This villain is really like the hero

Chapter 838 Zhi Xi's Decision

In Yan Ruo's mind, the pictures in the heavenly book played as if they were accelerated.

With the rapid changes in front of everything, Yan Ruo's memory is awakening bit by bit.

Those beautiful peach blossom eyes were instantly filled with tears, and the broken light inside made people feel distressed.

"Yu Shu... Yu Shu..."

"How could I have forgotten him..."

"In these endless years, how much pain should he bear alone?"

Crystal tears fell one after another.

What Yan Ruo saw from the heavenly book was not only the memories she had forgotten, but also everything that Yu Shu and Yu experienced in the Three Thousand Small World.

T is the strongest in the world, but also the worst one.

With his existence, no matter how talented Yu Shu was in his reincarnation, he could not escape the fate of being rejected by the Dao of Heaven and becoming the villain boss for generations.

No matter what his nature is, the black hand of fate will always push him into the abyss step by step.

Yan Ruo squatted down slowly, wrapping her hands around her knees, feeling uneasy and helpless all over her body.

Her tears flowed for the memory she had forgotten, and she shed tears for everything Yu Shu had endured.

Zhi Xi watched silently from the side, only feeling that her heart was full of depression.

The person he likes is now grieving for another man.

And he didn't even have the right to be unhappy.

The only thing that can be done right now is to hand over an embroidered handkerchief.

But also rejected.

Now that Yan Ruo is in the Protoss clan, and her divine power has recovered, what can she not transform into herself?

It's just an embroidered handkerchief, how could she use Zhi Xi to conjure it up?

"Did you remember about Yu Shu a long time ago?" Yan Ruo wiped away tears casually, and looked up at Shenjun.

Everything she knew from the heavenly scriptures was related to Yu Shu, but she still didn't know about the fact that the god king had separated his soul and devoted himself to the hero of the world.

Shenjun didn't intend to point out this matter, he lowered his eyes to block the darkness, and said in a calm tone: "It's just that I remembered it earlier than you."

Yan Ruo thought for a while, and then asked, "Is it when you changed the mission requirements and changed my mission from protecting the world's hero to protecting the villain boss?"

"Yeah." Shen Jun responded softly.

His memory recovered since then, and when he thought of moving that pawn because of his own desires, which caused Yu Shu to sacrifice himself, the guilt in his heart was hard to suppress.

He knew very well that if Yu Shu came back, Yu who gave them such a headache back then would also come back.

But he couldn't bear the guilt in his heart, and he could no longer watch Yu Shu sinking in the world when he remembered everything.

If he wanted to suppress T again, this time he would rather be himself.

During those times when he remembered everything, he sat on the lonely throne, recalling everything back then every day.

He suddenly felt that he was wrong.

At the beginning, Yu Shu was in charge of the Yaozu, and he didn't issue many orders to rectify it. He always thought it was Yu Shu's inaction.

But since Yu Shu left, there has never been any real chaos in the Yaozu for tens of thousands of years.

Only then did he realize that this was the result of Yu Shu's management.

If it were him, would he really be able to do this?

Back then, he always felt that Yu Shu was not as good as himself.

Now that the years have passed, and looking back at the past, Zhi Xi feels that she is really short-sighted.

He is no match for Yu Shu in love.

He is also unmatched in his proudest management ability.

Even in the face of a crisis, he couldn't even have the courage to take on his own responsibilities.

He regretted it.

Regret why I hesitated in the first place.

He is the one who should make the sacrifice.

That was also the only chance for him to prove that he had the ability and courage to take responsibility, but he finally gave it up.

"Is he in the Yaozu now?"

Hearing Yan Ruo's question, Zhi Xi responded in a calm manner.

Without hesitation, Yan Ruo immediately stood up from the ground and ran out as fast as she could.

Dressed in light white clothes, I don't know when it will turn red like blood again.

Just like Yan Ruo who was chasing after Yu Shu back then.

Compared with her who was the most lively and active back then, now that she thinks of everything, she vaguely retains a bit of her original appearance, but it is more of a calmness that has been precipitated by time.

She was the same Yan Ruo she used to be, but she was different from what she used to be.

Zhi Xi stood still, watching her disappear from his sight little by little.

Slowly, a nostalgic look appeared in his eyes.

In the end, memories and reality are intertwined, and finally turned into a bitter smile.

He returned to the temple and silently wrote one oracle after another.

——He didn't think that after he left, the Protoss would be as stable as the Monster Race for tens of thousands of years or even longer without a leader.Then, the rest of the time can only rely on these oracles.

Instead of handing it over to his closest priest, he went to see Si Ming.

Si Ming didn't drink any alcohol today, and he seemed to be in a good mood.

When she saw Shenjun appearing, although she still had unconcealable disgust on her face, she still saluted very politely.

