girl, you're wrong

Chapter 159 Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, is a white horse not a horse?
The morning sun shone into the room, and Cheng Jinyang lay silently on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling.

Don't want to face reality.

There may be no more joys and sorrows in my life.

"Are you lying dead?" Miss Wang asked coldly when she came to Cheng Jinyang's bedside after washing.

"Wanrou." Cheng Jinyang asked with a sigh, "If that big monster... has Xiaoli's memory, does it mean that Xiaoli is still alive?"

"Then if you lose your memory, do you count as dead?" Wang Wanrou asked back.

Cheng Jinyang: ………………

Damn, I can't refute it!

Of course, amnesia is not considered dead, after all, there is still the possibility of recovering memory.

However, Su Lili couldn't survive anymore... She was dead from the very beginning, before she crossed over, there was no way for her to save her.

Cheng Jinyang felt his scalp tingling when he thought that during this period of time, the lovely Xiaoli whom he kept warm with him every night was actually a monster who deliberately wanted to kill him.

However, what still lingers in his mind is the almost desperate expression on Su Lili's face when Wang Wanrou forcibly broke through the dream and brought herself to wake up.

Cheng Jinyang got up and went to the bathroom in a daze.After he finished washing, he saw Wang Wanrou leaning against the door frame in the mirror and said:
"About your dream, she didn't actually create it, she just provided a login interface."

"I have already hacked and modified the permissions of the interface. You can use the dreamland with confidence in the future without worrying about being controlled by her; of course, in the dreamland, she may come to kill you again, but as long as you don't give in, there will be no substantial harm."

"No." Cheng Jinyang shook his head, "She won't kill me."

"If what you said is true and she is actually trying to trick me into leaving Jiankang City, then she won't arouse my hostility in the dream; if she is really Su Lili, then she won't kill me."

"Is this the intuition of a scumbag?" Wang Wanrou shook her head, "Through the analysis of 'Su Lili', I can probably infer her intentions, but we still don't know much about the other methods that the big monster possesses. That is to say, it is not surprising to encounter any weird things in the follow-up dream."

"More importantly, you need this dream to increase your blood concentration..."

"You need it too?" Cheng Jinyang asked without looking back.

Wang Wanrou was silent for a while.

"Yes," she replied, "we do too."

"Then what if I can't enter this dream?" Cheng Jinyang turned around and looked at her calmly, "Will you still stay by my side?"

"I don't know about them." Wang Wanrou replied, "As for me, if I met you before, I wouldn't; if it's from now on, I will."

"Is there any difference?" Cheng Jinyang smiled wryly.

"Before I knew you, if there were no dreams, you would not have any qualities that would attract me." Wang Wanrou said succinctly.

"what about now?"

"Now? So-so." Wang Wanrou smiled and said, "If the world is like a boring gray and white picture scroll, then you can barely be regarded as one of the few bleak colors in it."

"It's just 'one of the few', not the 'only' color?" Cheng Jinyang laughed.

"Don't be smug, we have to go to your 'Sister Xinnan' in the morning." Wang Wanrou avoided answering.

However, for this eldest lady, not denying and mocking with a sneer is enough to explain her answer.

Therefore, Cheng Jinyang's mood also improved a little bit—to use Wang Wanrou's metaphor, it means that there is a gloomy color in the gray and white inner world of despair.

The two simply had breakfast when there was a knock on the door outside.

Ah Zhi is back.

Although the family land of the Xing clan in Hejian is very close to the Cheng clan, the capital of the gods, Xing Yuanzhi did not choose to go directly to Luotang, but went back to Wujiang Town to find Cheng Jinyang.

This was another bit of consolation, which made Cheng Jinyang a little happier.

"There seems to be something wrong with your complexion?" Xing Yuanzhi keenly noticed his strangeness.

"Is it obvious?" Cheng Jinyang touched his face.

"It's like coming back from a tiring day full of sweat and dust, and then discovering that the bathtub at home is broken and I can't take a shower." Xing Yunzhi said.

The wonderful metaphor from Ah Zhi, in the past, he would definitely complain, "Actually, there is a public bathroom across the street."

