Start to get the perfect music system

Chapter 1069
This time Xu Fan is really serious, he has never been so serious about anything, so when he was really sitting in the live broadcast room, he realized that the purpose of doing this thing is to be able to Let more people understand his situation at this moment. Of course, the more important point is that he hopes to establish a so-called true friendship with most fans in this way.

Although I hope to establish a special relationship with his study in this way, this relationship is not the so-called real meaning, but a tacit understanding between him and these fans. 10 points, I don’t know if they How many of these people are real, and he doesn't know how many of these people are virtual, but at least one thing he is very sure of is that when he expresses this matter seriously, those who are willing to reply to his The person who swipes the screen infinitely may be his real eyes, looking at the live broadcast room calmly, he didn't say that he would sing a song today or anything, because the world has become so empty for him, The space is so simple, to the extreme, since there is no topic to communicate, there is no need to do something special. Everyone thought about singing some special songs or doing some other things tonight, but at least at this moment his There are too many words in the depths that he wants to tell everyone, so he has no time to think seriously.

He only hopes that through the current scene or the feeling presented in the picture, he can seriously end the things in another period of time. He hopes that this way can be recognized by more people. He hopes that such words can make more Many people can understand his state at this moment, and it is precisely because of this situation that every word Xu Fan said actually has a very profound truth. At least at this moment when he thinks about this matter seriously, he Every word he said was actually some special truth in life. He never thought about what kind of results or consequences these words he said would cause those people, but at least he clearly understood what he was saying. In fact, deep in my heart, I have seriously thought about it and confirmed myself. These words will not bring harm to some people, or they will not bring some so-called doubts to many people. To say these things, but aside from these problems, any thing I am used to doing actually has a certain meaning.

For example, behind this incident, in a certain sense, everything Xu Fan does has a special meaning. Whenever Xu Fan hopes to let more people know about it in this way Thinking of himself, he wants to use his own words to tell everyone the danger he is facing at this moment. There are many girls in his world who have left his world, and there are many people who have disappeared suddenly in his world. He hopes My sudden appearance, or I hope that through my own efforts, I can let those people know their existence in my memory or let more people know their existence. Maybe this is the best way. I don’t know what to do if I like it. To describe this kind of feeling, understand what you are doing at this moment, and maybe you can really help those you cherish and love.

No other emotions can be seen in the calm model, but at least when netizens see Xu Fan's serious appearance at this moment through the camera, they suddenly feel a little distressed. Such a boy who suddenly became serious, he is actually the same as everyone else. Most of the people are not much different in age. It can even be said that Xu Fan’s fans are everywhere, some big and some small, some old and some young, people who are similar to him, some who are several times older than him, and some who are older than him He is so young, but it must be admitted that Xu Fan has a lot of fans, so at this moment, when everyone is seriously watching Xu Fei suddenly become serious in the live broadcast room, it is their hearts Slightly twisted, they didn't understand what happened to Xu Fan, but they clearly understood that what Xu Fan did must have happened fundamentally to say these incomprehensible things The words, while listening to Xu Fan's words, they thought about every word Xu Fan said seriously to the extreme.

The model who likes to be calm looks at the camera and watches carefully. Although his netizens can't see the existence of those people at all, he doesn't know where those people are, which corner, which classroom, or which In the room, or in the Internet cafe or even other places, but at this moment, Lian didn't think so much, he just looked at the camera calmly, and then continued to speak seriously.

She said: "Actually, there are always many great principles in life waiting for us to think seriously. What we understand and what we don't understand are actually some principles. These principles have differences and similarities, so we will understand. Or don't understand that the occurrence of any event can always make us want to understand the meaning behind it, but when this event does not happen, we have never been able to get in touch with these things, the so-called meaning and result , because we have never really imagined, and then we started thinking and imagining, just like we write novels, the unrestrained imagination brings us endless stories and endless thinking, we imagine flying Whether the world really has flying, we imagine the endless sky, whether there is a higher level above the sky, waiting for us to touch, we don't know how to solve all these problems, but at least when we Listening to music, when we feel the words, we will seriously think about whether the world has brought us grace or other things. We have no way to decide the final result, but at least we can decide whether the whole process is In line with my inner heart, am I happy, am I happy, am I sad or sad throughout the whole process, we all have our own thoughts, and I hope our respective thoughts can make us more brave, All the problems I'm talking about are not stories, I just want to teach you my own story, and I met some people in those times now, and those people made us deeper"

