Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 554 Father and Son in the Rain
After an unknown amount of time, Xiao Longjingshan suddenly raised his head, looking at the position directly in front of him with tears in his eyes.

Zhao Bai'an felt really uncomfortable at the moment, but she knew that there was nothing she could do.

She could only pray silently, hoping that Xiaolong Jingshan could adjust his mood by himself while continuing to watch him.

Xiaolongjingshan is now like a child who has been severely injured and abandoned. When no one pays attention to him, his emotions are even more out of control.

Maybe what Dad said is very reasonable, but he is wronged and dissatisfied. Now he seems not satisfied with staring blankly into the distance, but stood up angrily, and started kicking the street lights on the side of the road with his feet. .

Xiaolongjingshan's action attracted the attention of passers-by, and some even started pointing.

There were even some meddlesome people among them who yelled at him.

"Hey, whose family does this child belong to? Why are you so ignorant!"

"That's right, where are the parents? Come out and take care of it, isn't this destroying public property!"

"This child is so disobedient and mischievous, he really needs to be taken care of."

All kinds of voices kept ringing on the empty roadside, and Xiaolongjingshan seemed to be the target of public criticism immediately.

All the people around are looking at him with strange eyes.

Under such an environment, Xiao Longjingshan's already very gloomy mood became more depressed and difficult to understand.

Eventually he vented his emotions on those around him.

Furiously, he turned his head to the passers-by around him, and then shouted wantonly at them without knowing what to say.

“Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” At the same time, he waved his fists indiscriminately to vent his anger.

The people around trembled a little, and took a step back. They all speculated, is this child crazy?

Others said that the child must have mental problems, and some even said that the child was possessed by evil spirits.

There were different opinions, and there were all kinds of opinions in an instant, but no one stepped forward to comfort him.

Xiao Longjingshan just sank into his own emotions, as if nothing was important at this moment.

The only thing that matters is the trace of unresolved feelings in his heart.

At this moment, his heart can be said to be full of mixed feelings, including entanglement, anger, fear, and unspeakable grievances.

All kinds of emotions were entangled together, and slowly twisted into an intertwined rope in his heart, tightening every nerve in him.

Let him finally sink and get lost in the depression in his heart.

Xiao Longjingshan was sulking like this on the road, alone, pitiful and sad.

But at this time, the sky was not beautiful, and suddenly it began to drizzle.

After all, the passers-by hung up high after all, and everyone dispersed slowly, but Xiaolongjingshan continued to sink in the light rain.

Although it was light rain, he couldn't bear the accumulation of layers after layers. The rain mercilessly wet all his clothes, and now Xiao Longjingshan couldn't tell whether it was tears or rain on his face.

He was extremely embarrassed, but he couldn't get the slightest redemption.

Suddenly an umbrella appeared on his head, Xiao Longjingshan raised his head subconsciously, only then did he realize that his father was standing by her side at some point.

Originally, a hint of surprise flashed across his face, but when he saw his father's extremely serious face, his emotions fell back to the original point.

Dad didn't seem to have changed in the slightest. Although there was a trace of complicated emotions flashing in his eyes, his words were still so cold after all: "Have you had enough trouble? Let's go home!"

Just such a short sentence, no one can tell what the meaning is, but they can't tell that it means caring.

A trace of disappointment flashed in Xiao Longjingshan's eyes. At this moment, he saw his father's true face clearly, and at the same time, he was completely heartbroken.

Maybe it was in response to what his father said, and he didn't know if he was really tired.I suddenly felt that in front of a person who doesn't know how to care about himself, no matter how much he expresses his emotions, it is useless.

Xiao Longjingshan regained his silence, not the kind of submission to his father, but a deathly silence.

In the end, he walked back in the direction of home in a daze, while his father quietly held an umbrella for Xiaolongjingshan from behind without saying a word.

A pair of ordinary father and son, doing the most ordinary things.

But Zhao Bai'an looked at it from behind and found it very strange.

Both of them exuded an incomparably cold feeling, and this coldness echoed each other, automatically separating the two people who were clearly close together.

The so-called closeness can be seen in every frown, smile and every action. Zhao Bai'an feels this way now.

She clearly felt that the two father and son were not close, and there were mutually exclusive forces exuding from them.

But she was very fortunate that Xiao Longjingshan didn't have an attack now. Although he resisted extremely in his heart, he didn't show any intention of refusing after all, and of course he didn't walk out from under his father's umbrella.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an really felt that such peace is very rare, and she hoped that the two father and son would be like this, keeping their thoughts in their hearts.And today's events can pass slowly like this, she doesn't want to witness another tragedy.

But the peace didn't last long. After the two father and son arrived home, the two entered the previous cycle again.

Dad started chattering again.

"You child, it seems that you are usually given too much freedom. How old are you? How dare you run out of the house when you are so capable."

"Why are you so disobedient? It seems that I am still lax with your requirements. You are too ignorant!"

"Tell me what you look like today, what exactly do you want to do tomorrow?"

"Father pins all his hopes on you, but are you worthy of me today?"

Like this, Xiao Longjingshan was taught by his father for no reason.

He didn't talk back to his father this time, but just stood silently aside.

But Dad didn't end there. After he finished what he wanted to say, he rudely reached out and dragged Xiaolong Jingshan back into the room, and began to assign him homework.

As a junior high school physics teacher, my father assigned more exercises to Xiaolong Jingshan.

He almost circled all the difficulties and key points in the entire book, and stipulated that Xiaolongjingshan must be completed within two hours. If it cannot be completed, more homework will be added.

Long Jingshan really couldn't do anything about his father's atrocities. Although he was angry in his heart, he also knew the reason why his arms couldn't twist his thighs.

In fact, he cried and made troubles, but in the end he still couldn't escape the fate of coming back.

He knows that he still has to rely on his parents now, and he still has to rely on his parents. He knows even more that even if he escapes today, he cannot escape tomorrow.

Because it has been like this all these years, my father is a teacher at the school, and my mother is too busy because she is a doctor.

Although he was pushed tightly on the one hand, on the other hand he still got the happy childhood that ordinary children should have.

He comforted himself in his heart, forget it, so what can you do?

Xiao Longjingshan suppressed his playful nature and was forced to go into the room to continue studying.

(End of this chapter)