However, he is really not in that mood now, so he just smiled wryly and said:

"Well, I'm broken in love."

Xing Yuanzhi's ears immediately perked up.She first glanced at Wang Wanrou vigilantly (could she have confessed to her), and seeing that the woman with five surnames did not respond, she asked tentatively:
"Su Lili?"

Cheng Jinyang covered his cheeks, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

"Oh." Xing Yuanzhi didn't know what to say.

After a while, she said in a low voice:
"It's good to come out early, people can't indulge in the illusion of the past forever."

"Thank you for your enlightenment, Yuan Zhi." Cheng Jinyang whispered, "If possible, can you help me wash the breakfast dishes?"

"You're welcome, please wash yourself." Xing Yuanzhi said.

"If Qingqing was here, she would definitely wash for me." Cheng Jinyang sighed, and stood up holding the bowl and chopsticks.

As he walked into the kitchen, Xing Yuanzhi immediately asked Wang Wanrou in a low voice:
"What happened last night? Su Lili died in the dream?"

"Can a dead person die again?" Wang Wanrou asked her back, making Xing Yuanzhi feel like an idiot.

"I mean, has the phantom that only he can see has been shattered?" Xing Yuanzhi corrected his words.

"No." Wang Wanrou said, "It has evolved into a big monster."

Xing Yuanzhi: ? ? ?

Putting the bowls and chopsticks in the sink, Cheng Jinyang turned on the faucet, and stared blankly at the water washing the plate.

Su Lili...

He suddenly remembered three years ago.

In the memory belonging to the original owner, he saw that Su Lili's lower body had been swallowed by the demon, and his breath was weakening. He said sadly and painfully:

"You have to live..."

"Live well...even if..."

"for me……"

But now, the monster that devoured her has turned into her, how ridiculous and ridiculous it is!It's a shame I spent so long with a counterfeit!
Wait, I don't seem to be the original one either!
I traveled to Cheng Jinyang, who was depressed and dying, and obtained his memory, so am I "Cheng Jinyang"?In the same way, is the big demon who has integrated Su Lili's memory "Su Lili"?

If it is, then when I am with her, it means that Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili are together. How can there be any difference between fake and fake?

If not, then the real Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili are both dead.I, who took Cheng Jinyang's identity through time travel, have never dealt with the original Su Lili.

I met me in the dream, posted with me, and made me fall in love with it from the bottom of my heart. From the very beginning, it was this big monster who turned into Su Lili!
The more Cheng Jinyang thought about it, the more confused he became, and he felt his brain ache.

On the one hand, I instinctively feel that something is wrong, but on the other hand, I cannot refute it: If this logic is followed, there is neither the problem of the dead woman nor the problem of the original NTR owner.

Either I merged with Cheng Jinyang, or Da Yao merged with Su Lili.In this way, Su Lili is actually not dead, and I don't have the original owner of NTR. After all, I am Cheng Jinyang. How could it be NTR himself?

Either the two of them are dead, and Da Yao and I, two Xibei bastards, stick to each other under the identities of Cheng Jinyang and Su Lili, then it is pure love without NTR.As for the big monster killing Su Lili, what does that have to do with me?Su Lili was the childhood sweetheart of the deceased original owner, not mine!
After thinking carefully for a long time, Cheng Jinyang finally realized that there is no need to worry about whether the big demon is Su Lili's philosophical question, and his own safety is the most important thing.

He only needs to confirm two things next:

First, whether Su Lili's personality is dominant in the big demon's body.

Second, whether the big demon wants to kill himself.

Judging from the motivation, these two points are actually the same point.After all, Xiaoli's consciousness must like him, and Da Yao's own consciousness must want to kill him.

My mind brightened up in an instant. Although I still haven't figured out the truth, the dark clouds in my heart that were originally depressed have dissipated a lot.

Cheng Jinyang washed the bowls and chopsticks in the sink, and just put them into the disinfection cabinet, when he heard a girl's crisp cry from below.

He looked up from the window and saw Qingqing standing downstairs, waving enthusiastically at him.

(End of this chapter)