ball at foot

It's dawn.

Zhao Yaning looked at the sunlight covered by the curtain, and it took a long time before he dared to believe what he did last night.

I slept with Alizee.

It seems that there is not as much psychological burden as imagined.At least lying on the bed at this time, Zhao Yaning didn't feel too much guilt in his heart at all.On the contrary, he felt a little happy and a little aftertaste.

He didn't know what happened to him, but he didn't feel any regret at all.He just felt a little empty in his heart, and he didn't know whether it was because he betrayed Beibei that made him feel a little lost, or because he didn't know how to face Alizee. [

My heart is in a mess...

If it was in the past, I would definitely not do this.But to say it's all drunk and sex is lying again.He has liked her for a long time, and Zhao Yaning can't lie to himself about this.And the accumulation of my emotions these days also needs an outlet, which is another aspect.In addition, consultants are always encouraging themselves to do things with courage...

Why are you making excuses for yourself again?Zhao Yaning shook his head. In the future, he can no longer shirk responsibility like this.

"Are you awake?" Alizee opened her eyes, looked at Zhao Yaning sleepily, and then buried her head under the quilt again, "Can I make breakfast? I don't want to get up, so when it's done, bring it here, okay?" ?”

"Lily, we..."

"Do you have to talk now? I'm sleepy, don't bother me."

Alizee interrupted Zhao Yaning's words, and wrapped the cup around her body, "Don't bother me, I'm tired."

Zhao Yaning leaned on the head of the bed, looked at Alizee's charming face, and couldn't help but smile wryly.Alizee just learned from an ostrich and refused to speak, but no matter what, she still had to face things in the end.

Zhao Yaning plucked Alizee's hair, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then stood up and got off the bed.

Since we have to face it, we can't make women take responsibility.

There was nothing difficult about breakfast. Alizee's villa had everything in it, and it was just ordinary coffee with milk and croissants. It didn't take long for Zhao Yaning to tidy up everything.And when he brought breakfast to the bedroom, Alizee also sat up on the bed, wrapped in a quilt, and smiled sweetly at Zhao Yaning while sitting on the bed.

"I have to say that you are really beautiful." Zhao Yaning put down the plate and kissed Alizee, "Are you sure you want to eat like this?"

Alizee nodded, lowered her head and started eating.

And Zhao Yaning sat on the side, not knowing what to say.

"It looks like you are very unhappy." Alizee raised her head, "Am I that bad?"

"Okay, I don't want to talk about this." Zhao Yaning hurriedly stopped Alizee's words, "I just..."

"Worried about your girlfriend knowing?" Alizee immediately said what he wanted to say for Zhao Yaning, "But if you don't tell her what happened today, she won't know, right?"

"But I feel uncomfortable." Zhao Yaning shook his head and smiled wryly, "And I shouldn't be with you..."

"There's nothing right or wrong, just do it, what's the big deal?" Alizee wrinkled her nose, "I'm a girl, I didn't say anything, what do you have to complain about?" [

This is true.Not even a girl complained, what could he complain about?

"After that..." Zhao Yaning hesitated.

"As expected, you still think about the future." Alizee straightened her body, showing off her figure proudly, but immediately laughed again, "Take it easy, let's talk about the future."

"This doesn't seem like a normal answer." Zhao Yaning shook his head, "Lily, I don't know how to compensate you for what happened yesterday, but I will try my best."

"Are you richer than me, or can you help me? Let me hear it?" Alizee raised her head.

Zhao Yaning was depressed to find that the method of exposing others in person that he had just used a few days ago had been learned.

"You can't give me anything, and I don't care about it." Alizee shook her head lightly, "And there is nothing between us. It's just a sudden incident. In the future, it may never happen again, Or it could become a regular thing... who knows."

"You really don't care at all?" Zhao Yaning frowned.

"Are you asking about my attitude, or are you satisfied with your performance last night? The answers to the two questions are different... But I guess you are asking about the former, and the answer is: I don't care." Alizee glanced at him , "And, even if I cared, would you dump your girlfriend and fall in love with me?"

Zhao Yaning shook his head.

"The problem is solved." Alizee snapped her fingers, "Let's talk about the future, I am also very confused now..."

That being said, it's not like you don't care at all.Zhao Yaning wanted to say something, but in the end he couldn’t say anything.

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"So, you finally got married with Alizee?" When Squillage received Zhao Yaning in his house, after listening to him stammering for a long time, he finally understood Zhao Yaning’s words, “Are you Do you want me to say 'yeh', or do you want me to say I'm sorry?"

"I made a mistake by drinking too much." Zhao Yaning said angrily.

