Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 479 A New Beginning

Zhao Bai'an understood now, and realized that Mori Shan was explaining to himself.

She regained her senses and looked at what Moriyama said, undeniably, a flash of joy flashed in her heart.

But immediately, the shadow in her heart made her hide that emotion again.

Yeah, so what if I was given an umbrella?After all, he still won't leave with himself, not to mention... If you give the umbrella to someone else, isn't the possibility of sharing the umbrella even greater?

Zhao Bai'an imagined the things that happened outside her field of vision, and her heart throbbed again, but her voice was still flat: "You do this...won't your girlfriend be angry?"

Zhao Bai'an's voice was not loud, and he asked cautiously: "And this time... Is it really okay to exchange Disney gifts with the two of me?"

The more Zhao Bai'an spoke, the lower his voice became, and his head lowered even lower.

She was a little scared, a little trembling, but also a little bit of anticipation.

In fact, Zhao Bai'an was very entangled in her heart. She just said those words in anger, but she was afraid of hearing Mori Shan admit these words.

She fell into an unknown state, and her whole heart became uneasy.

Zhao Bai waited quietly, like a criminal waiting for the verdict.

But what she didn't expect was that her waiting finally became lonely and silent.

Mori Shan didn't respond to her again, Zhao Bai'an was curious and looked up, seeing Mori Shan seemed to be in a daze, he tilted his head, his eyes full of doubts.

Looking at him, Zhao Bai'an also fell into confusion, she didn't understand what happened to Morishan.

She looked at Moriyama with ripples in her heart.

The two fell into the embarrassment brought by the silence, but the silence didn't last long before being broken by Moriyama.

"What are you talking about?" Moriyama continued to tilt his head, he felt very confused and didn't understand anything.

Zhao Bai'an was very surprised, Mori Shan's answer was wrong, and because the current situation was that the question was not answered, even Zhao Bai'an himself became confused.

But the so-called non-toxic, she is holding such an attitude at the moment.

Now that the words have been uttered, it is better to continue to ask more clearly, otherwise it will really be stuck in the throat, so Zhao Bai'an reiterated the question just now: "I mean the girlfriend who was with you that day."

Mori Shan was even more confused now: "When will it be?"

Zhao Bai'an was deeply puzzled, what day?When is this?Have we met more?
She looked at Moriyama in surprise, and frowned even more.

She has asked twice now, but Moriyama still has such an attitude, what does it mean?Don't you want to tell yourself?

Countless questions kept drifting through her mind, and these questions undoubtedly formed a deep shackle, trapping Zhao Bai'an in it.

She really couldn't restrain her curiosity about the answer to the question just now, so she described in detail what she wanted to express.Although she didn't want to have any memories, she had to revisit the scene at that time in detail.

A khaki rivet bag...a blue scarf...a short man...the movements and demeanor of the two...

She described in detail the girl who left with Moriyama at the exhibition, and how Moriyama helped her carry her bag.

She thought Moriyama would have nothing to hide, and then told herself the truth.

But she didn't expect Moriyama to laugh out loud.

"Ha ha ha ha--!"

Zhao Bai'an was at a loss, and she couldn't react.

Moriyama's actions seemed unreasonable and unthinkable to her.Moriyama may be concerned about his status as an ex-girlfriend, so he doesn't want to tell himself too much.

After thinking about this, Zhao Bai'an's heart became more painful, and an uncontrollable sadness spread in his heart in an instant, and the world began to become blurred, uncontrollably blurred.

She felt like a fool, and Moriyama's laughter confirmed it even more.

Zhao Bai'an took a few deep breaths, and responded to the laughter with some regret and disappointment: "Forget it, if you don't want to say it, just pretend that I never asked."

Zhao Bai'an resolutely turned his head to face the front, and the whole person began to automatically keep a distance from Mori Shan.

A hint of meaning flashed in Mori Shan's eyes, and then he put away the joke, he could naturally feel that something was wrong with Zhao Bai'an's mood.

He stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Zhao Bai'an's head, then said to her: "You are really cute."

Zhao Bai'an was a little sensitive about this move, but he didn't reject it.

She turned her head to face Moriyama with dissatisfaction and puzzlement on her face.

Moriyama smiled and asked back: "Did you just see me and that girl walking alone? Could it be that the things I was holding at that time belonged to that girl? You are treating my belly with your heart."

Zhao Bai'an was even more confused: "What do you mean?"

Moriyama explained meaningfully: "That girl is my roommate's girlfriend, and she is usually tough, but she is a tigress. I can't hold it."

Zhao Bai'an was secretly surprised, thinking back in her heart, the scene that day seemed...indeed it was in the state that Mori Shan said, she only saw delicateness and tenderness, but indeed...didn't see how many people left.

So I was really preconceived and biased, so I regarded those actions as ambiguous actions?

Although Zhao Bai'an still has a little bit of confusion in the deepest part of her heart, a little bit of wrongness that she can't figure out, but one thing is certain - Mori Shan will not lie to himself, no matter when, he is honest with himself that one.

For some reason, this matter exists in Zhao Bai'an's cognition like a creed of life.

But thinking about it now, according to Moriyama's statement, it seems to be very reasonable. It seems that his own preconceived ideas are indeed wrong.

With this in mind, she followed her heart and finally confirmed with Moriyama: "Do you really not have a girlfriend?"

Mori Shan looked at Zhao Bai'an and replied seriously: "I haven't."

At this point, Zhao Bai'an was completely relieved, and the depressed mood since that day also dissipated, and the rest was reassurance, and an indescribable happiness.

Moriyama's affirmative answer made her feel like she had regained a new life, and the heart that had no hope came back to life.

It is as vibrant as the grass that has been ready to go after the cold winter, and it feels brand new from the beginning to the end.

Such emotions planted a seed of happiness in her heart, and then the happiness blossomed.

The corners of Zhao Bai'an's mouth turned up exaggeratedly, exulting "for no reason".

Mori Shan who was on the side was confused again: "What are you laughing at?"

Zhao Bai'an was embarrassed for a while, and quickly stopped smiling, she didn't intend to tell Mori Shan her emotions, after all, the two of them are now above friends and below lovers.

So she waved her hand perfunctorily, and quickly changed the topic: "Hey~ I don't know what the gift looks like?"

(End of this chapter)