I'm not a savior

Chapter 116 Secret Language

Calvin temporarily separated from Lu Wei's team.

He needs time to calm down.

Just now, Calvin applied to his superiors to check the records of Lu Wei's black box within a year. As a result, both he and the superior who checked were surprised to find that Lu Wei did not lie.

Although he fought and retreated, the results of the battle were inexplicably impressive.

It's just that everyone was accusing Lu Wei before, and no one watched carefully what Lu Wei did, and no one knew what Lu Wei had done.

Everyone ignored Lu Wei's brilliance, only saw his "greedy life and fear of death".

Because of this, Calvin couldn't help but fell into a little confusion after seeing the results of Lu Wei's battle.

Could it be that I did something wrong?Could it be that Lu Wei's efficiency would be higher?

Calvin does not object to a reasonable escape. For example, if their current team suddenly encounters a whisperer, then they will naturally run as many as they can. Their ordinary team stays there and fights against the whisperer. It might just be a brain problem.

But the narcissistic sacrifice that Lu Wei said.

Calvin still couldn't accept it.

What is narcissism?

Meaningless, presumptuous.

That's narcissism.

But were the sacrifices of those fighters really meaningless?

of course not.

Just like his big brother, if it wasn't for his sacrifice, then the situation in the war zone would be more complicated, and the flesh and blood monsters would directly rush into the main zone, causing more casualties.

But it is precisely because of their sacrifices that human beings have successfully created a buffer zone and prevented more deaths.

How can this be considered self-indulgence?

He took two deep breaths, but unconsciously recalled a class he had attended when he was in the military academy.

The teacher at that time put down the book and told them:

"Military regulations and military laws require us to always be rational, comply with the rules, and obey military orders, but human beings cannot always be rational after all. We will be afraid, afraid, and may even run away on the battlefield. But at the same time, we will also dedicate, sacrifice, Forge the way to the future with your own life and flesh."

In the class at that time, the students sitting in the first row stood up and expressed different opinions.

"On the battlefield, the most important thing is to choose the right behavior for the right situation. If everyone responds emotionally, let alone how many people will run away, even if the impact is positive, there will be a lot of unnecessary sacrifices. Try to stay calm and find the best way to deal with things, that's the best way to improve efficiency."

Thinking about it now, the guy who was talking nonsense at that time was Lu Wei.

As a result, the guy who was so confident at that time turned into what he is now...

Calvin felt more and more disturbed, and he even had some thoughts of wanting to kill Lu Wei.

Calvin took a deep breath, adjusted his vision, and looked at the surrounding plains.

Here is a desolate land, there is no place full of life around, earthy yellow, black and yellow, these things are mixed together, of course, there are bright red and white among them.

Those things were made of flesh and blood, and Calvin didn't know whether they belonged to the enemy or friendly forces.

And in that desolate battlefield, Calvin saw an inexplicable flesh and blood monster.

That is……

Calvin frowned slightly at first, and then suddenly discovered that the thing was rushing towards him at an extremely terrifying speed.

Whisperer!

Calvin saw clearly the enemies who had killed him.

"retreat!"

Calvin immediately exclaimed—I was still thinking about the whisperer just now, but a secret whisperer really came a while ago!

Damn it!

Calvin just felt troubled.

But before his team had time to act, an extremely sharp roar burst out from the mouth of the whisperer.

Shock, implement, roar.

Calvin just felt as if something exploded in his mind, and he completely lost his ability to resist for a while.

The soldier felt extremely painful, he clenched his teeth, nosebleed gushed out of his nasal cavity.

He held on, stretched out his hand, and opened the support channel.

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Lu Wei was driving the mech, and he was a little distracted.

The conversation with Calvin just now made Lu Wei recall what happened at that time.

——It was on the Kainz battlefield, and it was a situation where there was no possibility of surviving the enemy head-on.

The team leader at that time found Lu Wei before the war started.

"You get out of here," said the captain.

"Captain? The retreat order has been issued, why don't you go with me?" At that time, Lu Wei didn't have any extra thoughts.

"If we all leave, there is no way to delay the time. The monster will rush directly into the secondary buffer zone. In that case, more people will die."

"Then I'll stay here too." At that time, Lu Wei didn't even think about running away.

"No, just delaying time, we are enough-children, you are still young, you have to live."

These are the captain's last words.

So Lu Wei "escaped".

Afterwards, although some people reprimanded him, abused him, and said that he was not worthy of the title of soldier because of that incident, he had the permission to retreat and the captain's dictation, so no one could blame him.

But he understood one thing.

Why do those people abuse him?Was it really because he had escaped?

Maybe it's just because he didn't stay there.

After that incident, he took a few days off and returned to his hometown.

He visited his parents and expressed his confusion.

His mother hugged him and told him:

Don't worry about those, just live a good life.

His father told him:

When the sky falls, there will always be a taller person to support it, so you don't have to rely on you for everything.

He went to the hospital where he was born again and saw the original doctor.

The doctor told him that he was the only one left of the children born on the same day as him.

They are all dead.

All died on the battlefield.

The doctor told Lu Wei that he hoped that Lu Wei could live healthy and healthy all the time, and that he would die of old age naturally, instead of dying on that bullshit battlefield.

From that day on, Lu Wei discovered that there are still so many people who value their own lives.

Then, even if I'm a little rough, it's fine.

I just want to live.

Lu Wei was a little distracted, but at this moment, he suddenly received a request for support.

The piercing sound interrupted Lu Wei's thinking, Lu Wei raised his head and looked at the screen in front of him.

——Karvin's team?

Encountered an unbeatable monster just after we left?

(End of this chapter)