"Come on, who is it? We are all playing football, don't you know about this kind of thing? It's possible that you can't get things done if you drink too much alcohol. If you get things done because of drinking too much wine, that's what you want to do " Squillage dismissed Zhao Yaning's statement, "It's obvious that your girlfriend has been away for too long, and a guy who just understands the benefits of women can't sit still. Now you say, what do you want from me?"

"I want you to help me find a way, what should I do?"

"Do you want to dump her, or do you want to keep doing it for a long time?"

"I don't know, I'm here to ask you for advice."

"Can't your agent make up your mind for you?" Squillage saw Zhao Yaning's anxiety, let him sit on a chair, and handed him a cup of coffee.

"Let him make up his mind, he must be thinking about how to make money, how to use something to attract attention, how to hype... I don't want that. I haven't figured out how to deal with this matter, and I don't want to make a fuss about it Big, and then when we broke up, everyone accused me of being an asshole!"

"Just got out of bed last night and came to me today to say how much you don't want to be with her - tell me, by what definition are you not an asshole?"[

Zhao Yaning opened his mouth several times, but in the end he could only be depressed, "Even if I am a bastard, I don't want others to know."

Squillage nodded, motioning for him to continue.

"I have a girlfriend in China... I know, I'm sorry for her, but I still love her. I don't know why I got together with Alizee, maybe I just..."

"Hunger and thirst." Squillage said for him what he couldn't say.

"What should I do?" Zhao Yaning asked.

"First of all, don't let your girlfriend know about this matter." Squillage explained, "Don't say anything frankly, and don't say anything to hide, unless you are a fool, you must not do that. Tell her If you don’t, even if she can forgive you, it’s a matter of a lifetime, and she will bring it up to argue with you for a while. Unless you want to be unable to hold your head up for the rest of your life, don’t say it. "

Zhao Yaning nodded, and Squillage’s insight made him suppress his thoughts of confessing to Beibei.

"Secondly, what's the attitude of that chick Alizee now?"

"She doesn't care on the surface, but she still cares a little..."

"I think it's also possible. You hooked up with a woman for a year, even if you hooked up with a man, you can break him." Squillage replied mercilessly, and then began to plan, "Then, now, all you can do is show her that you love her."

"What do you mean?" Zhao Yaning was puzzled.

"She is a woman, and it is unreasonable for a woman to do things. Who knows if she will suddenly change her mind and jump out to talk about the things between you and her, but you will not be able to explain it clearly. Hold her first, don't let her take things Tell her, otherwise you will have a bad reputation in the future because of this incident. Tell her that you are in love with her, but you can't bear to see her change her image in front of the media because of falling in love with you. For her career, ask Keep the love affair a secret for the time being." Squillage taught him, "In general, if you have sex with a woman, you can pay a little money to settle it. But your situation is quite special, that woman is richer than you, and you It seems that she can't be settled... So, first stabilize her, let her not make things a big deal immediately, and then, find a way to make her lose interest in you, and the matter will be over. "

"How to break up?" Zhao Yaning asked stupidly.

"Try my best. For example, tell her that she is too famous and you don't want to live in her shadow, so break up. Or, because she is a singer, you don't like your wife in public, so break up Or, the easiest way is to say that you are a Chinese and cannot marry a Caucasian girl. The race, culture and customs are different, so break up." Squillage shook his head, "These things still need Others taught... your spare time is too boring..."

"But what you said seems to sound like a bastard..." Zhao Yaning watched Squillage's eyebrows raised, and quickly added, "I know I'm a bastard, but such a bastard's method is not the same as my bastard's. Not quite the same.”

"So what do you want? Which woman do you want to have sex with?"

Zhao Yaning shook his head, "I don't know. I love Beibei, and I hope to marry her. When I am with her, I am very comfortable. I can trust her completely, and she is worthy of my entrustment. But for Ai Bei Li Jie, I also like it very much, when I'm with her, I feel very relaxed and happy, and, moreover, very..."

"Enjoy beautiful women in bed, don't you?" Squillage completed for him. "Brother, you're a big asshole."

"You don't need to remind me, just give me an idea."

"Well, my idea is still the same." Squillage said, "Just use the method I told you, and lie. Don't say anything to your girlfriend. Anyway, she is in China, and it is impossible. Come to see you, you just make phone calls every day, it’s not difficult to hide it from her. Then, you should try your best to deceive Alizee, let her believe that you love her. She is an idol singer, it is impossible to make the relationship public, Then, you can keep two girlfriends at the same time."

"Isn't this just becoming a playboy?" Zhao Yaning asked back.

"What do you think you are now?" Squillage glanced at him, "Aren't you that kind of person?"

Yeah?seems like it.

What on earth did I do to end up on such a path?