe I am really outstanding among my peers, but what is it?

Those who have climbed to the highest peak but keep looking up, those who occasionally look down and see the expression of self-satisfied self-satisfaction with their small achievements, just feel ridiculous, right?
It's not an age, experience gap.

This is the gap between realm and mentality.

And it was Luther who made Caidou understand how big the gap was.

The age gap between Luther and Caidou is smaller than that of Huishi, and the two should have similar experience, experience, and realm.

But when Cai Dou, who lost a bit in martial arts, stood on the field and faced Luther directly, she was actually shaken.

The Luther standing on the battlefield and the Luther talking and laughing with you off the field are completely two different people.

The aggressive aura erupting from his body seems to be able to predict his next move, the eyes that read people's hearts, and the confidence in his gestures, imperceptibly contempt for his own strength.

All kinds of combinations together turned into a blow to one's own will.

When losing the first game, Cai Dou, who never gives up easily, couldn't help imagining the scene after the defeat.

When she lost the second game, she was already trying to comfort herself that losing to Luther was not ashamed.

The whole process of the third duel was like sleepwalking. Afterwards, I looked at myself who was extremely excited and tried to make a comeback. When I thought about it carefully, it was just a mechanical response under excessive tension, and there was no energy to speak of.

Only at the moment when the game ended, Caidou felt that she had "alive".

Because the pressure Luther put on him disappeared suddenly, he came over to shake his hand with a smile, praised himself for playing well, then kept silent about the battle, and exchanged other topics with himself.

It looked like he was playing a boring battle, and he couldn't arouse the slightest interest in the whole process.

He came to fight only because he was matched, as a routine.

As far as he is concerned, the outcome is doomed from the moment of the match, no matter how much he resists, he cannot escape the fate of losing the match.

"The suffocating oppression of the battle makes me want to vomit."

This is Caidou's summary of Luther's momentum after the game.

It's like a duel between two martial arts masters, one of them can make the other sweat profusely with just a look in his eyes, so nervous that his limbs twitch and his performance is abnormal.

In one day, he lost two duels that he was proud of, and Cai Dou didn't find anything worthy of praise from these two duels.

It's ridiculous...

Is this still the self who once shined on the stage?

Since when have you been unable to find your own shining points from the replays?

Cai Dou remembered what Luther said when he first met him.

"You are not suitable for Galar's mode of operation."

Caidou slowly opened her eyes, and in front of her was the alliance official who had been insisting on her rethinking.

Her eyes were firm, and there was no wavering in her eyes.

"I've made up my mind."

"Cai Dou, what do you want, we can continue to talk, there is no need to die so quickly."

Sweat broke out on the forehead of the alliance official who was trying to win Caidou back.

As the star-level trainer of the younger generation promoted by Galar, Caidou's influence can be imagined. If she leaves suddenly, outsiders will inevitably have imaginations.

Originally, there was some turmoil in the league because of the championship and Luther's affairs. Isn't the chaos adding to the chaos now!

"What I want, the league can't give me."

Cai Dou said word by word: "I repeat, I am not a product of the alliance."

"I just want to be strong."

"Isn't it possible to become stronger by continuing to be active?" the league official asked hastily.

"No." Cai Dou replied immediately, "Because some of you just want to pack me well, hope that I will be an exhibit, and don't want me to have too many other ideas."

"For more than a year, what I have been doing is to cooperate with you and try to be an exhibit. You have never cared about what I really want to do and what I want to obtain."

"You... didn't respect my ideas and wishes."

(End of this chapter)