National Juggernaut

Chapter 159 The Tiger Enters Pingyang
Due to the sudden arrival of unexpected visitors (assassins) in the past two days, for the sake of safety, the completely unprepared new headquarters is not very suitable for people to live in.

Zheng Li chose the old place for the rendezvous of the battle group, the Yinghuo cart parked near the city wall of Bailu District, where there is Yinghuo's defense area, and the security is much higher.

On the other hand, it was also because the new headquarters was a bit small. Before the newly hired civil servants came to work, Zheng Li gave them paid leave to avoid being involved in accidents.

Zheng Li felt that he was not the main target. After two days, everyone would be dead, and that was it.

Gathering in the Firefly Cart, although life is a bit uncomfortable, some additional training facilities and so on are also very advantageous.

"call!"

In the training room, Tora Yisaki, who was covered in sweat, clenched his fists tightly, and in front of him was a sandbag that had been twisted and deformed.

On the floor, there were two other sandbags that had been completely scrapped. The woman who couldn't sleep all night passed the long night with self-torture training.

"Hey, it's not okay to waste the training facilities like this."

The sudden sound startled her.

Muttering at the corner of her mouth, she was relieved when she saw Zheng Li came in with a smile, obviously just joking.

But Zheng Li shook his head inwardly at Tiger Yisaki's performance.

"Dark circles represent lack of rest, overly sensitive nerves, and the heart is shaken. If you don't even play at the peak of your physical strength, you can't play six points in very combat strength, and you will lose if you are in a trance. The most terrible thing is lack of self-confidence. A fighter is deadly."

Uh, this seems to have something to do with Zheng Li.

Conceit and inferiority are two sides of the same coin. When reality hits head-on, the overflowing pride and conceit will often crazily transform into inferiority and anxiety. Ever since seeing Zheng Li, Tiger Yisaki has not won much.

Originally thought that she was the proud daughter of heaven, with amazing talent, and she had the confidence to be pampered all the way around, and then she was slapped in the face in various ways.

In the Beheading Demon incident, what was slapped in the face was the wisdom and professionalism of a public official.

In fact, she only suffered a slight setback that time, and it was Xiao Jinku who was injured more seriously.

She had no interest in being a police officer, so it was only natural that she failed to do well, and she was only worried about her loan if she failed.

In the traditional family concept, the one who can fight is the master, IQ?trick?It is only used by the weak. I have to admit that the education in some areas of Shiqian City is indeed very problematic.

He was beaten violently in the rookie competition and lost his proud personal strength. This was the first serious injury.

Especially when it was discovered that Zheng Li was only 21 years old and had only been exposed to psychic powers for seven years. The confidence of the genius who was called a once-in-a-century genius in the Hu family collapsed. You know, although she is only 20 years old, she has been in contact with psychic powers for at least 17 years. Year.

"It took an extra ten years to be knocked down easily and uninjured."

God knows how many times she watched the video of her being defeated, and each time, she felt even more desperate.

"... Now, can I avoid Zheng Li's attack? If we fight again, it seems that everything will be the same."

Even, during that time, that man kept appearing in his dreams, and then easily defeated himself, riding on his back, cutting his nails, and pulling his tail.

Failure is not terrible, but the strengths that have always been proud of, regarded as personal force that is pursued in life, are not worth mentioning in the hands of people who are more "backward" than themselves, Tora Yisaki naturally fell into self-doubt.

A simple person does not mean that he will not be entangled. On the contrary, being too pure can easily hit a dead end.

The Hu family's theory of only force is to urge young people to practice hard, but when they fail in the pursuit of force, it makes young people even more unsure how to deal with it.

"I have worked so hard, why can't I win? My family members clearly say that I am the most talented, I am the best and strongest in this generation's 'one', and there is also a tailor-made scarlet poisonous tiger route, why"

Under the carefree appearance, she was actually full of scars. She even began to doubt the teachings of her family and whether her talent was really that good.

In the wilderness, a sudden death announced with the cruelest reality that she was not the protagonist of the legendary story, on the contrary, she was even a bit like a buffoon who was beyond her control " signal.

For the first time, she suffered from her own weakness.

She thought about what would happen if she left the Peace Corps. But it didn't seem to be a big deal. She went back and begged her family, and those who should go to work continued to work. If she was lucky, she might be able to enter a stronger battle group.

