I'm not a savior

Chapter 213 Across the Long River of History

Zuo Si fell into a very indescribable feeling, his body was like a bubble, being torn apart, pulled, mixed and crushed in the boundless darkness, as if he was merging with something, becoming one.

But the things that were blended together were extraordinarily cold and chilly, almost freezing Zuo Si's soul. Zuo Si felt that his body was gradually losing consciousness, only his mind remained normal.

That is like another feeling above thinking, a unique feeling that is indescribable and indescribable.

He seemed to be watching his body, allowing the terrifying force to rampage through it, but he was unable to do anything.

But soon, Zuo Si's wrist released a pale golden light. This light was warm and soft, and gently wrapped Zuo Si's body and mind. It was the light from the "altar" used for ritual magic just now. , under the power of that ray, the power in Zuo Si's body that was falling, almost dancing wildly, was falling. They were compressed and pulled away, and then converged towards Zuo Si's eyes, and were compressed and gathered at the very end. That part of the core was then squeezed into a point of convergence, turning into twinkling stars.

Zuo Si's thinking seemed to be like a rotten log floating in the deep sea, quickly upwards, and then broke through an indescribable barrier.

The man opened his eyes suddenly, and he bounced up from the ground almost uncontrollably. Zuo Si began to breathe in the air in big gulps. The excessive oxygen exchange caused dizziness to reverberate in his head, and his stomach also Convulsions followed, and a feeling almost nauseated. He retched several times, but he couldn't spit out anything.

Zuo Si's head seemed to have countless people whispering, they uttered irritating and disgusting words, viscous and unpleasant, this chaotic voice made Zuo Si feel as if his head was about to explode, and at the same time, his The pupils of his eyes also continuously pulsated in astonishment, like a thunderbolt. Some strange and weird scenes seemed to be flickering in his pupils, as if there was a small grass growing, and there seemed to be continuous burning flames of war.

This complex light and shadow that almost surpassed the limit of human thinking hit Zuo Si's nerves, making Zuo Si retch again, almost vomited.

—— Zuo Si suddenly felt a gentle embrace coming from behind him, and the unique fragrance of the girl's body rushed towards his face. Zuo Si's own thoughts trembled, and then the boiling and chaotic state calmed down. into Zuo Si's body.

Victoria was embracing Zuo Si behind Zuo Si's back, her eyes were half closed, her body trembling slightly.

"I'm fine. I'm fine."

Zuo Si put his hands on the arms encircling him, lowered his head, and spoke in a deep voice.

But no matter who it is, they can't see clearly what the man's expression looks like at the moment.

Maybe it's sad.

But more, it is a kind of helplessness.

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Zuo Si successfully accepted the power of the ancient species, but it is impossible for the human body to withstand that level of entropy increase, so most of the power of the ancient species was sealed in the "medium", and then passed through some "medium" Escape outward.

The medium of Zuo Si is "two eyes".

This is a very mystical matter. Although in theory, it should be even more unbearable to compress the eyes with a force that cannot be tolerated by a human body. Maybe the two eyeballs would have to be blown out at that time, but in theory, the media has already been compared with me. Separated——At this moment, Zuo Si no longer has eyes in a sense. Although he can still see and use the functions of eyes, in symbolic meaning, he and his eyes have been separated. If I insist on describing it, Zuo Si now It is equipped with an artifact called "Zuo Si's Eyes".

But no matter what, Zuo Si finally managed to solve this matter, even though it had a huge impact on him.

His concept has dissipated from the previous timeline. After the timeline was pulled out of the interference of the dragger, the history was restored. His lover, his original life, his achievements, and everything in his past are completely severed from him, and there is no connection.

If this is placed in cultivation, it can be regarded as attaining the Tao, but Zuo Si has not attained the Tao, nor has he gained anything.

He just lost it.

At this moment, Zuo Si was finally extremely tired. He lay on the bed, stared at the ceiling in a daze, and relaxed his body.

Zuo Si has been lying in bed for two and a half days.

He needs to rest, and everyone knows about it, and no one bothers him.

Zuo Si kept tossing and turning on the bed, running up and down, yawning and stretching, and took out the bag to eat meat when he was hungry—fortunately, there was something that could protect Zuo Si's body on the island, and that thing could prevent Zuo Si from becoming disfigured. Become a fat old man with big arms and round waist.

But he still couldn't calm down completely.

In fact, Zuo Si knew very well that until the last moment, Zuo Si's own attitude was actually very selfish. The greater purpose of making that choice was not to contribute, but to make himself feel more comfortable.

But no matter what, no matter what, after all the dust settled, Zuo Si still felt... empty.

It's not that I regret it, I just feel a little lonely.

After encountering this incident, it is generally impossible for anyone to calm down completely immediately, even those guys with the longest life and the weakest feelings will always be depressed and depressed.

Zuo Si sighed, he forcefully got up from the bed, patted his face, and felt that he was a little sentimental.

No, I can't continue to be so decadent. If this continues, I will most likely become a useless person who can only lie on the bed.

Zuo Si rubbed his head, turned over and got out of bed, brushed his teeth and washed his face, cleaned up his appearance a bit, and turned himself into that confident man again.

It's just that there was a little depression on his face, which was almost hidden in the deepest depths, a depression that only Zuo Si could feel.

He sighed and planned to go out to water the flowers.

However, at this moment, Zuo Si suddenly heard a crackling sound coming from his basement, which seemed to be accompanied by an exclamation of "Oh my god!"

Zuo Si was taken aback for a moment, then Hou Fei rushed down as usual.

He opened the door of the basement in a hurry, and found that there was a wooden door standing inside, and a woman in a Taoist robe with an extraordinary bearing and awkward eyes was standing in the center.

That is--

Zuo Meng.

(End of this chapter)