Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 510 The Nth Power of Emotion
Before I knew it, it was noon.

Yang Zichen offered to invite Zhao Bai'an to dinner to express his gratitude to her.

Naturally, Zhao Bai'an would not refuse. She and Yang Zichen came to a newly opened fast food restaurant.

The two had a delicious meal, and after lunch, Zhao Bai'an found a caller ID on his mobile phone.

After opening it, she found out that it was Moriyama who called. She was silent for a while, thinking about what would happen to Moriyama, and then took the mobile phone and called Moriyama back.

But just when it was displayed in her hand that the phone was about to be dialed, another message from Mori Shan suddenly burst into view.

——Are you going out to play at night?
Zhao Bai'an fell into deep thought. She was very happy with Moriyama's invitation to her, but she also had a grudge about the last time the two of them went out to play together.

Now she is a little afraid of getting too close to Moriyama, she can't grasp the scale well, every time she wants to go further, Moriyama will obviously refuse.

And that kind of hot and cold, it's like putting her heart on fire.

She didn't want to take that pain anymore.

but……

If he refuses, if he refuses at all, is there any possibility of getting any future invitations?

Of course, Zhao Bai'an wanted to get closer to Mori Shan, she absolutely couldn't bear to pull the two of them away because of her own reasons, even if it was a little bit far away, she didn't want to.

She held the mobile phone in thought, and typed out the words of refusal at first, but before sending it out, she changed her mind again.

So she deleted the sentence just now and changed it to ask: "Why is it night?"

Moriyama quickly responded: "Because I started working part-time recently, I can't go earlier, I can only choose evening."

Zhao Bai'an suddenly realized, but then she was also very surprised, a lot of questions flooded into her mind at once, but she finally chose one: "Where do you work?"

Moriyama didn't give specific details, but said in a mysterious way: "If you are interested, you can come to the place where I work to help."

Zhao Bai'an tilted her head, facing such a piece of news, she didn't know how to respond.

Yang Zichen next to him moved his head closer, saw the message, and of course saw the signature.

She asked curiously, "Who is this!"

"Oh, it's my junior high school classmate." Zhao Bai'an responded calmly.

This is not a lie, on the contrary, it is the most accurate description of her relationship with Moriyama at this time.Whether they become lovers, strangers or enemies, junior high school classmates are the eternal, unchanging and cold mark between them.

But Yang Zichen's eyes flashed a strange light when she heard it, of course she didn't believe what Zhao Baian said.

But she also knew that the other party had obvious rejection intentions, so she naturally didn't ask any more questions, but she didn't intend to give up just yet.

According to the content of the message, she encouraged Zhao Bai'an from the side: "The other party invites you, just go and have a look."

Zhao Bai'an didn't respond immediately, she was actually hesitating at this time.

Yang Zichen continued to beat and drum beside him: "Xiao An, you see, maybe they want you to come and help out, in case there is really something that is really too busy, since they are classmates anyway, you won't lose a piece of meat if you go. "

Zhao Bai'an listened to what Yang Zichen said, and she suddenly had the same thought, maybe Morishan really needs her help.And she was able to see Moriyama earlier, which was undeniably a good thing for her.

So after much hesitation (in fact, only a very short time passed), she was still ready to go.

After Zhao Bai'an simply said goodbye to Yang Zichen, he set off immediately, but because of Lu Chi, he went around for three hours before arriving at his destination.

After arriving at the place, Zhao Bai'an was surprised to find that it was said to be a building, and there were several floors in it that turned out to be interest classes - that is, a place for some children who want to improve.

She was a little hesitant, and didn't enter right away. It wasn't until she called Moriyama to confirm that she really didn't make a mistake and approached slowly.

Only then did Zhao Bai'an know that Morishan was working as a teacher to teach the children.

Zhao Bai'an didn't like children, and she knew that Moriyama didn't like it either. She didn't know why he found such a part-time job, but she didn't think much about it, and just went upstairs slowly to find Moriyama's classroom.

Before she could enter, she heard Moriyama talking inside.

At the beginning, she didn't know what Moriyama was talking about. Out of curiosity and a little nervousness, she listened at the door for a while.

The affectionate and storytelling voice came from the crack of the door, and the corners of Zhao Bai'an's mouth couldn't help but rise.

For some reason, hearing Moriyama's warm voice, her mood immediately improved.

She didn't intend to go in and spoil the moment, so she chose to listen quietly at the door.

Moriyama tells the story of a little Maodou's adventure. He vividly and vividly depicts the scenes of overcoming difficulties in the story and the bravery and kindness of Little Maodou.

He told a story thoroughly.

Zhao Bai'an couldn't help being intoxicated by it, and she also felt the ups and downs of the story, while feeling the sadness and joy, she also felt the happiness of Little Maodou, which only she could understand.

It follows what it wants to follow in its heart, even if it does not get the approval of the world, or even just gets ridiculed, it will not give up, even if it is covered with bruises, it will go forward bravely.

It's strange to say that what appeared in front of her eyes was obviously just a edamame, but Zhao Bai'an suddenly became emotional, a short story was brewing in her heart, she was like a monk who practiced hard, suddenly enlightened.

She suddenly understood another truth. In the emotional world, sometimes liking means dedication and persistence, and sometimes this kind of dedication will not have any rewards, and persistence will eventually yield nothing.

Just like the ending of little edamame, it marched towards its own light, but fell into the quagmire with injuries all over its body, but it became a seed and brewed a life that was both it and not it.

Although the process is rough and tortuous, who said that it has not gained short-term happiness and some stories that can be recalled?

It seems that Zhao Bai'an's sinking and entanglement once again ended at this moment.

She figured it out, it doesn't matter whether Moriyama is hot and cold or rejecting herself, what matters is what she wants from the beginning and whether she wants more.

As for the uncontrollable emotion, she couldn't control it, so why should she care about it deliberately?
This is like a geometric arithmetic problem. I know that the nth power is a difficult proposition, but I want to make trouble for myself.

Zhao Bai'an was a little tired, she didn't want to think about it anymore, she decided to be a person who can afford it and let it go.

It's just that her determination only existed when she didn't see Moriyama himself, and it only existed at this moment of enlightenment.

When the storybook was finished and get out of class was over, Moriyama came out to pick her up, but she was lost in that warm smile again.

She looked at Moriyama in front of her, and greeted him a little unnaturally.

"Hi, Moriyama."

　Fourteen volumes will end tomorrow.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)