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Chapter 495 Father's Diary

His mother's hand trembled slightly, Xu Fan couldn't help being a little sad, but he still reached out to take it.

Mother Xu said, "This is your father's diary."

Xu Fan nodded, did not speak, but opened the diary, and wrote this sentence and a name on the front page of the diary.

"The world is so big that I have traveled all over for a long, long time, but I can't see the end of the world."

"——Xu Feng."

Xu Fan was first attracted by the beautiful words, and then frowned deeply.

Are you really your father's child?
Why his father's handwriting is so beautiful, and Xu Fan's writing is just a joke in his mind. After all, there are photos of his father's relying on him in the notebook, and the similarity with himself is really high --- they are all so handsome.

But my father didn't wear glasses.

Xu's mother sat aside without speaking, and looked at Xu Fan quietly.

Xu Fan turned back to the first page.

September, 1994, sunny

Xiao Fanfan is like a little meat ball, I like it very much, but why does this fat boy have round and round wrinkles on his face, his mother said it was fat.

Xu Fan couldn't help laughing, as if he saw something funny, he felt uncomfortable and funny at the same time.

He continued to turn backwards, and the time was delayed.

The father's text said: The farmer has not finished harvesting, but the weather is getting colder and colder. My son is lying in my arms, sleeping really well and sweetly. I can't watch the open-air TV tonight. The boy was suddenly happy in my arms.

Xu Fan stared blankly at the words, feeling indescribably uncomfortable, as if being poked in the heart by a needle.

He remembered that his father left him later and never came back, but he never thought that his father would have such a scene.

Xu Fan continued to look down: My wife reminded me to repair the pedals of the sewing machine, but the brat cried for a while and insisted on eating biscuits. After seeing the cleanliness of the house, I will go to my relatives tomorrow to borrow some money.

Xu Fan suddenly felt a pain in his heart. These words seemed simple, but they were as uncomfortable and helpless as if a needle had been stuck in his heart.

He suddenly hated himself for making a fuss about eating biscuits back then, but now he is still complaining about his father.

He suddenly missed him.

Where is he now, like where is he, what is he doing?
Looking at the things in the diary, Xu Fan felt as if his heart was being pricked by a needle. A tear could not help but slipped from the corner of his eye. He was afraid that his mother would see it, so he turned around and wiped it quickly, looked at his mother and said, "Mom, I'll go to the room to see."

Xu Fan didn't hold back, nodded and said, "Take this too."

Mother Xu handed the badge to Xu Fan, and then took out a very small pen from the box with "2B" written on it, handed it to Xu Fan and said, "There is this one."

Xu Fan took it and stood up and went back to his room.

The room seemed extremely quiet, and when he was alone, Xu Fan suddenly felt extremely sad deep in his heart.

What he didn't know was that after entering the room by himself.

His mother also went back to the room and began to cry bitterly. The tears quickly wet the pillow, maybe she also missed him.

Xu Fan misses her father, but why doesn't she miss her husband?

She and Xu Fan have lived together for so many years, and she seldom advances him in front of her eyes, because every time she thinks about it, both the child and she will feel sad.

At this moment, she couldn't control the sadness.

Xu Fan reopened the diary in the room. The words in the diary looked very beautiful, and the words between the lines showed a father's care and love for a child.

He looked at the forehead, and the tears flowed down again.

To be honest, Xu Fan hasn't felt this way for a long time, so he is really uncomfortable at the moment.

Know, he saw a day's diary, he fell silent, and stopped crying.

In 2002, on March 3, there was a heavy rain.

Is it because the weather is changing too fast, or because people's hearts are too cold, I have looked all over the world, only to find that there is a world at the end of the world.

In 2002, on March 3, there was a heavy rain.

The rain has never stopped, maybe it’s the end of the world, maybe it’s because I’m about to set off, I suddenly feel a little unbearable to see the child in my arms, but I’m a soldier.

In 2002, on March 3, there was still a heavy rain.

Xiaofan, if one day you grow up, you should be able to see this place.

Please forgive Dad for leaving without saying goodbye for so many years, because some jobs can only be like this, and I don’t know if I am alive or dead now, but it is strange to believe that Dad has always loved you, and loves you very much.

The sky is very big, Dad is going to see it, but you must remember one sentence.

Cherish everything you have, because you may lose everything in the future, remember, remember!
In the early morning of March 2002, 3, the sky cleared.

I kissed you on the forehead before we left, as farewell.

I have thought about it for a long time, but I still want to tell you that if one day you get

Xu Fan was stunned by the last line of unfinished words in the diary he was looking at, because the last word stayed in the word "Get".

Does it mean to gain?

Is it to get the system or what does it mean, and if you get it, what should you do?

He didn't understand that his father wrote this diary, but it was very clear that he must have written it when he was very anxious, and he stopped writing before he even finished the last sentence.

Xu Fan was stunned and felt that there was a lot of information, but he was at a loss, as if he didn't understand anything.

It seemed that there was something in his father's words, but he didn't know what it meant.

He didn't understand the sentence in his father's diary, cherish what he has now and everything, maybe one day he may lose everything, and finally get the system himself.

Could it be that my father knew that he would get the system, and even knew that after he got the system, he would lose it one day.

For a while, Xu Fan's heart was extremely tangled, but for a while he really couldn't figure out the key point.

At this moment, his eyes suddenly turned to the sentence before his father.

The sky is very big, Dad is going to see it.

Another sentence is that my father is a soldier, but I have never heard my father say that he is a soldier. Maybe my memory is wrong, but my mother never mentioned it either.

Could it be that there are some problems here, but in any case, Xu Fan read all the diaries, and the sadness and longing in his heart are self-evident.

In any case, in the end he clenched his fist and murmured, "Dad, no matter where you are, I will find you, for sure."

After he finished speaking, he couldn't help but took a deep breath, then carefully put the diary in his cabinet, and then took out the badge and the 2B pencil and looked at it seriously.

The words on the badge looked very clear, but Xu Fan suddenly froze.

Isn't my father from Huaxia, so neither I nor my mother know that he is a soldier, because he is not a Chinese soldier.

Where is China?
For a moment, various thoughts flashed through his mind, but at this moment, the phone rang suddenly, which interrupted Xu Fan's thoughts, and he turned his attention to the call.But he couldn't help but froze for a moment.

(End of this chapter)