girl, you're wrong

Chapter 573 Despair
"Why would I want to turn back into a human?"

"Because the life of monsters is too boring." Xie Guyan said in a low voice, "There are not too many intrigues between monsters, only pure confrontation in strength."

"In fact, if you carefully study the history of human beings, you will find that the driving force for the evolution of human society is based entirely on the game of interests. It's just that the monsters have too much difference in their individual strengths, so the similar game process is greatly simplified. "

"The vast majority of monsters are boringly living a life of seeking power and fighting against each other day after day, and I am really not interested in this."

"So in the past, through long research and experiments, I finally transformed myself into a human being, and at the same time lost my power as a demon."

Cheng Jinyang listened carefully, feeling a little speechless.

It turns out that my mother was so naive back then...

In fact, he doesn't have much obsession with being a human or a demon, but he knows that no matter which choice he chooses, he must at least have enough strength to protect himself.

Without power, even immortals, Buddhas, gods and demons will be slaughtered like pigs, dogs, chickens and ducks.

"You also know the result." Xie Guyan said indifferently, "Because of my union with your father, we were expelled by the family and the royal family at the same time."

"Why is mother with father?" Cheng Jinyang asked seriously.

"There is no reason." Xie Guyan said frankly, "I just stayed in the Imperial Laboratory for a while, and suddenly I wanted to fall in love."

"In the name of project closure, I have observed many descendants of aristocratic families. Only your father left the best impression on me. Although he is usually silly, he smiles kindly..."

As she spoke, her eyes became a little confused, but soon returned to clarity:
"I thought I could go on with your father for a long time, but I didn't expect that I would be forced to such a point in the future..."

Needless to say, Cheng Jinyang also naturally understood what the mother was referring to.

The marriage between her and her father happened to coincide with the political confrontation between the gentry and the royal family, and both of them unfortunately became victims of the vortex of struggle.

Originally, with her mother's second-rank Xingjun status, she didn't have to worry about pecking at each other in the human empire, but she transformed herself into a human being.

A human being with no power to restrain a chicken.

Cheng Jinyang suddenly remembered that the princess sister also mentioned that when his father was about to be expelled from the Cheng clan's land in the god capital, his mother even went to the door of the Xing clan in Hejian to beg for help, hoping that the Xing family could intervene.

However, it was just shut down for a few days.

Even the princess sister who was a bystander, when she mentioned the matter of her parents a few times, there was uncontrollable resentment and malice in her eyes and tone. One can imagine how bad the real situation of her parents was at that time .

"Your father has been pampered since he was a child." Xie Guyan continued, "The fact that he was expelled from the family has brought him a great blow."

"Furthermore, the God Capital Cheng has already said that most of the companies in Jiankang City are unwilling to take the risk of offending an aristocratic family by recruiting your father, so that he can only work part-time in some small companies. .”

Cheng Jinyang was silent for a moment, thinking that it was Cheng, the capital of the gods, who was forcing his father to submit and let him divorce his mother.

No, it should be deliberately showing such an attitude to the gentry, showing that the Cheng family, the capital of the gods, did not secretly join the clan, and it is probably mixed with the uncle's selfishness-he wants to completely destroy this bloodline with higher potential in terms of reputation. Younger brother, make sure that the power of the Cheng family is in the hands of his lineage.

"During that time, our life was very difficult, and it didn't get better until you entered junior high school." Xie Guyan turned to look at the princess sister, "There is still a lot of your help."

"Actually, I didn't help much." Elder Princess bit her lower lip, her gaze dimmed.

"It's also because of the emperor." Xie Guyan said indifferently, "You can't make the decision yourself."

Cheng Jinyang was silent for a moment, and finally asked the question:
"Mother, do you now...have you considered yourself Xie Guyan?"

"The former Xie Guyan is dead, and since I was reborn on her body and inherited her memory, why do I think there is nothing wrong with Xie Guyan?" Xie Guyan said quietly, staring at him with some meaning profound.

Cheng Jinyang seemed to have an illusion for a moment, as if her identity as a time traveler had been seen through by her, the same death and resurrection, the same impostor...

However, he soon came back to his senses, how could it be possible?

Even if the personality is split and the secondary personality replaces the main personality, it is more reliable than some soul wear to inherit the memory... By the way, my mother must have thought that I was reborn after death, just like a congenital demon.

"After you entered junior high school, we have actually become numb to the status quo." Xie Guyan continued to recall, "It's just that the only one who can't let go of it is you."

"We can accept our own failures, but we don't want you to live a life like this. So your father went to the God Capital Cheng to intercede, hoping that the family can accept your naturalization."

"And I contacted a few former colleagues of the Imperial Academy of Sciences. If the road to the God Capital Cheng's side fails, at least let you go to the high school affiliated to the Imperial Academy of Sciences, so that even if you come from a poor family, you can take the road of scientific research in the future. .”

Cheng Jinyang was silent.

Undoubtedly, the last efforts of my parents all failed, otherwise, when I crossed over, I wouldn't still be studying in an ordinary private high school.

If I didn't have the monster characteristics of being awakened into a dream because of the death of my parents, then there is a high probability that I will walk the route that my parents never want me to take, and I will work hard all my life.

Graduating from high school without any fanfare, then going to work, finding a hand-to-mouth job, living a life like a social animal, and dying in some forgotten corner.

"It wasn't until all our efforts failed that I confirmed that the human world is a stagnant pool." Xie Guyan finally concluded.

"If the world of demons is monotonous, at least there is still a chance to rise through strength; then, the upper and lower classes in the human world have almost stopped circulating, and the only way to cross classes is political ties."

"As long as you are favored by those in power, you will be able to thrive even if you are a pig; if you are banned by those in power, you will not be able to make it no matter how talented you are."

She sneered mockingly: "What is there to yearn for in such a world? It's ridiculous."

Cheng Jinyang was speechless.

In fact, he himself has a deep understanding of the social phenomenon of "crossing classes and relying on political ties" as his mother said.

Even though his talent was amazing back then, just because he threatened the status of his uncle, he was banned and treated harshly by the Cheng family in the god capital, which almost made his blood pressure full every time.

The opportunity for the reversal was the political support of Cheng Ben and the old man.

What's even more ironic is that without the help of Miss Wang and Ah Zhi, he would not have been able to see his own grandfather at all.

As for the persecution his parents suffered at the beginning, the sudden fall from a height to the abyss, and the desperate situation, although he is not completely clear, he can probably sense it from the bone-chilling coldness emanating from his mother at this time.

Before the mother died, she should have been in despair.

"Mom." The princess sister said in a low voice, "Back then, it was... our Sima family, I'm sorry."

"Emperors of the Sima Clan have always wanted to change this stagnant status quo." Xie Guyan said indifferently, "But since the era of supernatural abilities, the overall strength of the gentry has grown too fast, and they can even directly compete with the imperial power. "

"So in your father's generation, there is no hope for gentle and gradual reforms. Your father hopes to use the power of demons to directly destroy the entire gentry with violence, but at that time I still had illusions about the human world."

"So..." Cheng Jinyang suddenly realized.

"My marriage with your father was captured and used by the emperor." Xie Guyan laughed sarcastically, "He actually wanted to bet with me that the current human world, which is gradually being controlled by the gentry, has been rotten to the bone, and there will be no more It is necessary to continue improving and repairing.”

"In the end, your father and I lost this bet after several years of hardship, despair and eventual death."

　The previous foreshadowing, about the pitfalls of the old emperor and Xie Guyan, is half filled here.Tomorrow's chapter fills in the other half.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)