I'm not a savior

Chapter 82 Crying and Shouting

On a high tower in Wangcheng, Victoria looked into the distance, looking at the street from this place, it can be said to be bustling with people.

Now the sun was sinking, and the setting sun reflected blood red.

Everyone is going about their business, they are walking, strolling, working in the streets, and everything seems to be in their own hands.

Calm and beautiful.

"What are you thinking?" Zuo Si walked to Victoria's side, leaning against the fence over there, and asked.

"I'm wondering if this life I've lived is worth it." Victoria still looked into the distance, and her voice was slightly erratic, "My parents died of the plague when I was young, and then I was entrusted to My aunt — I'm grateful for my aunt's upbringing, but that's about it."

Her voice was inexplicably erratic, faint and playful like water.

"Dragon Calendar Academy... I think I have paid off the kindness of teaching after so many years. After all... I am the number one hunter in Dragon Calendar Academy."

While talking, Victoria withdrew her gaze. She looked at Zuo Si beside her, and there seemed to be a slight, pale light in her eyes.

She looked rather haggard, as if she were a very different person from the perpetually vibrant girl before.

Zuo Si looked at Victoria, and he seemed to be able to see what was spreading in Victoria's eyes.

It seemed pitch black.

"What do you want to do next? Get out of here?"

Zuo Si asked.

"...I am Canglanxing." Victoria was silent for a moment.

"Even so?"

"The New World hasn't abandoned me, and it's my responsibility."

Victoria raised her head, showing an extremely bitter smile.

"I'm... Canglan Star."

She said so.

Zuo Si sighed, and he walked slowly towards Victoria.

Victoria didn't move, she just lowered her head silently and stood there.

"I am Canglanxing."

"I am Canglan Star."

She was still muttering there, as if in self-hypnosis.

Zuo Si opened his arms, embraced Victoria, and hugged the petite girl in his arms.

"You are Victoria."

With a low voice, he spoke slowly.

Zuo Si could clearly feel that Victoria's body was shaking, and the clothes in front of his chest were soaked through.

The girl didn't move, she just leaned her head against Zuo Si's body.

"I'm……"

She murmured tremblingly.

"Victoria."

Zuo Si said so.

"I'm Victoria..."

"I'm Victoria."

"Woo... I'm Victoria... I'm Victoria, I'm Victoria."

Finally, the girl raised her head, cried wantonly, and shouted wantonly.

Zuo Si still hugged her, holding on to the liquid that had long been unknown whether it was tears or snot.

He looked at the girl in front of him, feeling a little melancholy.

——No matter where you are, what is the most difficult thing?

Be yourself, because no one wants you to be yourself.

What is the most unattainable thing?

is a dream.

No one cares what you want to do.

Everyone is telling you what you should do.

As the old saying goes, who will tell you "just as long as you like it?"

That's just hope after all.

And what is hope?

Hope is the most powerful poison, which makes people desperate, go through fire and water, and do whatever they can.

Then at the last moment, he was poisoned and died.

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So Zuo Si understands Victoria very well. After such a long time, how many people have called her "Victoria"?

When the blue star becomes a responsibility, how many people will call her Victoria?

Basically none.

Not even friends call her "Victoria".

Because that is the responsibility.

The girl kept crying and venting her emotions. She also kept grabbing the corner of Zuo Si's clothes. Zuo Si sighed leisurely, and suddenly thought of such a content inappropriately:

"I'll probably need to do some laundry when I go back later."

Xi Shihui stood behind the two of them. She took out a video recorder from somewhere, recorded the whole process, and said with emotion:

"It's nice to be young."

Inexplicably, Zuo Si felt that the atmosphere was getting weirder and weirder.

Victoria cried for seven or eight minutes before she got over it. At this moment, the eyes of the beautiful lady had swollen into something like two bubbles.

She seemed to have realized what she had done just now, after all, when she left Zuo Si's chest, her snot even came into a silk-drawing mode.

This also made the girl extremely embarrassed.

Zuo Si smiled dryly, took out a tissue from his pocket, and handed it to Victoria in front of him.

Embarrassed, Victoria took the tissue and wiped away her snot and tears.

"Go back... hum... hum... I'll wash you when I go back..." Victoria was still choked up, and she didn't speak very fluently.

"……fine……"

Zuo Si estimated that this thing would have been done long ago.

And when weeping, the liquid that comes out of the nostrils is mainly tears. Although it passes through the nasal cavity, as long as the composition remains the same, it is not so dirty.

……

……

perhaps……

Seeing that Victoria had calmed down, the girl's face was still flushed red, but she didn't show any further violent mood swings.

Zuo Si coughed a little.

"What should we do now? Continue here? Or go back? If we go back, using the improved vegetation of Yuanqi Island should be able to help them through this stage, but the New World Survey Team has completely cut off contact with the Old World. A whole new political system can be established there.”

Victoria was silent for a while.

"I remember you said before that the current situation is very likely to be the intervention of the royal family?"

"Although there is no evidence." Zuo Sidiao said with a smile, because he just scolded the person who made a blind comparison without evidence.

"That's it..." Victoria was silent for a while, and then smiled helplessly: "Then go back, I don't have much memory of this place."

Zuo Si nodded, he naturally did not persuade Victoria's position.

Although there are obviously many abnormalities in this place, such as crazy beasts, strange movements, and the girl with red hair and dragon eyes, but all of this doesn't matter.

This place doesn't deserve Victoria's best efforts.

The duty of Victoria Blue Star is in the New World, not here.

Since you don't accept it, then stop longing for conscientiousness and push the "Blue Star" out by yourself, so don't expect to get help again.

That's pretty much the way it is.

Is not it?

(End of this chapter)