To my frozen hometown

Chapter 77 I am so glad to meet you

"No. 12 days in the seventh month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse.

I lost my rabbit.

I didn't fall asleep that night because when I reached out to the edge of the bed, I didn't grab anything.

There was supposed to be something there, there always was.

The night is very quiet, as if I have lost the last bit of sound, I don't even know who to talk to myself.

It must be cold tonight, is it snowing outside?

I was about to ask a question, but suddenly remembered that no one would answer. "

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"No. 13 days in the seventh month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse.

Today I met two wanderers, the older one is Yanagihara and the younger one is Al.

It might be hard to believe, but they found my rabbit and had no intention of throwing it away.

This is a very special coincidence, especially when I saw it with my own eyes.

My gut told me I should meet them, so I did.

During the conversation, I invited them to join my work, and at the same time offered to let them stay at my house for one night, which would be the best shelter in the ruins.

Liu Yuan was very cautious, and seeing her on guard, I found it a little funny.

But maybe because of Al's physical condition, she agreed to my proposal.

We talked a lot that night, and I almost revealed my plans for the concert.

I know I shouldn't be like this, after all, they are people I just met today, but God knows how long it's been since I said so much.

I was so excited that I lost sleep most of the night afterwards. "

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"No. 14 days in the seventh month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse.

I slept soundly the second half of last night because Al was like a bunny to me, she was a lovely girl.

And I discovered that Yanagihara can actually play the drums, which made me more sure that my intuition was not wrong, they were the people I was destined to meet, and they would make my singing more complete.

They will continue to wander with the rabbits, and I heard they are going east, which is good, because I may not have the opportunity to take the rabbits that far.

I plan to open up to them, please don't worry about whether my decision is impulsive, because I have thought it through, well, about three seconds.

Sometimes the relationship between people is like two antennas. As long as the signals are connected, the subsequent communication will be unimpeded.

Yanagihara and Al are very much to my liking, I can be sure of that.

I'm going to take them to my 'treasure house', I hope they don't think it's too dirty. "

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"On the 15th day of the seventh month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse, I drew a sketch in my spare time, planning to make a toy of Mecha Superman, and gave it to Liu Yuan when she left. Ha, at that time She's going to have a funny look."

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"No. 16 days in the seventh month of the sixth year out of the greenhouse, I couldn't fix an electrical appliance, which drove me almost crazy, and my temper was very irritable. I never denied that. Until Al caught Putting my palms together and looking into her eyes, I regained my composure. I promise, this girl has the cleanest eyes I've ever seen, but she lacks a bit of life."

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"On the 20th day of the seventh month of the sixth year after leaving the greenhouse, I drove Liu Yuan's car around the ruins while she was sleeping. I have long wanted to try this big guy, feeling The wind blowing through my ears, I know it didn't let me down.

It's a pity that I was finally discovered by Liuyuan, and she grabbed my braids and lifted me out of the car.This guy never lets anyone touch her car, that's why I say she's a fetish. "

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"No. 30th day of the seventh month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse. After the rehearsal, I sat by the bed and read a book. Yanagihara was cleaning the gun, and Al was playing with the camera she picked up before. There was no sound in the room, but I don't know why, I didn't feel the uneasiness that I used to feel, but very comfortable, as if I could keep calm just by sitting like this.

Probably aware of my gaze, Liu Yuan turned to look at me, and I smiled at her.But she seemed to have misunderstood what I meant, and immediately hid her pistol, and then looked at me like a thief.

So possessive women aren't attractive, and I'm not interested in her old pistol. "

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"On the seventh day of the sixth year, the eighth month, and the seventh day of leaving the greenhouse, today I accidentally discovered a secret of Liu Yuan, but I decided to keep it a secret for her. After all, everyone has their own secrets, right? I do too. It's nothing to worry about It's nothing more than that Liu Yuan's secret is indeed a little different."

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"The ninth day of the eighth month of the sixth year of leaving the greenhouse.

Today, I rarely recalled my life and wrote down this note, just like those famous people in history.

My whole life is lonely, please believe that this is not my self-pity, but a realistic explanation.

In my life, I have very few companions, and most people just pass by in a hurry.

Fortunately, my father once gave me a warm childhood, but unfortunately it was too short, so that I didn't even have time to remember the taste of it.I only remember the sweet and sour jam every weekend, and a few once hoarse and gentle words.

It's not that I don't want to remember that past, it's just that the six years since then have been too long.

A person's life is like a year, it makes my memory almost completely occupied by it.

In the rubbish dump of the ruins, I watched the snow scenes of 1000 days and nights, counted 36 stars, and memorized the shape of every building in the ruins.For numbers and patterns, my memory is always very clear.My dad said I was a genius, and I don't deny that.

But he also said that I can change the world, which I doubt deeply, because I never want to change the world, but the world forces me to change.

If I was not alone, I would also like to walk and play in the streets of the greenhouse with the children of the neighbors.If I wasn't alone, I'd also like to sit at the living room table and eat with my parents.If I am not alone, I also want to be accompanied by someone day and night.

If I hadn't been through what I've been through, maybe I'd just be an ordinary girl, maybe a little smarter, and grow up to be an engineer, following my father's career.

It may be posturing to say this, but everything I've been through tells me I'm lonely.

What a pity that I have lived alone so far in what should have been a beautiful life.

Oh, but who can say it clearly, maybe this is a kind of necessity, I must go through these things, and then make some changes.

I must go through this, because this is my destiny.

I believe that this world will not torture a person for no reason, so I believe in my concert, so I believe in Yanagihara and Al.

I believe that they are my destiny.

They are the reason I have to endure these tortures, so that one day I can meet them, so that one day my voice can be heard.

So, at the very end, I want to say something more: Liu Yuan, and Little Al.

If you can read this letter.

I want to say.

You guys are worth everything I put up with.

It's a pleasure to meet you. "

(End of this chapter)