girl, you're wrong

Chapter 258 The Life I Chose

Cui Jinqi returned to the clan.

Because of the emperor's sudden death, the stock market in Jiankang City plummeted severely, and the entire Qinghe Cui family was running all night. Her father Cui Taichong also stayed up all night, patronizing various conference calls to convene directors.

"What's the matter, baby girl?" Seeing Cui Jinqi returning home with a normal expression, Cui Taichong cried out in his heart, because the little daughter has always had a weird personality, and she is always smiling at ordinary times. Serious expression?
"What's the matter, Dad?" Cui Jinqi asked strangely.

Cui Taichong was speechless for a moment.

It was hard for him to say, "You are not very serious at ordinary times, and it seems abnormal to suddenly be serious at this time", so he made a haha, took a teacup and drank water to cover up his embarrassment:
"Nothing, I thought you had something to say."

"I do have something to say, Dad." Cui Xiaoniang walked in front of him and said seriously, "I want to help with family affairs."

puff!Cui Taichong just took a sip of tea, when he heard the words, he choked it into his throat, and coughed violently after spitting it out.

"Family affairs? Why do you need to deal with family affairs?" He talked about other things.

For this little daughter, Cui Taichong is of course sympathetic and caring.

Not to mention that Cui Jinqi has been loved by her family as the apple of their eye since she was born.No one expected that incident back then would cause such a huge psychological shadow on her.

In medicine, this is called "artificial disorder", which means that patients know that lying is wrong, but they still have a tendency to lie uncontrollably.

(For details, please refer to "Work Related" in this book)
In other words, the more things Cui Jinqi didn't want to answer, the more she would instinctively lie, and as the number of times she told the truth increased, this tendency to lie became stronger and stronger until she could not stop lying.

It's a mental illness, and in a family of financial ancestry, a very nasty mental illness.After all, credit is the cornerstone of finance, and a girl who always lies will not only fail to gain the trust of investment clients, but also fail to handle team work well in a financial workplace that requires high collaboration.

Therefore, it is absolutely impossible for Cui Jinqi to help with family affairs.Cui Taichong even thought it was because his youngest daughter fell ill again, and lied in the name of "handling family affairs", but actually wanted to sneak out to play with the eldest lady of the Wang family in Taiyuan.

So he laughed and said:

"Well, haven't you been playing outside recently? It doesn't matter, I didn't say that you must stay at home..."

Cui Jinqi was very speechless, but she was already mentally prepared for this, and said with a smile:

"Dad, I should have recovered from my illness."

"Yeah, dad didn't blame you, what happened back then was because mom and dad didn't do a good job." Cui Taichong comforted her patiently.

Cui Jinqi: ………………

"Dad, I want to find a psychiatrist to see how my condition is going." She said seriously.

"Oh, okay." Cui Taichong thought the same, and he really didn't see a doctor this month.

If the best trauma doctors serve Longxi Li, then the best psychiatrists basically have business contacts with Qinghe Cui. After all, the workplace pressure in the financial industry is too great.

Soon the psychiatrist came to Cui Taichong's home and began to conduct a psychological examination on Cui Jinqi.

"Jinqi, please answer some questions for me next." She took out the case collection from the package and began to read it carefully.

The case collection records a large amount of private information about Cui Jinqi, presented in the form of a collection of questions and answers.

As the questions are gradually raised, Cui Jinqi will become more and more inclined to lie, and the psychiatrist can also use Cui Jinqi's gradual performance to judge whether her mental state is getting worse or better at this time.

"Being reprimanded by your father for the first time?" asked the psychiatrist.

Because of being asked repeated questions every month, Cui Jinqi's answer is also very smooth:
"Playing with candles burned his business profile."

"The worst thing you did to your brother?"

"Poke holes in his tools with needles."

"What kind of person do you think your mother is?"

"High emotional intelligence, can handle things in an orderly manner, but sometimes too much control."

………………

After about 10 minutes, the psychiatrist held the frame of the glasses lightly with his fingers, showing a rather surprised expression.

All correct.

is exactly the same as the answer.

In other words, Cui Jinqi told the truth about every question.

Looking at the imaging records of brain waves again, and pulling out the pictures with the mouse to check them over and over again, she finally had to admit an incredible thing.

Although I don't know what's going on, there was no sign of improvement last month, but I checked again today and found...

...Her lying disease, okay?
"Really?!" Cui Taichong, who was told about this by the psychiatrist, immediately stood up ecstatically.

"At present, we can't find the lesion area with abnormal reaction." The psychiatrist said with a smile, "To be on the safe side, let's observe it for a few more days."

"It will be observed for a few days." Cui Taichong nodded hurriedly and agreed, "Make sure my daughter is fine."

The youngest daughter, who was always loved by the family, has a bad disease of having to lie, so that she has a very bad reputation in the outside world and is looked down upon by others. Isn't this his father's heart disease?Now that his long-cherished wish has been fulfilled for many years, Cui Taichong even has the urge to go to the temple on Zijin Mountain to fulfill his wish.

"Jinqi!" He couldn't help crying, hugged his daughter and said, "You have been wronged all these years!"

"I'm fine, Dad." Cui Jinqi was also a little sentimental, but was soon replaced by firm emotions, "Next, I want to live the life I choose."

"Father promises that you will live the life you choose." Cui Taichong was already grateful at this moment, not to mention letting her handle the family affairs, he wished to buy the whole world and give it to her.

"En." Cui Jinqi didn't say much, but her mind suddenly returned to the past, remembering what Xing Yuanzhi said.

Do you like him too?

The short six words seemed to carry a huge weight, so heavy that she couldn't even continue to breathe just thinking about this question.

The instinct of self-preservation is driving her to answer "I don't like it" immediately, because it can reduce her stress.As Wang Wanrou said when they first met, lies are a tool for games, and she is afraid of games between people, so she would rather pile up a lot of lies to close her heart and not open to anyone outside, so as to avoid being hurt. any harm.

but……

Cui Jinqi understood even better, as long as she chooses to lie and deny at this time, she will invisibly admit defeat in the fight with Xing Yuanzhi.Momentum, determination, will...all will be gone with the wind with her denial.

After all, if you don't even have the courage to admit your relationship, how can you talk about convincing yourself that this relationship really exists?
So a bigger fear gripped her than the accumulated, deep-rooted subconscious of lying to avoid harm.It was a fear of losing something, telling her if she chose to back down here.

She will regret it.

Therefore, even though her instincts and habits were still trying to interfere with her thoughts, so that the brain in her skull even began to ache, she still spent a long time before she overcame the strong urge to lie and said what she really wanted Expressed content:
"Yes."

Pressing her temples in pain, she felt as though some of the protective shells that bound her soul had broken.

She used to protect herself with a thick shell of lies, but until someone stepped forward and stood in his way, she no longer needed this shell.

Then she turned her head, looked at Yuan Zhi with a pale face and calmly:
"I like him too."

(End of this chapter)