Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 799
Teacher Xu invited Zhao Bai'an to the school's playground alone, and chatted with her on the grounds of taking a walk.

Of course, at the beginning, she didn't directly cut into the topic, but talked about other things first: "Zhao Bai'an, can you keep up with your studies recently?"

Zhao Bai'an replied sullenly: "Yes."

The head teacher continued: "But your grades in the last few quizzes were not very good."

Zhao Bai'an started to apologize subconsciously: "I'm sorry..."

"Hey!" The head teacher sighed, guessing the timing to cut into the topic, "Zhao Bai'an, do you know? In the eyes of the teacher, you and Mori Shan are both good students, and we have high hopes for you. But now there are some things , interrupting your progress."

"I know what's going on between Moriyama and you. It's normal. The teacher is not blind. From the perspective of an outsider, you may be able to see it more clearly. Moriyama has indeed changed a lot because of you."

"But..." Teacher Xu changed the subject, "You need to know the priorities of things, and you need to know how to distinguish what should be done now. You need to hide the emotions in your heart, maybe the two of you will indeed have one A good future, but people must live in the present, only in this way will there be a good ending."

Seeing that Zhao Bai'an was silent, Teacher Xu's tone softened even more: "Well, actually, the teacher also came from that age. Young impulsiveness is something that no one can avoid, but what we have to face after the impulsiveness is reality .”

"You two now... no matter whether you have the courage to face the reality or not, you have to face the reality and go through it. This is also a process of growth."

"If you really grow up, you will have the courage and the qualifications to face the common future of the two of you."

What Teacher Xu said was from her heart. At this moment, she sincerely wanted to help Zhao Bai'an and Mori Shan.

Naturally, she couldn't do anything with Morishan, she knew that Morishan naturally had his mother's consolation, but Zhao Bai'an's side she really didn't want to give up.She didn't want to watch the student she cared about sink into the bottom, so she tried to comfort her.

Zhao Bai'an is not a child, she naturally understands that the teacher is for her own good.

After a while of contemplation, she carefully savored Teacher Xu's words.

She was like a person who fell to the bottom of a well. When she was empty and helpless, she let go of all psychological defenses to those who cared about her like inertia.

Seeing Mr. Xu's sincerely caring eyes, Zhao Bai'an finally told him everything he had kept in his heart.

"Teacher, I really don't want to be like this. Moriyama and I didn't deliberately want to be together vigorously or something. We naturally walked together, stood together, and supported each other."

"And I can't even explain this emotion clearly. I admit that I really like Moriyama, and I also admit that I will never turn back for him. It's just that I really didn't want to influence him, and I didn't do what his mother said. , just go out to play with him every day, and don't let him study at all."

"In fact, the two of us often discuss topics that we don't know, and learn from each other's strengths. Is this... wrong?"

"Teacher, trust me..."

As Zhao Bai'an spoke, she gradually changed from choking to sobbing. At this moment, she poured out all the grievances in her heart.

Teacher Xu, the teacher in charge, also felt very sad. At this moment, she felt very sorry for Zhao Bai'an.In fact, from the moment Moriyama's mother came to talk to her, she knew that the child in front of her must have suffered a lot.

But at the same time, she can also understand Moriyama's mother's position, her considerations, and that she is trying her best to separate the two. This is an undoubted fact and a helpless fact.

In fact, from the day when Moriyama's mother talked to herself, the head teacher had already understood.She watched Moriyama's mother burst into tears in front of her eyes. Teacher Xu understood the difficulty of the other party, and also understood how much a parent would expect from her child.

Although Morishan's mother didn't speak out completely, Teacher Xu understood that she wanted to put pressure on Zhao Bai'an as the class teacher so that she and Morishan could break up as soon as possible.

But Teacher Xu, although she couldn't bear Mori Shan's mother to be so exhausted, she didn't change her will because of this, nor did she really want to force Zhao Bai'an because of this.

Her original intention was just to help the two young people, so that they can turn back as soon as possible when they are lost, so that they can focus on their studies, but the premise of all this must make them think about it.

Therefore, according to Teacher Xu’s more than ten years of teaching experience, she thinks that instead of letting the two young people bear the pressure, it is better to let them realize the importance of reality and let them distinguish by themselves.

So when she saw that Zhao Bai'an had opened her heart to her, she struck while the iron was hot and started talking with Zhao Bai'an without reservation.

Teacher Xu continued Zhao Bai'an's words just now, and said to her earnestly: "Zhao Bai'an, don't be too uncomfortable. Since ancient times, those who have experienced many storms can become great leaders. This is true. You think you have experienced all these storms before your eyes, but the teacher still said the same thing. , if you can break through the future and achieve yourself, everyone will only see your success, not everything you have now."

"As for what happened now, it will only become a colorful memory for you in the future."

Zhao Bai'an didn't dislike such teachings, but it was not that she didn't understand these principles, so she put away her emotions, and nodded sensiblely to Teacher Xu.

The head teacher was very satisfied seeing her cute appearance, and then told Zhao Bai'an about Mori Shan's mother finding him.She did this to let Zhao Bai'an know a little bit better, so that he could restrain himself a bit.

And Zhao Bai'an also learned about Mori Shan's mother's indestructible attitude from the conversation with the teacher.At the same time, she also knew about Mori Shan's mother's inner anxiety and Teacher Xu's embarrassment and helplessness.

Zhao Bai'an's empathy ability is very strong, she immediately felt everyone's different positions and irreconcilable conflicts, she even began to blame herself, although the teacher didn't say anything, but she instinctively thought of her Is monitor.

When the senior high school entrance examination was approaching, she not only failed to set an example for her classmates, but also became a student who made the head teacher a headache. She felt a little ashamed.

When this happened, she really didn't want it to happen, and she never thought that things would turn out like this. She had to admit that at this moment, she was like someone who had been on that high place and finally fell down.

Zhao Bai'an felt extremely frustrated and helpless, but she never regretted it, so she couldn't make any promises to the teacher.

After a lot of thoughts, she could only apologize to the teacher again: "I'm sorry..."

(End of this chapter)