Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 817 Fermented Food
As he spoke, the corners of Zhao Bai'an's mouth that he forcibly raised drooped down again.

She took a step back, then squatted on the ground alone, and burst into tears.

Moriyama somewhat regretted his impulsiveness just now, and began to feel deeply annoyed by what he said out of his head.

He also quickly squatted on the ground, then raised his hands, and gently squeezed Zhao Bai'an's hands to apologize.

"sorry Sorry……"

Zhao Bai'an slowly stopped crying, raised her head to face him, and then, with a sore nose, she threw herself into Morishan's arms again uncontrollably.

Mori Shan also hugged Zhao Bai'an tightly at this time, after thinking about it again and again, he still confessed the truth to Zhao Bai'an.

"Actually, I do think so, but you are holding on to me, I can't bear it! So..."

Mori Shan didn't speak very clearly, but Zhao Bai'an completely understood what he meant.Before he finished speaking, Zhao Bai'an suddenly raised his lips to kiss him.

Mori Shan was slightly taken aback, and then let Zhao Bai'an go.

After being gentle for a while, Zhao Bai'an bit Mori Shan's lips hard, as if revenge.

Mori Shan did not refuse, because he knew in his heart that this was Zhao Bai'an's way of venting, so he accepted it willingly.

In fact, now he doesn't feel that the pain is too much for him to bear. On the contrary, Zhao Bai'an's move can make the guilt in his heart feel better.

After Zhao Bai'an vented for a while, she still couldn't bear it anymore, she let go of Mori Shan, and then silently lowered her head.

And Moriyama apologized to her again at this time: "I'm sorry...I was wrong."

Zhao Bai'an slowly raised his head, facing Mori Shan head-on. At this time, many memories burst into his mind.

She suddenly had an illusion of familiarity with the scene in front of her. She felt that the current situation seemed to have been experienced somewhere in the dark, not just in a dream.

This impression made Zhao Bai'an even more frightened, she suddenly lost trust in everything, and also had a little doubt about Mori Shan in front of her.

She even had an illusion, she felt that maybe at certain moments from time to time, Moriyama would do something stupid again.

She was really too afraid of losing Moriyama, she could lose anything, but she really couldn't lose Moriyama.

That was the only thing she loved after searching for many years!

Zhao Bai'an made a decision in her heart, she held Morishan's face, looked deeply into his deep eyes, after a moment of silence, she said nonsensically: "Morishan, I'm not going back, I want to stay here with you You, from this moment on, I will never leave your side again, I will always guard you."

Zhao Bai'an said to herself, she was immersed in her own emotions, and she seemed a little excited.

And Mori Shan was also deeply touched, his heart was really touched, he knew even more how much Zhao Bai'an cared about him.He longs for Zhao Bai'an, but he also knows that he can't be too selfish.

He originally wanted to comfort Zhao Bai'an, but he remembered that the two of them were in the wrong environment, so he took Zhao Bai'an's hand and left here.

Afterwards, the two of them walked and chatted together on the road. Under the dim street lights, the two urged them to have a long conversation. During this period, Zhao Bai'an choked up a few times, but they kept holding Morishan's hand tightly.

She also told Moriyama several times that she was ready for Moriyama to exist in every corner of her future, and hoped that Moriyama could hold her hand tightly.

At the same time, she repeatedly emphasized to Moriyama that she could no longer bear this kind of time again.

In a begging tone, Zhao Bai'an hoped that Mori Shan could make a promise to himself.

Moriyama listened from the side, his eyes were flickering, like tears from being moved.

He comforted Zhao Bai'an and said, "Well...don't worry, from now on I won't stop answering your calls, I will try my best to tell you how I feel in my heart in a timely manner, and I will take the initiative to communicate with you."

After finishing speaking, in order to convince Zhao Bai'an, Moriyama made a further promise: "I will persevere, don't worry, I will work hard for you."

Mori Shan hugged Zhao Bai'an tightly, kissed her forehead, and then looked at her with extremely sincere eyes.

Then Moriyama changed the subject, and at this moment, which he thought was a good time, he comforted Zhao Bai'an not to give up his studies, and looked forward to their bright future.

Zhao Bai'an was still a little worried at first, but when she met Shang Morishan's eyes, she fell again.

She chose to believe in Moriyama again, she chose to obey what Moriyama said, she chose to nod obediently to what Moriyama said.

Seeing this, Mori Shan was relieved, if he really gave up his studies because of himself, Zhao Bai'an, and gave up so many opportunities that others couldn't ask for, he would really blame himself to death.

He didn't want to and couldn't see such a thing happen, of course it was not only for himself, but also for Zhao Bai'an.

In fact, since high school, he has always felt that it is his life's regret that he hurt Zhao Bai'an, and this matter has been stored in his heart for many years, forming a knot that cannot be overcome.

So at this moment, he can't let himself become Zhao Bai'an's burden, and he can't let himself ruin Zhao Bai'an's future.He told himself in his heart that even if he really couldn't make a promise to Zhao Bai'an, even if he couldn't give Zhao Bai'an a future with confidence.However, he also wants to accompany her silently at this time, so as not to let her worry about herself anymore.

Mori Shan had to admit in his heart that Zhao Bai'an's desperate move this time really gave him a feeling of rebirth.It also made him really look forward to the future between them. It seemed that there was no longer only blackness in his eyes, and he began to yearn for it.

A little bit of light appeared in his darkness.

He originally thought that he might be someone who is not needed by others, that he is not good enough and not worthy of anything, but today he discovered that there is really such a person in the world who cares about him.

So he really can't let such a person down, this is a promise to Zhao Bai'an, and also a warning to himself.

Of course, this is also a correct reward for Zhao Bai'an's deep affection.

He had to admit that today's Zhao Bai'an really moved him even more. He did not deny the anger and irritability in his heart when he learned of Zhao Bai'an's actions, and he almost got angry with Zhao Bai'an.

But after hearing what Zhao Bai'an said, those emotions miraculously disappeared without a trace.

Moriyama was shrouded in passive expression, moved and surprised at the same time.

This is like a fermentation process, the emotions in his heart are like freshly made delicious food that will ferment, and the process is long.But after a period of precipitation, he actually tasted an unusually delicious taste.

So even though he was depressed and had many thoughts, he was finally melted by Zhao Bai'an's tenderness.

All that was left was uncertain questions and answers, and his whim.

He felt that maybe he could persist for a while, and it was okay.

Or maybe, he felt that he would see a better future between the two of them.

(End of this chapter)