What to do with old strange dreams

19 Confession
It is impossible for everyone's temper to become weird for no reason.

Liu Ansheng's attitude towards women is obviously different from normal men.

In the general environment, his indifferent and sarcastic behavior towards women is considered weird by others, and he will not speak lightly just because the other party is a woman at work.

In the previous company, whenever similar incidents happened, the rest of the male colleagues in the company would come forward to excuse the women reprimanded by Liu Ansheng.

In their view, this is a rare opportunity.

That's why Liu Ansheng resigned from his last job.

The culprit behind this series of events was the girl he fell in love with in high school.

"I used to be very naive. I mistakenly thought that if I liked someone, I should be with me for the rest of my life. At that time, I did the same thing... I thought about my future life, how she would look in a wedding dress, and even the name of my child in the future. Secretly recorded in the notebook."

"..."

"It's not that I haven't received love letters since I was a child... But she was the only one who successfully attracted me. Although she was not excellent in studies, she never gave up at all. She often went to me with textbooks after class and asked me to Teach her."

"..."

"At first I didn't want to talk to her, but she was always sticking to me and pestering me like a skinny plaster... Slowly I started to pay attention to her, and started to stare at her uncontrollably. Well, no matter when class is over, the figure chatting with other students in physical education class... I can see it all."

He raised his hands to pinch the strands of hair that he couldn't lift, and rubbed them with his fingertips.

Separation.

The same is true for feelings. From Liu Ansheng's point of view, it is similar to the current broken hair. It doesn't need to be blown by the wind, and it will fall apart after rubbing it with your hands.

"Later, I got together with her. Even though we were forbidden to fall in love in school, we still secretly talked about it. This conversation lasted for four years...we broke up in our sophomore year."

Exhaling a breath, Liu Ansheng continued.

"It's a peaceful breakup. The reason is that the two are not suitable. Their family is not very satisfied with my conditions. The strange thing is that I wasn't surprised when she proposed to break up. It seemed that I had expected it a long time ago."

"you……"

"It's strange, it's obviously a very sad thing, but I don't feel too uncomfortable. It's just that since then I have been a little resistant to girls who want to approach me. I know what they want to express, but He always pretends to be, uh... a straight man, pretending not to understand."

Seemingly amused by his own thoughts, Liu Ansheng couldn't hold back a sneer.

Things that seem bloody and hypocritical to ordinary people, but to him... he can't forget them.

If you once liked someone to the extreme, your heart would be extremely cold when you parted.

He had never told anyone about the past before, but he told Xu Shuyao today.

Liu Ansheng has made his own decision.

The story is very short, but Xu Shuyao, who heard this story, felt sorry for the other party.

She had never been in a relationship before, so she didn't know how he felt at that time.

But she understands very well that for that unknown girl...

She... was a little jealous.

Take a deep breath, then exhale.

Xu Shuyao adjusted her emotions, tried to suppress the unhappiness in her heart, and continued to trim with the hand holding the scissors.

Both of them were silent at this moment.

After Liu Ansheng briefly talked about the past, everything seemed to return to the original appearance.

Slowly, Xu Shuyao came directly opposite him.

Trim it up.

Liu Ansheng just opened his eyes and looked at Xu Shuyao who was very close to him. He didn't need to sniff deliberately, he could easily smell the faint fragrance from the other person.

A very strange thing.

Obviously, she would also apply shower gel when she took a shower, but the smell on her body was different from hers.

Time passed by every minute and every second, and the heavy rain outside the house did not mean to ease in the slightest.

Instead, it gets bigger and bigger.

The sound of rain falling on the ground was transmitted into the house through the courtyard.

After about 15 minutes, Xu Shuyao finished trimming Liu Ansheng's hair.

Xu Shuyao, who has been studying haircuts for a while, uses her superb skills to style his hair very pleasing to the eye.

With his more mature and steady face...

The eye sockets were a little red, and for some reason, Xu Shuyao's chest seemed to be clogged with air from the very beginning, and she wanted to exhale, but no matter what, it couldn't alleviate the situation.

Picking up the square sponge on the small pushing table, Xu Shuyao's movements were different from before, and she was absent-mindedly cleaning the hair on Liu Ansheng's neck.

After a few random sweeps, he helped him untie the long cloth around his neck.

Shaking, he rolled the cloth into a ball and stuffed it under the compartment of the trolley.

Carrying a plastic cart full of various hairdressing supplies, Xu Shuyao lowered her head slightly, and said softly in a voice that had changed somewhat.

"I'll put the car back... wash your hair yourself..."

After saying this, she left here as if running away.

Liu Ansheng's words still had an impact on her after all.

If you really like someone, the most intuitive feeling is possession...

The same is true for men and women.

With the sound of the door being closed, Liu Ansheng was the only one left in the huge room.

His eyes followed Xu Shuyao's figure, watching her walk into the door...

one second...

two seconds...

three seconds...

In the fourth second, a smile appeared on Liu Ansheng's expressionless face.

He lowered his head slowly, looking at his hands that were no longer meticulous.

Grip tightly.

really……

This time he lost again.

inside the room.

