Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 784 The Childhood Dream Is Always Clear

Zhao Bai'an was unconsciously thinking about the future she was about to face, and couldn't stop thinking, if she really faced the scene in her dream, would she be afraid?

She tested herself, and also asked and answered herself, and finally got the answer that she was naturally afraid.

She was not only afraid, but also mixed with a little bit of indescribable sadness and despair.

Looking back, Zhao Bai'an thought of all the hardships and hesitation he had experienced in making this decision.

She thought of the helplessness she felt when her mind was quiet before, and all the difficulties she had when she made this decision.

She didn't regret it, and even said that in retrospect at this time, if she did it all over again, she would still choose this way.

She knew that her actions looked impulsive to outsiders, even completely unacceptable, but this was indeed a decision she made after she calmed down, breaking through all kinds of emotional changes and finally making it.

Although he has lied to the professor, his parents and friends don't know about it, and he travels back and forth between the two countries by himself, so he doesn't know what kind of changes will happen. Zhao Bai'an has a kind of panic about the unknown in his heart.

But she has to move forward. Although she doesn't know where to go or what the ending will be, she has to take steps.

She is not only for herself, but also for Moriyama.

What Huo Sanmu said is still lingering in her ears, and Zhao Bai'an also agrees with it very much. She knows that if she doesn't do this, then she is afraid that she will really regret it for the rest of her life.

So after a burst of disturbed thoughts, all Zhao Bai'an had left was his affirmation of the future.

She looked out the window. The plane took off and rose into the sky at 06:30 in the morning. At this time, the night had dissipated unknowingly, and the sun slowly rose.

Zhao Bai'an had been quietly looking out the window. When her thoughts were chaotic, she saw an incomparably beautiful sunrise at the moment the plane took off, which relieved her emotions a lot.

She saw a new hope, and the warm sunshine covered her cold heart invisible.

It is said that morning represents new hope and new vitality, and Zhao Bai'an is like this now.She had been trapped in depression, despair and at a loss before, but when she witnessed the brilliance of the rising sun with her own eyes, at this moment, her heart calmed down.

Of course, although she was still worried about Moriyama in her heart, she also knew that the two were still thousands of miles apart at this time, so she accumulated all her hopes at the moment when they were about to meet.

At the same time, Zhao Bai'an prayed over and over again in his heart, praying that everything would not be too bad.

Gradually, she calmed down slowly, and she didn't know if it was because she didn't sleep all night last night, or because she relaxed her body and spirit after thinking about it.

A touch of sleepiness suddenly hit my heart.

"Ha~!" Zhao Bai'an yawned, then closed his eyes involuntarily, and fell into a deep sleep.

The plane was still moving forward, flying in an orderly manner, while Zhao Bai'an came to the dream world just like in the past.

She came to the former junior high school and appeared in the class seat.

At the beginning, she didn't know why, and she didn't quite adapt to the current environment, so she stared blankly at the reaction of her classmates.

But the students seemed to feel very normal about Zhao Bai'an's existence, or they didn't pay attention to her at all, just lowered their heads and read quietly.

Teacher Xu, the class teacher, walked in slowly from the door, and broke the silence with an ordinary opening remark: "Hello, students."

All the students immediately raised their heads, focused their eyes, and looked at the position of the podium.

Teacher Xu put the textbooks in her hands heavily on the desk, and then said to the students who were watching her in an extremely serious tone: "Everyone should know that with the arrival of the third grade of junior high school, schoolwork has become more and more difficult." I am very nervous, I believe that everyone wants to be admitted to a good school in the key city. I believe that you want to have a good future, so now you have to devote 12 points of energy to prepare for the upcoming college entrance examination!"

After speaking, Teacher Xu also encouraged the students to read the slogan together.

Zhao Bai'an is still a little dazed now, but a clear sentence rang in her ears: rush for the college entrance examination, run for the future!

After these words, the classroom immediately fell into silence.

Then Teacher Xu began to hand out the papers row by row. All the students in the front row were passing to each other, but the smooth movement was transmitted to Zhao Bai'an's hand but it was disconnected.

She still hasn't adapted to the current environment. For her, this memory is a bit confusing, and her head is full of confusion when time and space are intertwined.

Zhao Bai'an was a little absent-minded, and a little bit like suffering from amnesia. He was dumbfounded and didn't blend in with the surrounding environment at all.

The classmates didn't pay attention to her at first, but at this time, they couldn't help but look at her.

Zhao Bai'an finally came to his senses under everyone's gaze.She followed everyone's line of sight and looked down, saw the papers on her desk, and immediately reacted.

Embarrassed, she quickly grabbed the paper and distributed it downwards.

After posting, when she turned her head and came back, she saw Teacher Xu's cold eyes.

"Come to my office after class." Teacher Xu seemed dissatisfied.

Zhao Bai'an was stunned for a moment, and had no choice but to agree: "I understand, teacher."

Then she sat back in her seat and quietly started to do the questions with everyone.

Time passed quietly, and a class passed slowly under the absolute silence of everyone.

As the bell rang for the end of get out of class, everyone passed the papers forward as before, and after gathering together, the first seat was handed over to the teacher.

After Teacher Xu collected the papers, he walked out of the classroom.

Then a pot exploded in the classroom, and other students crowded and pushed each other and walked out.

On the other hand, Zhao Bai'an lingered on the seat, not wanting to go out for a long time. Of course, she was also because of what Teacher Xu said just now.

But after all, she didn't hide. When the class was approaching, Teacher Xu came over to summon her in person.

Zhao Bai'an had no choice this time, so he could only follow the teacher to the office.

After arriving at the office, as Zhao Bai'an expected, Mr. Xu began to scold him.

Zhao Bai'an naturally didn't dare to answer, she just listened quietly.

It's just that the teacher seems to be endless, and he still refuses to let Zhao Bai'an go when the class is approaching.

Although Zhao Bai'an didn't want to pay attention to these words, she was indeed agitated by these words.

Who can come to the rescue!

Zhao Bai'an read it over and over again in his heart.

She just had a kind of expectation, but she didn't expect that the real heavenly soldier—Moriyama appeared outside the teacher's office at some point.

(End of this chapter)