Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 807 Hug
It's a pity that this sober state will not last long, and then Moriyama will repeat as before.

He actually tried to commit suicide several times within a month, but all failed, and he could only passively sink in this constant repetition.

But Zhao Bai'an didn't know anything about it, and she was still immersed in the dreams she wove every day.Immersed in this happiness that maybe only she can understand, immersed in the repeated days.

Nothing seemed to have changed, she was used to this kind of life, but what made her a little frustrated and confused was that Mori Shan always avoided her these days.

Zhao Bai'an was a little confused, so after class today, she deliberately stayed in the classroom and waited for Mori Shan to go home together.

But Mori Shan passed by her in a trance, didn't speak to her or look at her, Zhao Bai'an frowned, and had no choice but to chase after her, blocking Mori Shan's front.

Mori Shan stopped in his tracks, raised his head and saw Zhao Bai'an, but he didn't react too much, he just turned his gaze aside indifferently.He thought that he had a hallucination again, so he waited for the voices of blaming himself and breaking up with him that would appear in his ears next.

He dodged subconsciously, but Zhao Bai'an didn't understand all this.

"Sen Shan, why are you ignoring me?" Zhao Bai'an stepped forward to hold Sen Shan's hand.

Mori Shan tilted his head, and at this moment he realized that what he saw was not an illusion, but a real person. There was a flash of light in his eyes, and he quickly put away his emotions, and looked at Zhao Bai'an as much as possible and said: "No Ah, I was thinking about something and didn't see it."

Zhao Bai'an pursed his lips, and replied with some dissatisfaction: "Then what are you thinking?"

Moriyama froze for a moment, then shook his head: "I didn't think about it... I was just... a little dazed just now, a little dazed..."

After finishing speaking, Mori Shan turned around as if there was no silver 300 taels here, and was about to leave.

That feeling seemed to be a sign of running away in Zhao Bai'an's eyes, and she quickly stopped him: "Sen Shan!"

Mori Shan subconsciously stopped at the same spot, and then turned his head to look at Zhao Bai'an again.

Seeing Mori Shan's slack eyes, Zhao Bai'an sensed something was wrong at this moment, she hurried forward, wanting to hold Mori Shan's hand, fearing that Mori Shan would run away again.

But when she touched Moriyama's wrist with her hand, she felt that there seemed to be something extra on his wrist.

She subconsciously lowered her head to check, although Mori Shan deliberately concealed it, Zhao Bai'an still saw a section of gauze hidden in the clothes at a glance.

Zhao Bai'an's heart trembled, her pupils constricted, and she saw blood oozing from Mori Shan's wrist under the thick gauze.

She panicked for a moment, and quickly let go of her hand, fearing that she would hurt Mori Shan.

"Moriyama, what the hell is going on? How did you make yourself like this?"

Mori Shan didn't want to tell Zhao Bai'an anything, but he shied away and said with twinkling eyes: "Oh... I'm fine, I just... accidentally bumped into the broken glass in the house that day."

Zhao Bai'an frowned even tighter, obviously she couldn't believe what Mori Shan said in her heart.

"No, tell the truth, what kind of glass can be drawn like this? What's going on, tell me quickly!"

Mori Shan was a little awkward, refused to tell the truth, and told Zhao Bai'an stubbornly: "It's true, I accidentally scratched the glass, it was the glass in my bedroom, I accidentally broke it that day, and it turned out to be this look."

Zhao Bai'an still refused to believe it, she was not a fool, not to mention that Mori Shan's lies were not clever, even if his lies were impeccable, but to Zhao Bai'an, she would never believe it.

Because she knew Mori Shan, she knew Mori Shan too well, it was absolutely impossible for him to make such a low-level mistake, and even if he did, there was no reason to hide it from her.

So she continued to ask him even more stubbornly than Mori Shan at this moment: "Mori Shan, tell me the truth, what's going on?"

Mori Shan pursed his lips, and his eyes began to turn. He was so questioned that he couldn't escape, and at this moment, he suddenly didn't know what to do.

He knew very well in his heart that Zhao Bai'an was worried about him, but he just didn't want Zhao Bai'an to worry about him so much, so he concealed it.

Originally, he felt that he had troubled Zhao Bai'an, but now he really didn't want to cause Zhao Bai'an any more trouble.

Morishan was overwhelmed by self-blame again, thinking about it, his eyes began to straighten, and in the end he didn't answer Zhao Bai'an's words directly, and said to himself: "I'm really sorry, it's all my fault, I'm not On purpose, I made you wronged, I made you suffer with me, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

The more he talked, the more painful, the more excited he was, the more his emotions overwhelmed his rationality, and Zhao Bai'an, she saw the indescribable pain under Mori Shan's emotions, and she felt the same.

In fact, she has been like this for so many days, but she has always firmly believed in Moriyama's support in her heart.

Therefore, she took a step forward without hesitation at this moment, and hugged Mori Shan tightly.

Mori Shan's body froze, unable to adapt for a while, happiness came too suddenly.

However, this dazed mood was fleeting, and he quickly returned to normal thinking.

He hesitantly returned his arms and embraced Zhao Bai'an, hugging her into his arms, the two of them were immersed in happiness like this, and Moriyama's slightly uncontrollable emotions before gradually improved a lot , and the whole person also calmed down.

After hugging each other for a long time, Zhao Bai'an reluctantly let go, broke away from his embrace, and slowly stood up straight.

Facing Shang Morishan's slightly dim eyes, Zhao Bai'an said to him seriously: "Morishan, I will never give up, and I will never leave you. As long as you don't give up, we... we will definitely be able to keep going. !"

There was a tremor in Morishan's heart. It is undeniable that what he lacks most now is the affirmation from Zhao Bai'an.Every word and sentence of Zhao Bai'an just now hit his heart like spring rain.

But now he got what he wanted, and also got a stable reason.

His hesitation eased a lot. Although his emotions were still a little depressed, he felt an abnormal affirmation in his heart, and the balance that was positively yearning for the future gradually gained the upper hand.

He no longer thinks too much, and no longer allows his emotions to rage, and uses reason to suppress his pessimism, and then he secretly swears in his heart that he will go all out in the early stage of preparing for the exam, and will never make any wavering or be bewitched by any!

The two people got closer to each other's hearts, their hands were held together, their fingers intersected, and their palms were tightly pressed together.

(End of this chapter)