What to do with old strange dreams

Chapter 15 Inner Thoughts
The sky is a little overcast.

After a few thunderclaps, the rain also fell from the sky.

It hit the glass window with a rattling sound.

This made Xu Shuyao, who was in the room, stop writing in her hand, and looked towards the window.

Warm lights illuminate the room, and the rumble of the diesel generator can still be clearly heard in the ears.

It has been 21 days since the power supply was cut off in the city.

The two of them had already moved out of a small hotel and found their current residence, while Liu Ansheng had brought back four generators to provide electricity. At this time, this small villa had become the only one in the city. A house with electricity.

Lights, refrigerators, and water heaters are all operating normally.

From the panic at the beginning, to now I have gradually gotten used to this kind of life...

For some reason, Xu Shuyao always felt at ease by his side.

Although the attitude is still so lukewarm.

After doing something wrong, I will criticize myself mercilessly.

But after talking about myself, I will teach myself what to do...

Xu Shuyao felt that she knew him a little bit.

Unlike at the beginning, just relying on his appearance, he mistakenly thought that he was a gentle and sunny person.

During these 24 days of being together, Xu Shuyao found that although he occasionally spoke harshly, the truth was correct...

All in all, he can be regarded as a person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside.

Xu Shuyao seriously lacks communication with strangers other than family members.

Because most of the elderly live in the community, although most of them are amiable, but... people are always different. When people get old, they don't have rich entertainment like young people. They always talk about it when they are free. Tell anecdotes about the neighbors.

Whenever those old ladies talked about Xu Shuyao, perhaps because of their old ways of thinking, although the occasional words they said were not too malicious, they felt very unpleasant after being heard by her.

Whenever she was pushed out of the house by her mother, she could always detect the eyes of those around her, as well as sighs and whispers.

Of course, this is not the main reason. The fundamental reason why Xu Shuyao didn't want to come out of the room and hated this world was that day...

The old lady who lived in the next building visited my home.

Xu Shuyao, who was in the house, heard the conversation between the other party and her mother...

[The young man is very nice. He is only 28 years old this year. Although he is older than your daughter, he has a good family background and is excellent in every aspect, but his eyes are a bit slanted...]

【Oh, what else are you thinking about? It's not that you don't know about your daughter's current situation. Finding a husband's family can make it easier for the two of you. 】

[What's wrong with the squint?It's okay to have a good appearance and a little problem. Their family also wants to have a child. I think it's a good match for your daughter. 】

These words passed into Xu Shuyao's ears verbatim.

Before that accident happened, she was also very popular on the high school campus.

Because of her appearance and figure, and because of her poor cultural level, the teacher has always encouraged her to study art and sports, saying that she will be better at choosing colleges in the future.

Although he was not considered the proud son of heaven, Xu Shuyao had a happy family and a happy life at that time.

If it wasn't for that accident, she wouldn't be what she is now...

The old friends will not be gradually alienated by the passage of time, nor will they fall to the present situation...

Xu Shuyao had some impressions of the man the old lady was talking about.

Before the accident happened, she had heard her mother and father mentioning this matter when they were talking, but the relatives who had been dating for several years were bumping into walls everywhere because of their appearance.

I never thought that the target has been aimed at her now...

After the accident, my mother quit her job, leaving my father alone to make money.

Four years is not long or short, and my mother has undergone great changes in these years, the most intuitive one is her appearance.

Perhaps because of overwork, she is much older, and she doesn't laugh as much as before, and she repeats the same thing every day.

Lifting myself out of bed into a wheelchair, then eating, pushing myself out into the sun...

She must have been tired too...

After that incident, Xu Shuyao began to resist going out of the room, she was afraid that something similar would happen again.

No girl goes through adolescence without fantasizing about love.

Xu Shuyao is no exception.

Before the accident, she, who had never been in a relationship, was full of expectations for the future and wondered what the person she would be with for the rest of her life would be like.

She doesn't have too high requirements, as long as she likes herself very much...

That's enough.

But since that accident, this idea has become an unfulfilled wish.

Normal families would not accept that their daughter-in-law has leg problems, but when the men in special circumstances look at themselves, what they see in their eyes is the most primitive desire of men.

That look made Xu Shuyao feel disgusted. She originally thought that she could find netizens who understood her on the Internet.

But when she spoke out about her own flaws, those people were like gray wolves who took off their disguise and said some shameless words, which made Xu Shuyao feel that they simply wanted to pass on the family line...

Slowly, she even gave up on the Internet.

Although she also knows that she can't ask for too much now that she looks like this...

Can……

She just doesn't want to do it like this, doesn't want to...

There was the sound of a car driving into the yard outside the window, and Xu Shuyao, who was recalling the past, happened to hear this sound.

Sitting at the desk, she first turned her head to the window, then got up and walked over.

Looking down from the window...

Looking at the figure who opened the car door and carried things from the car...

If he hadn't saved the cat that day...

Maybe in this world, there is only me...

The rain seems to be getting stronger outside.

Xu Shuyao suddenly thought of something, turned around and ran towards the door, and took out the umbrella hanging on the shelf before leaving the room.

He trotted downstairs and ran towards the door.

The gate of the villa has been somewhat deformed, but it can still maintain the most basic opening and closing.

That was the result of Liu Ansheng breaking the door forcibly when he found this residence.

Xu Shuyao trotted out of the gate.

He ran towards Liu Ansheng who was drenched in the rain.

He opened the umbrella and held it above his head.

Looking at his hair that has already been soaked by rain...

Looking at Liu Ansheng who has been with him for 24 days...

Liu Ansheng, who was about to unload his things, noticed that the rain above his head was getting smaller, and felt the figure appearing beside him.

Subconsciously turned his head to the side.

Looking at Xu Shuyao who held up an umbrella for her...

Two people, looking at each other.

In addition to the heavy rain falling in the sky, he saw Xu Shuyao's expression at the moment when he was already drenched all over.

And...the imperceptible emotion in those eyes.

Immediately, she heard the words she said.

"Thanks a lot."

A smile blooms like a flower at dawn...

bright.

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