But she was a little reconciled, unwilling to just run away with her tail between her legs in front of the man who defeated her. Without Zheng Li's knowledge, he has always been Torano Ichisaki's imaginary enemy. At least half of joining the Peace Corps was for Beat him one day and win the round.

But the next development made people even more uncomfortable.

"What is more painful than unbearable failure and embarrassment is mediocrity, being forgotten, being ignored and not expected."

During this period of time, even if he repeatedly revised his psychological expectations, if he could cater to the rhythm of the new battle group, Tora Ichisaki would still have a very painful life.

She's not used to it, not used to being ignored by the rest of the team, or even counted as part of a useful force.

"Cooks are more useful than me?!"

After a few encounters, Zheng Li, who was regarded as an imaginary enemy, crushed him with his performance. Even this shark demi-human cook who appeared suddenly was just so sick?

Along the way, looking at other people glowing and glowing, and being a freelancer, this sense of incongruity made Toranoichi very aggrieved,
She feels that she is the short board, the weakest piece in the team.

After losing to his good sister Lan Mengqi, it was no longer the feeling.

"A rookie with less than half a year? I actually lost to a rookie with less than half a year?"

In an internal contest, she was simply sniped by a flying rabbit hanging from a long distance, and finally couldn't catch up with her life and death, and had no choice but to admit defeat.

It's fine if it's just a loss, anyone can understand professional restraint. But after the rabbit got the little leopard, Torora took the initiative to challenge again, hoping to get back the game.

"Why did I lose again, am I really a waste?"

This time, the loss was even more straightforward.

The little leopard suddenly attracted attention from its downturn, and the rabbit wearing silver boots showed off its magnificent kicking skills. When he was cautiously dealing with hand-to-hand combat, a red ball with a smell of scales bounced off the wall and hit his back If the brain is in actual combat, he is dead again.

Coupled with the fact that she was drawn the No. [-] lottery and all kinds of rumors on the Internet, she couldn't sleep all night, and she even thought about retiring if it wasn't for the loan that she couldn't pay back.

"Perhaps, what they said is correct, I am just a waste with a strong talent for luck."

Someone read it right, Tora Ichisaki's state is no longer in a bad state, a series of recent events, especially the fact that she lost to Rabbit, made her almost collapse.

Confidence is accumulated through continuous success, and Tora Ichisaki, who has always been highly praised, has not actually tasted the real chance of success, but is constantly beaten by various setbacks to the remaining self-esteem.

Her self-confidence was so weak that she couldn't even understand Zheng Li's jokes.

When Zheng Li's voice suddenly sounded, she subconsciously compared the value of herself with the two sandbags, and subconsciously concluded that she seemed to win a little.

Uh, at least with my own salary, I can buy a lot of sandbags. Although the sandbags that don't move may be more useful than myself.

The human heart is the most wonderful thing. From extreme self-confidence and arrogance to self-destructive self-abased and self-destructive, it only takes one month of continuous rainy days.

Especially for young birds who have never experienced real setbacks, their self-confidence may be just to cover up their fragile and sensitive immature hearts.

She was about to be completely doomed, and she was probably only short of a big defeat in public.

She found that there was darkness in front of her eyes, and she might have come to an end and had no future.

She felt that when this game was over, everything should be over.

Thinking of the failure and giving up in the future, she was inexplicably happy and relaxed, but then, there was indeed endless sorrow and pain,

Tiger Isaki!So many years of hard work just to give up?Can you repay the expectations and support of your family?Can you really accept the disappointed eyes of your loved ones?That will last until the end of the rest of your life.

She even had some expectations that she would not have to face the disappointed eyes of her relatives if she could face a real death on the field.

The next moment, he felt self-blame and even despair for this cowardice.

"Me? I'm fine? Hehe, see if I come back with a No.1 qualification, remember to give me a raise then."

In the middle of the night, facing the man who shattered his self-esteem alone, Tora Yisaki remained stubborn, gritted his teeth and squeezed out a declaration of victory.

But Zheng Li looked at her silently.

For a full 3 minutes, I didn't say a word, just watched silently.

That calm gaze made Tora Yisaki feel inexplicably fearful, that focused gaze seemed to be looking behind him, and everything about him was seen through.

Zheng Li spoke up before he couldn't stand it until he exploded.

"You went the wrong way, and your family also pointed the wrong way. Let me find you another way."

(End of this chapter)