The cart was randomly placed aside.

At the moment when the door was closed, Xu Shuyao seemed to be unable to bear it any longer. She didn't know why he still told herself these things even after she had shown that she didn't want to listen anymore...

No woman can allow...a person she likes to talk about another person.

Xu Shuyao is also a woman.

Although she has never been in a relationship, has no rich emotional experience, and doesn't know how to treat someone well...

But after hearing Liu Ansheng talk about the past, the most intuitive feeling in her heart was discomfort.

She didn't want to hear about his past, and she didn't want to hear Liu Ansheng talk about other women.

Also didn't want to hear...how much he had liked another person.

People are selfish animals, even if they don't have any opinions, it's the same for her who has followed him and watched secretly for nearly a year...

Seemingly unable to bear it any longer, Xu Shuyao raised her arms and desperately wiped away the tears that had fallen with the back of her hands.

But like a faucet that no one turns off, there is no way to stop it anyway.

The mouth opened uncontrollably.

Obviously she wanted to cry out loud, but when she thought that Liu Ansheng was still outside the house at this moment, Xu Shuyao began to suppress this urge.

She didn't want the other party to think that she had a lot to do...

She didn't want Liu Ansheng to think that she was hypocritical...

But it is uncomfortable, and there is no way to control it.

Because of suppressing crying, her panting became faster and faster, so that she couldn't help but want to cry out.

He covered his mouth with his hands and only breathed through his nose.

Keep your voice down as much as possible...

Xu Shuyao likes Liu Ansheng.

From the day I hid at the window and looked downstairs...

She began to pay attention to each other.

She is aware of her flaws, and she has fantasized about the scene when the two are together, and she also knows what she is hiding from him.

But... if you like it, you like it.

There is no way to control it.

Unable to control.

"Bang bang bang..."

A crisp knock on the door rang in Xu Shuyao's ears, which interrupted her crying.

His eyes widened subconsciously, and he slowly turned his head to look behind him.

"Can you open the door, I have something to say."

Outside the door, Liu Ansheng's words came.

Xu Shuyao, who covered her mouth, looked at the closed door in a daze, and it took her a long time to react.

He wiped his hands that were already stained with tears on his body indiscriminately.

He took a deep breath, then let it out again.

He raised his hand and fiddled with his somewhat messy hair to make sure that there was no big problem with his image, and then he walked towards the door.

He responded with a somewhat hoarse voice.

"coming……"

Walking to the door, the outstretched hand hesitated.

He finally hit the doorknob.

Press down.

The moment the door was opened, Xu Shuyao quickly turned around.

To prevent Liu Ansheng from noticing the strangeness on his face.

Standing outside the door, Liu Ansheng gently pushed the half-closed door open, looking at the woman in front of him with her back turned to him.

Take a step forward.

two steps...

came behind her.

Raising his hand, he turned her around forcefully.

Xu Shuyao resisted a little bit, but there was already a disparity in strength between men and women.

In the end, he could only face Liu Ansheng directly and lower his head stubbornly.

Look to the side corner.

"Do you think I'm too much..."

"..."

Liu Ansheng's words reached Xu Shuyao's ears, but she did not respond.

As if asking and answering himself, after waiting for a while, Liu Ansheng continued.

"I also think it's too much to say things you don't like to hear, but I don't want to hide anything from you..."

"..."

Dazed for a moment, Xu Shuyao turned her head back after a while, and looked at Liu Ansheng in front of her.

She seems to have expected something...

"My mum used to tell me that women are strong and vulnerable... She told me when I was very young not to make girls cry."

The left hand placed on her shoulder slowly lifted up, gently wiping the corners of her eyes that were already wet with tears with the thumb.

The face that was always cold now revealed an expression full of apology.

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have made you cry..."

"I……"

Xu Shuyao uttered a word, probably because he hadn't slowed down yet, so it wasn't smooth.

Blinking, making his vision of Liu Ansheng less blurred.

"I don't care... what happened to you before..."

"yes."

"But... I don't want to hear what you say..."

"understood."

"So...here, this time I will..."

Forgive you did not come out of Xu Shuyao's mouth, and Liu Ansheng's right hand spread out in front of her eyes in the next second.

A ring inlaid with diamonds appeared in Xu Shuyao's sight.

Just lay quietly in the palm of your hand.

Very beautiful ring.

Eyes opened to the extreme, Xu Shuyao obviously received a lot of shock.

He raised his hand and rubbed his eyes, and looked again.

The ring was still lying in Liu Ansheng's palm.

He raised his head and looked at the man in front of him.

Xu Shuyao's heartbeat continued to accelerate at this moment.

Plop...plop...plop plop plop!
"You and I……"

As if she couldn't speak, she spoke incoherently, looking at Liu Ansheng, and then at the diamond ring.

"The reason why I didn't take you out last week was because I chose this. At the time, I didn't know why I went secretly. Now I seem to know..."

Saying such a sentence softly, Liu Ansheng smiled from the bottom of his heart when facing Xu Shuyao for the first time.

He looked at the flustered girl in front of him.

Open your mouth and say such a sentence.

"I think... I probably fell in love with you."

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