If I don't have money to go to college, I can only go to slay the dragon

Chapter 512
Today is April 4st, April Fool's Day.

So if I insist, this should have happened one month before the beginning. The Moniach disguised as a tugboat on the Yangtze River was still slowly wandering upstream, and the prince with the princess was still interacting with each other in the place where the cherry blossoms often bloomed. Talking about love (probably what to eat at noon and what to eat at night), the grand destiny is still dozing off, and the eyes of the world have not yet focused on one point. All this happened in a period of lackluster time.

No matter whether we talk about it or not, it always happened quietly, just there quietly, in that quiet and lazy coastal city, in that school called Shilan, there are probably only tuition fees, student groups and "nobles" "In the private high school that can be connected, there is also a boy in the noble high school who is far from being aristocratic - no doubt, it is the boy you think of, the guy who is called a funny character by the head of the photography department. Lu Ming No.

So the protagonist of this short story is probably Lu Mingfei, a boy who even he himself didn’t think he would be the protagonist of the story.

But you have to admit that no matter who you are, there will always be a highlight moment. Whether you want it or not, the camera of life will always shoot at you, driving you to Liangshan like a duck on the shelf, and never caring whether you are the actor in this story. Be a hero, or play a coward.If Lu Mingfei had revisited his life afterwards, when he remembered this short story, he would probably not have used cowards or heroes to describe himself. A more appropriate adjective would be "passerby", just like his name, a person who can A passerby who can tell right from wrong.

It’s just that sometimes, it’s not so easy to be a passer-by in this world, because it turns out that there will always be a leather bag in your palm for no reason, giving you some weird choices before you consider whether to break it Go on. This is probably the case with this story. No one would have thought that this accident would bring so many interesting people together, thus bursting out sparks that would make the story full of splendor.

Where should the story begin?After all, it is difficult to gain perspective from a boy whose life has been so boring and dull for the past 18 years. Let’s just start with Monday, an ordinary Monday.

At first, we saw Lu Mingfei standing by the window on the third floor of the teaching building of the high school of Shilan Middle School, looking through the glass at the gray high-rise buildings hidden in the shadows in the distance of the city outside the window.

For Lu Mingfei, it was a boring and unbearable Monday morning, the whole world was low-pitched, the sky was filled with dull wall white, and there were no clouds, or the whole sky was full of clouds, so white that it was a little pale Ash.The blue curtain walls of the buildings are inserted straight into the skyline, like a window opened at the end of the white sky, and the reflection in the window is the noise and chaos of the city.

Lu Mingfei doesn't like Mondays.

This sentence is not as thought-provoking and artistic as "Cats like Kira Yoshikage", this sentence is just stating a fact, no one likes Mondays, just like "Lu Mingfei doesn't like his ordinary life for the past 18 years" , and "Lu Mingfei didn't like the graduation commemorative microfilm of the Department of Literature filmed yesterday" is a simple statement.

Monday is full of vigor, this sentence is limited to normal campus life, and the campus life in the third year of high school is undoubtedly sick and abnormal. Every Monday, the countdown written in chalk on the blackboard will jump sharply, like flooding The sense of urgency fills the entire classroom, the college entrance examination and the university are talked about all the time, talking and talking, talking and talking, the pride of the [-]-day oath should be smoothed over and over again.

Counting from today, there are still three months and six days before Lu Mingfei has to take the college entrance examination. There is a feeling of low pressure in the entire Shilan Middle School. The pressure from all classes and levels in the whole school is slowly increasing. Slowly flowing to the center, to the Jingjing students of the third year of high school.

It was probably from the second half of the semester that Lu Mingfei discovered that there were no students from the third division of high school on the playground anymore. The warning that the Ministry of Education’s publicized physical education class prohibiting occupancy seemed like a joke. If the books on the desks of every student in the classroom However, the height of the neck will be despised by others, and the teacher will carefully persuade the teacher to put the books on the ground if the pile is too high, so that the students who are under too much pressure during the final review will not be able to help but do some small tricks to be lazy, students and teachers The game is so vividly displayed at this moment.

But the greater the pressure, the lazier Lu Mingfei became.