"I have seen the gods."

Shenjun stood with his hands behind his back, looked at her calmly, and said slowly, "I know you don't like me, and I also know that you are blaming me for something special."

Hearing such a sentence suddenly, Si Ming was startled at first, and then frowned, "Shen Jun came here today to inquire about the crime?"

Facing the woman's sneering eyes, Zhi Xi fell silent.

Not by default, but by surprise.

He knew that Si Ming hated him, but he never thought that in her heart, he would be such a narrow-minded villain.

He didn't hear a response, and Si Ming didn't panic.

He leaned lazily against the wall, and said in an understated tone, "Then how will the gods punish me?"

"No penalty."

Under Si Ming's astonished gaze, he took out the oracle he had just written and handed it to Si Ming.

Si Ming: "This is?"

"What Yu Shu did in the past, I want to do the same thing today." Shenjun looked at Si Ming, his eyes were as gentle as ever, "Now that Yu Shu is back, let me replace him, can Si Ming let go of his prejudice against me?" ?”

"Shen Jun asked the wrong person?" At this time, Si Ming didn't even know what kind of expression he should put on, "The person Shen Jun wants to ask is Goddess Yan Ruo?"

After all, Yan Ruo is the one he loves.

And she is just a little commander, so what if she has prejudice in her heart?Why did Shen Jun come over in person and say this to her.

Shenjun didn't explain, just uttered two words in a very slow tone, "No."

Not asking the wrong person.

What he likes is the goddess Yan Ruobu.

But in his heart, apart from the love for his children, the most important thing is the management of the Protoss.

He has been in the position of a god for thousands of years, and he always feels that he should be a good king.

It wasn't that he was greedy for life and afraid of death when he moved the pawn that changed his destiny, but that he had nostalgia for power and the world.

He always felt that only he could bring peace to this world, and if it were others, he would not believe that they had such ability.

But looking back now, there is still such a heartfelt person as Elder Shu beside Yu Shu.

And he... seems to be the only one who hates him like Si Ming.

As for the other protoss, they would not have any affection for him, they are cold and indifferent by nature, and just do their own things behind closed doors.

Zhi Xi has always been gentle on his face, and seems to be very talkative.

In fact, he is stubborn and arrogant in his bones.

He didn't want that when he left, the Protoss, a place he had managed for thousands of years, still had people hating him.

So when he was about to leave, the last person he chose to meet was Si Ming.

Si Ming didn't know what the god was going crazy, but when he heard him say that, he couldn't help chuckling, "Hearing the tone of the god, it seems that I have done something like a great contribution. But this Isn't it God's own responsibility?

The Yaozun of the Yaozu has already sacrificed once for the world, and for the sake of fairness, it is reasonable to think that it should be done like a god now. "

Zhi Xi received all the mocking voices in her ears, and then closed her eyes forcefully.

"Yes, it was originally my duty..."

Although he wanted to hear Si Ming say something that he was willing to let go of his prejudice, but his arrogance did not allow him to bow his head and be petty after being ridiculed by others, and said something begging for mercy.

"Si Ming, I will leave these oracles to you. I am leaving..."

Shenjun turned around slowly, dressed in spotless white clothes, but now, under his unhurried steps, his figure was extraordinarily lonely.

Vaguely, it seemed that indescribable sadness and loneliness spread from him.

Si Ming also felt inexplicably sad when he looked at it.

Suddenly, she patted herself on the head and said in a voice that only she could hear: "No, how can you be soft on the people you hate?"

but……

Seeing the figure gradually going away, Si Ming bit his lower lip hard.

Now that Yu Shu has returned, most of her dislike for Zhi Xi has dissipated.

Coupled with the decision made by Shenjun at this moment, it can be seen that he is no longer the same him as before.

Si Ming struggled for a while, and she let out a breath of foul air slowly.

Suddenly, she raised her voice and shouted to Shenjun: "Actually, you have always been a good king!"

Although the two are far apart, Si Ming knows that Zhi Xi can hear him.

indeed.

At the moment when Si Ming's voice fell, the corner of Shenjun's lips lifted into a smile.

The person who hated me the most in the past said affirmative words. Does that mean that I am not so bad?

Zhi Xi slightly opened her lips, and silently said two words.

"Thank you."

A picture of the past flashed across his mind.

At first, he was just a lotus flower on a double lotus.

Later, he became a supreme god.

Thousands of years passed by.

He seems to have done a lot of things, but also seems to have done nothing.

However, it was worth it to get such a recognition in the end.

This world, he has been here before.

Now you can leave without any regrets or nostalgia.

If it is said that Yu Shu made a sacrifice back then, and could be called back again, it is because of his heart's nostalgia.

Then he won't.

Once he leaves, he will never come back...

(End of this chapter)