Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 764 An Unfamiliar Space
Zhao Bai'an couldn't see who the person in front of her was, but she was sure that this person jumped from upstairs.

When she realized this, Zhao Bai'an's heart sank, her head shook, her memory suddenly started to go backwards, and everything she had just experienced was automatically played in her head.

She suddenly had a very bad, very bad guess, and suddenly a voice in her mind kept telling her that this person had a certain connection with Mori Shan, because he just went upstairs.

This person...is Moriyama...?

Zhao Bai'an was stunned by this thought of her own, and unconsciously took steps forward, she wanted to get closer to that fuzzy lump of flesh on the ground, and wanted to see who that person was.

But she had only taken two steps before stopping again, and a steady stream of fear emerged from her heart.

Suddenly another idea popped up in my mind, different from the voice just now, this voice came from my heart.

Zhao Bai'an felt that another self kept telling her: Don't go there, that one is not Morishan, that one is not Morishan.

She stopped.

But at this moment, the utterly dead corpse lying flat suddenly slowly turned his broken head towards Zhao Bai'an.Then he opened his eyes suddenly, and bright red blood flowed out of them.

Zhao Bai'an was already terrified, she wished she could run away immediately, but she couldn't move her body, what broke her down the most was that those red eyes were staring at her, motionless.

Zhao Bai'an felt that her heart was about to stop beating, and she was breathing heavily, a kind of extreme dizziness hit her, and she felt a sense of dislocation in space.

She only felt that countless black holes of time appeared in front of her eyes, spinning constantly. She couldn't see the corpse on the ground, nor could she see the surrounding environment clearly. She just felt that her body couldn't bear it and fell to the ground.

She finally returned to reality, Zhao Bai'an woke up from the dream, and saw a completely different scene from before.

Above her head is no longer the smooth ceiling, but a creamy yellow with a frosted texture, accompanied by a white European-style chandelier.

Zhao Bai'an was in a daze for a while, she was half asleep and half awake, and felt that everything was so unreal.

She shook her head slightly, slowly got off the bed, and walked along the room to the hall.

As soon as she came out, she saw a spacious living room, which was also decorated in a European style, with a simple and elegant design, simple and elegant.

Going forward along the living room, Zhao Bai'an came to the kitchen, which was similar to what she had seen before. Because it was decorated in a European style, it was semi-open. At the same time, she was still in the partition between the living room and the kitchen. I saw a wine cabinet dedicated to red wine.

Zhao Bai'an was completely stunned, she couldn't realize where she was for a while, she just felt that the scene in front of her was very unfamiliar to her.

She thought she was in a dream, so she stretched out her left hand and pinched it fiercely towards her thigh.

A piercing pain woke her up completely from the daze, and then the memory of coming to the United States slowly recovered. It turned out that she had been studying in the United States for two months, and this was the temporary place she had contacted before.

Zhao Bai'an breathed a sigh of relief, found a chair at random and sat down slowly.

For some reason, although her memory has recovered, she still has no energy at all, and she always feels tired and exhausted.

But this is not the point.

The point is that although she was completely awakened, the bloody flesh in the dream was still in front of her eyes and could not be dissipated. It was like a personal experience, which gave her a huge shock.

Zhao Bai'an herself didn't know what was wrong, although she used to shuttle back and forth between half-dream and half-awake, but every time she didn't feel so real.

In fact, under long-term mental pressure, she has become accustomed to this feeling of overlapping dreams and reality.

But recently she couldn't get used to this feeling. The dream just now was not the first time she dreamed of it. It seemed that after she came to America, she would repeat the dream just now every two or three days.

At the beginning, it was blurry, but it became clearer and clearer each time, until this time she even saw the appearance of the person who jumped down...

Zhao Bai'an recalled the dream, panting heavily, she really felt that her spirit was on the verge of collapse, and all the hints in the dream made her keep thinking... Could this be Moriyama?

No, she didn't want to believe it, so it must not be Moriyama.

She asked herself more than once, how could it be Moriyama?If it was Moriyama, why would he do this?

She still remembers that before going abroad, the two of them got along very happily, didn't they?
She still remembered that when she played with him for the last time, he and she laughed like that, hugged and kissed together, they had each other in their eyes, and they were extremely happy.Moriyama also said that he would wait for her to come back, and let her go there with confidence.

So no matter how Zhao Bai'an thought about it, he felt that it could not be Moriyama, and during her two months of living in a different place, because of the time difference, although she did not communicate with Moriyama every day, she still kept in touch frequently, and the longest interval between conversations would never exceed two months. God, she didn't feel that there was any problem between the two of them, and she didn't even hear anything wrong in Mori Shan's conversation with her.

She couldn't figure it out at this moment, and she didn't want to believe everything in her dream. She wanted to just pretend that it didn't exist, and would rather just treat it as a nightmare caused by too much pressure after she came here.

Zhao Bai'an paranoidly imagined herself, and she forced herself to pay attention to the possibility that only she had in mind.

She felt that the dream was nothing more than a manifestation of excessive mental depression, so... Feeling her panting, she felt that she should see a psychiatrist.

And she secretly told herself in her heart that she should pay more attention to Moriyama than usual and chat with him more.

She swears in her heart that as long as she has time, she will definitely leave this time to Mori Shan, and she will make the two people living in different places the same as before.

She believed that she could do it, and as if encouraging herself, she clenched her right fist and whispered to herself, "Come on!"

After Zhao Bai'an summed himself up in his heart, he forcibly brought the nightmare to an end.

According to her usual habits, she began to wash up step by step.Later, because there happened to be no class today, I simply looked up the phone number of an American psychologist, called the number, and consulted.

She told the appointment office about her recent dreams, and asked in detail about the available appointment time on the phone.

Coincidentally, there will be time in two hours, Zhao Bai'an was surprised for a moment, then hung up the phone, nestled into the sofa in the living room by himself, looked at the clock hanging on the wall, and counted time.

One minute, one second, 10 minutes, half an hour, she stared at the pendulum and muttered to herself, and soon it was time for her to leave.

(End of this chapter)