Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 505 Falling Sober
Zhao Bai'an has never seen Mori Shan like this, no, to be more precise, she has never seen Mori Shan by her side like this.

In my memory, Moriyama was always gentle and refined when he was by his side.

But now Moriyama's irritable and irritable is different from usual.

Of course, although Moriyama usually looks indifferent and rejects people thousands of miles away, he will definitely not ask others, especially her, in an arrogant and irritable tone like now.

Zhao Bai'an was a little scared, and responded softly subconsciously: "What's wrong with you? I just..."

She was cut off by Moriyama before she finished speaking: "Don't say anything, answer me! Why? Why did you ignore me just now?"

Zhao Bai'an couldn't react at all, she was so yelled that she lost the ability to think, and she even took a step back unconsciously.

She just stared at Moriyama blankly, and Moriyama stretched out his hand suddenly at this moment, grabbed her shoulder tightly, and dug his entire index finger into her flesh!
Zhao Bai'an exclaimed in pain: "It hurts! Let me go!"

But Mori Shan ignored her at all, as if he couldn't hear her at all.

How to do?
How to do?
How to do?
These three words are like Sun Wukong's magic spell, forming a circle of light in Zhao Bai'an's mind, which keeps spinning around.She could only focus on this because of the pain, but there was nothing she could do.

However, there are no absolutes in the world. When Zhao Bai'an was in despair, the surrounding scene changed again, and they actually returned to the cinema hall again!

It was still the familiar movie, and the plot in the movie was still so exciting.

While Mori Shan was still sitting on the seat in a coma, Zhao Bai'an went through the repetition again and returned to the starting point of the matter.

Zhao Bai'an was extremely frightened. Regarding the current situation, she really didn't want to go through it again. She was even afraid that if she blinked, everything would happen again like before.

This feeling is more terrifying to her than falling off a cliff. She seems to be immersed in an endless cycle of reincarnation, and the key is that she can't control herself at all every time.

The question just now suddenly exploded, and now in her mind, these three words began to play in his ears like a spell, what should I do?what to do?what to do?
Strange to say, she was still thinking about what to do one second, and woke up in a panic the next second.

She finally returned to an environment she was all too familiar with, but she still couldn't escape from the surprise and emotion just now.

Zhao Bai'an slowly sat up from the bed, stroked his chest with both hands, panting heavily, she was really afraid that this was still a dream, and that the cycle hadn't been broken yet.

Time passed little by little, and she didn't know how long it took, and the panic in her heart finally calmed down gradually.

The rusty brain kicked into action, and memories flooded in.

Of course, such memories were not what she wanted, but she simply couldn't restrain them, so she had no choice but to let them flow.

She recalled that this Spider-Man was the last movie she and Moriyama watched before they broke up.

I said it was before the breakup, but I didn't actually have such a consciousness at the time. This movie is at least a few months away from the breakup.And a few months are enough for anything to happen, and enough for countless turning points.

At that time, she naturally would not have thought that this would be the last movie between them. Zhao Bai'an only remembered that when she watched it, she was completely immersed in the plot of the movie. Thinking about it now, I can't help but feel a little funny.

Those actions that have been done are so superfluous.

She was a little sad.

What is embarrassing is that she is still the original her, but is Moriyama still the original Moriyama?
Nothing seems to have changed.

But what's ridiculous is that the relationship between the two has changed over time. It can be said that everything they used to have is so invisible, but she never forgets it.

And since she reconnected with Moriyama this time, her previous memories seem to be getting clearer.

It was so clear that even though she really didn't want to think about it sometimes, her brain seemed to be inexplicably addicted to this kind of memory. It was completely out of her subjective control, but it was running and mobilizing all the time.

On the contrary, she is very passive every time, and when she is passive, she will feel uneasy when accepting every memory.

Until now, the scenes in the dream are gradually confused with the reality.

Zhao Bai'an began to be afraid of recalling, and even said that he was a little afraid to go to sleep.

Because she may recall something she has forgotten in the next second, she does not reject the beauty, but what she is afraid of is whether the exposed things will tear her heart again after the beauty fades away Split lung?Could it be the pain that I can't bear?
Thinking of this, her heart throbbed unexpectedly, and the hand that had just been put down couldn't help covering her chest again.

Zhao Bai'an sighed at the current situation of the two, sighed at the relationship between the two and the ever-changing time, and at the same time sighed at the comparison between the present and the past.

Now everything is obviously different.

She knew that even if she thought about it and sighed a million times, she couldn't match Moriyama's ambiguous emotions towards her, not even a single bit.

She is not sure whether the two of them can really go back to the past, and she also knows that it is difficult to reunite the broken mirror.

But why can't she control herself?
She knows that there is no turning back when opening a bow, and she also knows that a good horse never turns back.

But why can't she restrain the emotion in her heart?

Especially when the inexplicable sweetness of the two before slowly returned to her memory, her thoughts became even more difficult to control.

Thinking of this, Zhao Bai'an couldn't help laughing, but this time the smile was a wry smile, a helpless smile, and a mockery of himself.

Her mood began to become bad again, and she, who was supposed to get up, turned back into the bed again.

Zhao Bai'an covered himself completely under the quilt, thinking that he could escape in this way, and that he could escape from being trapped in the darkness.

But it turns out that it was futile for her to do so. Missing is both a good medicine and a poison.

Without knowing it, she has fallen into love again, but she is still confused.

She just wanted everything to be as good as it is now, and she didn't dare to ask for more, but everything was not in the state she had imagined.

The more she wanted to escape, the deeper the impression of Moriyama would be on her mind, and at this time, by coincidence, the phone rang again.

(End of this chapter)