"Do you know? In fact, I am really just an ordinary person to the extreme. I have no so-called talent. I don't even know what I should do next. Every song I sing sounds good. But at least in my opinion, I am still not good enough. I hope that one day I can write a song that I like, and you can like those songs too. Do you know that there was a time when there was a girl by my side, That girl is serious, unruly and stupid, or he really has that kind of feeling that is hard to describe. I believe many people know it, and even netizens gave him a very unruly name, called the most ruthless female anchor, yes, She used to be the most ruthless female anchor, she could turn off my live broadcast room without hesitation, I was never angry, she could leave this place without hesitation, I never seriously thought about it , He said that he once loved me, and more than once he said that he loved me deeply. At that time, I thought that the possibility of this matter was not higher than that I added this question to the Internet. Maybe you will think I am narcissistic, but maybe I still have this kind of thought at this moment, if I didn’t have such a thought at that time, if I didn’t think about him like this at that time, is he still alive at this moment, or It is said that I am still standing in front of me bravely at this moment, doing some incredible things, of course I do not love him, I have to admit that this is a fact, but I never want to lose him, maybe many people will feel this way I'm a bit hateful, but he and I are really good friends, so good that I can't describe it, but at least one thing I can be sure of is that when he left, my heart hurt, and I clearly understood , when he disappeared into this world, my whole body seemed to be reborn, but it was more of a kind of being brought into despair. I don't know what will happen next. How should I describe or how to spend the rest of my life well”

The students are always so gentle and simple when they speak, but every word of his can make many people subconsciously feel differently. They think seriously about Xu Fan's words, they think about Xu Fan's story, and many Of course people know that when Xu Fan first debuted, the girl who never left him was called Xia Zilin. In the later days, all the news was like this. You passed away somewhere. It’s a normal but surprising thing, saying that many people know Xu Fan, because Xia Zilin’s departure has been silent for a long time, during that time he blamed himself, he was at a loss, he didn’t know what to do, so he He didn't do anything during his time, he spent every day in self-blame, and he seemed to use the simplest and most persistent things to do everything, so in the end, everything that happened to Xu Fan had nothing to do with Xiazi. At this time, Xu Fan suddenly thought of Xia Zilin, and suddenly remembered that Xia Zilin's life cannot be described, but at least one thing is certain, that is, everything that Xia Zining did wrong is seriously told. All of them, they had a special story, and that story was really special.

That is a story worth remembering by everyone. Many netizens have experienced the experience between Xu Fan and Xia Ziling. It was a time of innocence and innocence or a memorable time. And beautiful, maybe at that time everyone thought Xia Ziling was really annoying, but from now until the next time you leave this world and think about that period of time seriously, you have to say that you remember Xia Ziling brought them There is a lot of pain, but more of it is Xia Ziling who brought them happiness. If there is no Xia Ziling, they may not know Xu Fan at all. They never had this or that kind of thought. When they really got in touch with the world at this moment, they realized that sometimes those lost things are really what we used to care about the most. Just like what Xu Fan said The story is also not that simple, and it doesn't have to be that simple. His loving eyes are still calm, and he is still calmly telling his story there.

"Do you know, later on we met many, many people, later on I also met you, your love for me made me more courageous to create better music and better works, Everything about you makes me braver, and then I also met him, I met Li Xiaoran, of course you may not have heard of this name, but I know him, maybe you should know, once I took a group of The children sang a lot of songs. In fact, those children were Li Xiaoran’s students. That’s right, Li Xiaoran went to the place where the mudslides happened in Gan Province like me. He was there to teach during the mudslides in Zhoucheng. There is no special story about our acquaintance there. , and there is no love, or struggling to the death or something, we didn’t even communicate a lot on Friday, but we did know this kind of person, we didn’t have any words between us, even there was nothing between us Do any communication, but we regard each other as the most sincere friends. Later, you should have heard a song called Southern Girl. Yes, Southern Girl is from the south. He is a girl from Rongcheng. She stayed in that place. Then, leading a group of children to learn it silently is like an angel, but then I lost him, like everything in the world, there is always a moment when he disappears, but this time, when he disappears At that moment, no matter how hard I searched, I couldn’t find it. It seemed that fate had already predestined such a result, and the next time I was tired, I left for the sake of my children. That was a real departure, but you thought that your departure was just disappearing. "

"Disappear, I never thought that someone would disappear suddenly. The appearance of this word made me feel a little overwhelmed. I never thought that the people around me would leave this world suddenly. This kind of departure is something you can't do. Touched, touched his disappearance in a real sense, that is, poverty disappeared in the true sense, leaving nothing behind, not even a little memory about him.”

"I know that I have no way to tell these so-called stories, to make up for the irretrievable things that have been lost, and I also know that those who have left have left after all, and I have no way to keep them, and I have no way to bring them back. Stay, I know this result is doomed, but I still think, if I tried to keep him, if I didn't have any real contact with him, we didn't have any relationship to touch, then now we Is it possible to stand in another world and live with each other who have never met before?"

(End of this chapter)