In the words of the head teacher privately evaluating him, he is a typical lazy person. The lazy he is, the less competitive he is, and the less competitive he is, the less promising he is. The less promising he is, the more cowardly he is. Lu Mingfei does not deny this statement, Because the similar words were not only said by the class teacher, but also some of his friends said it to him sadly and indisputably. So he can only sneer and perfunctory.

In fact, at that time, at least he was able to perfunctory, but now that the end of the world is really approaching, he suddenly finds that no one is paying attention to him, and everyone is busy with their own affairs.He seems to have been abandoned by the whole world at once, no one cares about him, and the main nagging object of his uncle and aunt at home is not him, but his cousin Lu Mingze, who only reads two words to him in passing. In other words, he was perfunctory, so aunt and uncle were also perfunctory, and everyone was full of impatience, so it seems that Lu Mingfei's laziness is not difficult to understand.

The source of motivation is [-]% internal and [-]% external. In an environment where no one has expectations of him, he has long lost the last [-]% motivation for himself. When he was writing the questions, he stood in the corridor and watched the girls in the second division of high school run exercises, round and round, the streamline of the calf and thigh stretched straight, reminiscent of mathematical formulas or the abdomen of Venus with a broken arm line.

When he was fascinated, someone stood behind him, probably due to the doubling of the sensitivity of adolescent boys to footsteps. In fact, he had already discovered it in advance when the person behind him approached him. The line of sight was decisively moved away from the girls in the lower grades, and turned to the blue building with the skylight in the distance, so there was our first scene - Lu Mingfei looked at the sky with white walls in the distance.

So leaving aside the deep digging and shaping of a little character's psychological journey, our story also began to make continuous progress.

Behind Lu Mingfei, his crush in high school for three years, Chen Wenwen stood still holding a stack of books, looked left and right at the empty corridor, then looked at the boy in front of him and said, "Lu Mingfei? Are you looking at what?"

"The weather doesn't feel too good today." Lu Mingfei turned around and said to the girl who was half a head shorter than him in a white dress in front of him.

As soon as he opened his mouth, he wanted to slap himself in the mouth. In fact, when he heard Chen Wenwen's footsteps approaching, his brain had already started to think about the opening line of the two meeting in the corridor. He knew Chen Wenwen very well. A better way to play weather cards and greet each other normally is to think of some beautiful sentences to attract the attention of the other party.

If there is sunshine in the weather, he should say, "There is nothing new under the sun.", "The sun of the living does not shine on the dead." Such thought-provoking words made the other party's eyes shine and led to more topics.It seems that the weather is gloomy today, and the opening line he thought of was, "Today's sky is as white as a peeling wall." But in the end, the words he said before the battle turned into a dry one. That's great. It seemed that something made him afraid, and he couldn't say those words out of his mouth, but what was he afraid of?
A weather card was poorly played.

As if she didn't notice the twists and turns in the boy's heart that was a little uncomfortable, Chen Wenwen gently fiddled with the hair next to her ear, glanced over the shoulders inside, looked at the sky outside the back window, nodded and said, "It's dark today. It’s not very pretty, like the sea in winter.”

Lu Mingfei opened his mouth and didn't say anything, but he secretly sighed in his heart. There is no one who can become the president of the literary club. Look at the skills of his lines. He is also glad that he didn't say the lines just now. Otherwise, if Da Wenqing sees Xiao Wenqing, someone will smash his mouth to pieces. The lines he thought up in every possible way are not as good as others, and it’s good if he didn’t say it, but it would only increase the embarrassment. .

"The temperature is also a bit cold, and the spring school uniforms are a bit thin. Many girls complain that they should wear more, and you too, don't catch a cold." Chen Wenwen looked at Lu Mingfei and nodded.

"Actually, I'm wearing long johns. I mean, what can you do with me?" Lu Mingfei realized that his genes had been moved in the middle of his speech, and immediately changed the subject.

"Didn't the school organize a hundred-day swearing-in last week? The head teacher recently wanted to conduct a survey on the aspirations of the class before the college entrance examination. I asked Zhao Menghua and me to help. I think we are all members of the literature club. I would like to invite you to come together." Giving a hand can be regarded as letting the literature club take over this matter, and do the last thing for the class at the end of graduation." Chen Wenwen said.

