Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 69 Conversation on the Carousel

Just when Zhao Bai'an realized that she was determined to find Huo Sanmu's purpose, a pink figure came into her eyes——

It is still the familiar shape of the Red Queen, but it seems that all the red areas have turned into a pink color, which is really suitable for the occasion.

The pink version of the Red Queen Miki looks much cuter than before. Thanks to the blessing of the color, the high-cold aura of the queen in the past has disappeared today. She got a bear hug.

"Xiaobai, you're here!" Huo Sanmu's hug was still so tight, this time Zhao Bai'an didn't push her away, but put his arm around her back instead.Her peach-pink hair rubbed against Zhao Bai'an's neck, itchy and fragrant, and she felt very happy.

"Xiaobai, what is the reason why you came to see me today?" She looked like a red queen and looked at Zhao Bai'an with round eyes.

But before Zhao Bai'an could answer her question, Huo Sanmu took Zhao Bai'an's hand and wanted to go out together: "Xiaobai, you can go out with me for a walk. Pretty pink, it's a pity not to go out, we walked Let's talk."

Hearing Huo Sanmu's happy tone, Zhao Bai'an didn't respond, and let her move forward.

From what was observed only in the hall, the internal structure of the Red Castle has not changed much. To be precise, it seems that today’s Red Heart Island only has color changes, but everyone takes it for granted. Zhao Bai'an didn't say much.

Zhao Bai'an remembered that Huo Sanmu had told her before that this place existed because of her, perhaps all the changes today were also due to her own subjective thoughts.

The journey out of the castle was not too long, and Miki, who was wrapped in pink along the way, was in a very happy mood, sharing interesting things that happened on the island with Zhao Bai'an recently, chatting non-stop.Listening and responding to Huo Miki, they walked back to the entrance of the playground without knowing it.

Naturally, the carousel is specially for them. When Zhao Bai'an and Huo Sanmu came here, the colorful carousels began to rotate slowly. Accompanied by very soft music, it sounded very comfortable.

Huo Sanmu took the brunt of picking a big white horse she was satisfied with and jumped on it. Due to the heavy and complicated noble dress, she could only sit sideways on the horse's back.With the pink atmosphere and the backdrop of the playground, the image of Empress Huo Sanmu has long since disappeared, and she looks like a little noble princess.

"Xiao Bai, come up quickly." Huo Sanmu urged Zhao Bai'an.

Zhao Bai'an also sat on the horse beside her, and chose to sit sideways like Huo Sanmu, so that they were facing each other.

"I've been here so many times, and this is the first time I've really played in the playground. And today it's all pink, it feels very special." Zhao Bai'an couldn't help but sigh.

As the merry-go-round rides up and down, Zhao Bai'an's and Huo Sanmu's gazes are sometimes parallel, and sometimes they are high and low.

"Actually, this is not the first time, but it is also a rare opportunity. I must take good care of this rare pink island and come out more to feel it."

Huo Sanmu explained her good mood to Zhao Bai'an, but Zhao Bai'an heard a different emphasis: "Eh? Have there been many times before?"

"It only appeared once, but it was a very long time ago. It's normal for you to forget it. At that time, there was no playground. This is a big lawn."

"Is that so..."

"You have no idea what all this is about?"

"Perhaps." Zhao Bai'an could only give an ambiguous answer, only knowing that all these changes should be due to her own feelings, but it was impossible to know what was the reason.

"Then why did you come to Red Heart Island this time? I feel that you are different this time from the previous few times, and you have a purpose."

"Indeed." Zhao Bai'an nodded to confirm Huo Sanmu's feeling, "My friend has encountered some emotional problems, and I want to hear your opinion."

"Oh? It's just like that?" Huo Sanmu narrowed her eyes. At this moment, her wooden horse was just rising, and Zhao Bai'an felt that she had already been penetrated under her gaze.

"Ah... Maybe there are some personal emotions mixed in." Under Huo Sanmu's gaze, she had no choice but to admit it again.

Zhao Bai'an added: "However, how should I put it, everything is too hazy. It is clearly my own business, but it is more blurred than everyone else's experience."

It sounds ridiculous and helpless.

Huo Sanmu understood that Zhao Bai'an was telling the truth, but she shrugged her shoulders and said: "Xiaobai, vague experiences may naturally have their vague reasons, and I don't think you need to make something clear again. "

"When I was having tea with Rabbit, he told me a strange story. I don't know who told him about it. He said that a friend of a friend of his had a bad memory, and that person went through After a lot of hard work, he finally got the potion to erase all his memories, he drank it without hesitation, and finally started his life again like a blank sheet of paper."

Huo Sanmu paused, glanced at Zhao Bai'an, and continued: "But not long after, he realized through some clues that he seems to have amnesia, and he doesn't remember anything. He is too much about the previous experience. Curious, he even imagined that he actually suffered the enemy's retaliatory attack to become like this. In order to retrieve his memory, he went through untold hardships and finally found the potion for restoring memory, and drank it again do..."

"Enmu..." Zhao Bai'an frowned, this is really a story with mixed flavors.

"The strange story is not over yet," Huo Miki leaned his head towards her slightly, "After recovering his memory, this person was very regretful. He wrote all kinds of notes to himself, all of which were 'Don't retrieve your memory' and the like warning. Do you know what happened next?"

"Wouldn't it be counterproductive?"

"That's right, the note he wrote made the man believe in the conspiracy theory even more. After that, no matter what method the man came up with, he couldn't stop himself who wanted to find the answer. So it was like this again and again It goes on and on, and it is said that he is over 1000 years old now, and he still cannot get out of the cycle."

After Huo Miki finished speaking, he sat upright on the horseback again.

This is really... a wonderful story that makes people don't know what to say.

There was just such a silence between Zhao Bai'an and Huo Sanmu, turning round and round on the merry-go-round.

"Then... what do you think about my friend?" Zhao Bai'an finally broke the atmosphere.

"Well, you actually know everything in your heart, don't you?" The pink Huo Sanmu gave off the feeling of the calm Red Queen again this time, she tilted her head and smiled slightly at Zhao Bai'an.

"Enmu..." Zhao Bai'an didn't know how to respond.

"Xiaobai, in fact, you are the same as before. Be a listener. Just keep yourself true." After all, Miki continued, "You know it well, don't you? The difficulty is not just making decisions, you also There is no right to make decisions for others. How each person chooses each path is actually up to her. As for emotional matters, only the person concerned can have a delicate experience. You can't understand this very well. "

Yeah... I couldn't be more clear.Zhao Bai'an affirmed in his heart.

The carousel did not know when it had stopped.It seemed that it was time to leave.

"As expected, you know me best..." Zhao Baian jumped off the horse, and stretched out his hand to help Huo Sanmu get off.

"Xiaobai, I had a great time today." Huo Sanmu handed Zhao Bai'an his hand.

(End of this chapter)