Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 768

As soon as she entered the office, Zhao Bai'an found that the doctor was waiting for her, and released very soothing and soft romantic music for her.

After a short chat and psychological construction, Zhao Bai'an lay down on the chair he had been lying on yesterday according to yesterday's agreement.

The doctor began to hypnotize her. This time, the doctor used music and the information he said he knew yesterday to conduct another psychological counseling.

In unconscious relaxation, Zhao Bai'an told the doctor a lot about her and Moriyama's past.

And the doctor kept everything firmly in mind and perfected his own treatment plan.

Of course, Zhao Bai'an didn't know all this at all. She just passively entered the hypnosis program for two or three days in a row, but her nightmare didn't get the slightest relief, and she gradually lost confidence.

Gradually, she began to feel a little reluctant to go for treatment, and as the flustered feeling in her heart increased instead of diminishing, she even began to doubt the doctor's method.

In the nightmare of many days, the corpse that she couldn't see clearly became more and more clear.

Until the last time, she just took a nap during recess in the classroom, but returned to her dream again.

She saw again that the blood on the corpse's face had faded away, gradually revealing clear facial features, although she still couldn't see them clearly.But she was sure that the facial features were really like Mori Shan, Zhao Bai'an was tortured to the point where he couldn't distinguish between reality and dreams.

She didn't do it on purpose, but she couldn't help it all the time, thinking about what Mori Shan was doing all the time, how was he doing?Even if she had just finished talking with the other party, she would still be terribly worried. Now Zhao Bai'an wished she could keep in touch with Moriyama 24 hours a day, so as to calm down her increasingly panicked heart.

She couldn't tell why she was like this. During this period of time, she often struggled and told herself that she was thinking too much about everything.But in the next second, there will be a voice in her heart that will keep repeating. What if she didn't think too much?

Zhao Bai'an really didn't know what to do, she was afraid that she was overthinking, and she struggled in reality in disbelief.

She was pinching the phone, although her forehead was sweating and her hands were trembling, she still chatted with Moriyama on the chat tool as usual, although she had only contacted Moriyama not long ago.

"Mori Shan, are you there?" Zhao Bai'an sent a simple greeting in a formal manner.

There was more and more sweat on her forehead, she was almost blinded, Zhao Bai'an decided to wash up first to wake up, she thought that when she returned to the house, Mori Shan should be able to recover herself.

But she never expected that after washing, Mori Shan didn't reply, Zhao Bai'an was really flustered and trembling, after thinking about it, she chose to call.

This is the first time she has made this type of overseas call to Moriyama. Because international calls are expensive, she usually makes Internet calls.

As the voice on the phone kept ringing: "Du-doo-doo-"

Zhao Bai'an was a little nervous at the moment, her restless heart was already in her throat, she didn't dare to slack off, and waited with extreme nervousness for the voice that was about to come out of the phone.

But she was still disappointed after all, no one answered the phone when there was a notification tone from a female robotic voice, Zhao Bai'an was even more worried.

Thinking that Moriyama should definitely be free at this time, why, why... no one answered after making so many calls?

Originally, Zhao Bai'an was in extreme panic these days, so her emotions erupted like a flood that burst a bank.

She couldn't control her thinking anymore, and her rationality was rushed to nowhere at this time, and only impulse followed.

There was really no way, Zhao Bai'an could only scroll through the friend information column in the chat tool, looking for her target.

She found Mori Shan's good brother on the chat tool. The two parties joined by a coincidence. There was no extra information between each other except for the initial greeting, but Zhao Bai'an sent a sentence to the other party without hesitation: " Hello, are you there? Could you please contact Moriyama?"

After finishing speaking, Zhao Bai'an lowered his head decadently, and began to wait. Of course, this kind of waiting is forced to be helpless, and there is no way out.

She couldn't help but pray secretly in her heart, hoping that the other party could reply to the message quickly.

She seemed to be in a daze, repeating the words in her heart over and over again.

But after waiting for a long time, she didn't get any timely, or no longer timely reply.

This time Zhao Bai'an was totally out of luck. Although she didn't want to admit this feeling, she couldn't escape the overwhelming emotion in her heart after all.It wasn't until this time that she realized that she had so little connection with Moriyama's surroundings that it was laughable.

She put the phone aside, then turned her head and lay down on the bed in frustration.

Tears burst out of my eyes unexpectedly at this moment.

She was completely overwhelmed by emotions, and she didn't know how long it took before the phone on the table suddenly responded.

A melodious piece of music sounded instantly: "Farewell to her, she kissed him, he kissed her, kissed him, kissed her..."

Zhao Bai'an bounced up like a carp as if he had been slapped with chicken blood, rushed to the table where the mobile phone was placed crazily, picked up the mobile phone, and quickly connected the call.

"Hello? Moriyama?!"

She was nervous and agitated, thinking that the person opposite was Mori Shan. She was in a hurry and didn't look at the caller ID just now.

She connected with joy, but when the voice slowly floated out of the phone, it made her completely desperate.

That wasn't Moriyama, but her psychiatrist's voice asking her.

"Miss Zhao, why didn't you come here today? Did something happen?"

Zhao Bai'an knew in her heart that today was the day to go to the clinic, and she didn't go on purpose, so she just perfunctorily said to the doctor on the other end of the phone: "Ah... I'm a little busy!"

After finishing speaking, she was about to hang up the phone, but at this moment, the doctor brought her different news: "Miss Zhao, after several days of testing and observation, I found that all your dreams revolve around a This building, think about it again, do you have any impression of that building?"

Although Zhao Bai'an didn't trust this doctor a little bit, but she couldn't help recalling what he said.

Suddenly she thought of something. The teaching building in her dream was a painting she had drawn.

That was a long time ago, but she didn't understand, what does it have to do with her dream?

Zhao Bai'an picked up the phone again: "This building is like a painting I drew before."

In fact, before the doctor made this call, he already had certain guesses and judgments. Before that, he always thought that Zhao Bai'an was simply depressed and caused a psychological suggestion.But after many days of talking and testing, he discovered that Zhao Bai'an's lost memory was the memory that caused her great pain before.

(End of this chapter)