"I'm fine, I'm free anyway." Lu Mingfei scratched the back of his head and walked away from the window to Chen Wenwen's side. The two walked side by side in the corridor.

"I heard that this college entrance examination is the most difficult one in recent years. Many students feel a little unconfident. The class teacher asked us to conduct a voluntary survey in advance. After all, some things have to be said, otherwise the longer the delay, the less confident we will be. In the end, maybe I will give up my original goal and do something that I have regretted for a long time." Chen Wenwen said while walking with a book in her arms, turning her head to look at the tireless and tired faces of the students in other classes.

"The longer you drag on, the less confident you are?" Lu Mingfei stood next to the girl and repeated the other's words in his mouth, feeling a little deeply on his face. But in fact, what he thought in his heart and what the girl said were not the same thing at all. , but as Xiao Wenqing under Da Wenqing, it's a normal skill to say one thing and associate it with another. It's just like the girl's seemingly unintentional sentence now, which quietly aroused the pain in his heart. Some plans that can't be taken down or taken down.

Graduation confession plan.

"Have you been in touch with Lin Nian recently?" Chen Wenwen asked.

"Lin Nian? Why are you asking this?" When Lu Mingfei heard the name of an acquaintance, his thoughts were pulled back and he subconsciously looked at Chen Wenwen.

Chen Wenwen glanced at Lu Mingfei, looked away, shook her head and said, "I'm asking for someone else."

"Su Xiaoqiang?" Lu Mingfei was taken aback for a moment, and then subconsciously said the name.

"Yeah." Chen Wenwen didn't deny it either. Some things are not secrets in class. It is difficult for high school students to hide secrets, especially when it comes to feelings.

"Why didn't she come and ask me directly?"

"Girls are always inappropriate to do this." Chen Wenwen smiled helplessly, "Lu Mingfei, you really don't understand girls."

Lu Mingfei opened his mouth again, but still couldn't say anything. He scratched his head dejectedly and was stunned by this sentence. He thought that if he knew girls, he would understand you?For three years in high school, he hadn't been able to make further progress, and this sentence scolded him without prejudice.

"I really admire Su Xiaoqiang." Chen Wenwen said with a smile on her face, "It's an admirable persistence to like someone for so long, but it's a pity that she still didn't take the last step to say it directly. To be honest, many girls in the class felt sorry for her at that time, even those girls who didn't like her often discussed these things and said what if."

"This kind of thing. It's quite normal." Lu Mingfei twitched a bit and said, in a sense, he can understand Su Xiaoqiang's mental journey very well, and even he and Su Xiaoqiang can barely be regarded as "" A class of people” sit under a peach tree and wait for the ripe peaches to fall to the ground, but the peaches are picked before that day.

It's just that he's luckier than Su Xiaoqiang. At least the person he likes didn't suddenly go abroad to study. A plane ticket is thousands of miles away. It is quite sad to think about stepping on the scorching sun, the inseparable feelings of time are torn apart by the distance.

"If Su Xiaoqiang had been earlier...you know what I mean, would their ending have changed?" Chen Wenwen asked suddenly.

"Probably not." Lu Mingfei paused and said with a soft sigh.

"why?"

"You want to ask me why. I can't answer." Lu Mingfei raised his hand and wanted to scratch his head again, but he saw Chen Wenwen beside him looking sideways at him, and then put his hand down in embarrassment, worried that the other party would doubt him He didn't wash his hair and scratched his head for many days because his scalp was itchy. He racked his brains for a few seconds and then said, "There are some things. You can't get the results if you work hard. People in this world who work hard and get results are lucky." Ah, but not everyone is so lucky. If you try your best, others can hear you, but they don’t have to give you an answer! So this kind of thing is really not certain. Anyway, no one can say that it is not certain before doing something. .”

Chen Wenwen turned her head and looked towards the front of the corridor, paused for a while and then said, "...that's really good."

Even though Lu Mingfei spoke in a mess, she still understood what Lu Mingfei meant.

The relationship between boys and girls in high school is like playing a cowhide drum. One side holds the drum hammer and spares no effort, while the other hides in the drum and secretly laughs.

You have worked hard for some things, and the other party can actually hear them, but in the end you may not get results.

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