Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 474 Confusion and Hesitation

After Zhao Bai'an put down his phone, he immediately ran to the bathroom at home, and quickly started to tidy up his housework.

After everything was sorted out, she rushed back to her room immediately and began to choose the clothes to wear when she went out.

She poured out all the clothes in the closet, and like all girls, she compared them one by one on her body, and tried them on her body repeatedly, but she was not satisfied in the end. Answer.

I don't know if she paid too much attention to this date, she always felt that there were still some shortcomings, and she didn't have the feeling of "Okay, that's it!".

After struggling for a long time, Zhao Bai'an finally decided to return to the essence.

After shedding the luxurious packaging and leaving the pure inside, she decided to use the purest color to set off herself, so she chose a set of pure white clothes with a pair of pure white snow shoes.

The white suit set off Zhao Bai'an's already fair skin, making her even more radiant.

She was satisfied with admiring herself in front of the mirror at the door, and her mother stood behind her at some point.

Zhao Bai'an turned his head subconsciously, and met his mother's confused eyes.

Before she had time to speak, her mother asked first: "What are you doing? My daughter has changed sex? Why are you looking in the mirror endlessly?"

Zhao Bai'an didn't want to talk too much with his mother, and said evasively: "Oh, mother, when your daughter grows up, there will always be times when she loves beauty, so just leave it alone."

Mother naturally didn't doubt Zhao Bai'an's words, she just came here to make some fun, and she really felt that what her daughter said was very reasonable, she couldn't help herself, she was too lazy to meddle in other things, so she turned her head and walked away.

Zhao Bai'an breathed a sigh of relief, and then started to look in the mirror again, who knew that his father also came to join in the fun.

He is more sensitive than his mother. Seeing his baby girl like this, he also looked confused: "Baby Zhao, you are acting abnormal today. Tell dad the truth, are you in a relationship?"

Zhao Bai'an looked surprised, and turned his head sharply like before.

Dad was not malicious, and looked at her with a smile on his face.

Zhao Bai'an seemed to be frightened at the moment, she quickly denied: "What are you talking about? I didn't, you are thinking too much."

There was a bit of bitterness in her denial, but because what she said was indeed the truth, she was very righteous.

Dad didn't say anything more, but he didn't leave either. He just looked at his daughter with an ambiguous look.

Under his father's gaze, Zhao Bai'an felt a little flustered, and asked helplessly, "Oh, father, what are you doing? Why are you looking at me like that?"

Dad felt the atmosphere going awry, and responded with a smile: "Oh, my baby girl has grown up, Dad should be happy! Tell Dad the truth, do you have someone you like?"

Zhao Bai'an felt like vomiting blood when she heard it, she had to admire her father's observation ability is still very terrible.

But she still didn't want to admit it, after all...the horoscope didn't even appear, and she didn't want to make a big splash when everything was illusory, so in the end she said something against her will.

"Father, what are you thinking? I don't have one. You don't know what your daughter is like? I'm born with little tendencies!"

Dad was a little disappointed. As someone who had experienced it, he could of course see what his daughter was thinking, but now that his daughter didn't admit it, he had no other choice.

As a father, sometimes he can't say too much, but he really wants to give some help when his daughter's life turns around.From a man's point of view, he hopes to give his daughter a little guidance, but her daughter has not given him a chance now, so there is no need for him to force it. It is better to let nature take its course.

Dad was full of emotions in his heart, and all the emotions could only be turned into one sentence in the end: "Baby Zhao has grown up, and it seems that he has his own ideas."

After speaking, he turned his head and left like his mother.

At this time, Zhao Bai'an suddenly didn't want to look in the mirror anymore, and she didn't know what was wrong with herself. Looking at the back of her father leaving, she suddenly felt very sad.

This kind of sadness is not the kind of overwhelming attack, but slowly spread from the bottom of my heart bit by bit.

She didn't understand what this feeling meant, but she had an unbearable heartache.

With this feeling, she turned her head and went back to the room.

Now the time is less than three hours away from the appointment.

Zhao Bai'an lost the enthusiasm he had just now, and instead nestled down on the small bed in a decadent manner.

The appearance of her father just now kept circling in her mind. Except when she was a little rebellious in junior high school, she was always a good girl the rest of the time.

She never lied to her parents, but today... She felt so uncomfortable.

In fact, the moment her father asked herself, she really wanted to tell him loudly, yes, I have someone I like!

She also wanted to tell Dad for sure that I was in a relationship.

But can she say it, what should she say?
Zhao Bai'an's heart was full of doubts, and he couldn't help feeling sad.

She couldn't find the words to describe the relationship between the two. The relationship between her and Moriyama was always classmates, and the current relationship seemed to have more meaning than friends. It could be said that they were lovers, but that was far from being achieved.

The ridiculous thing is that even the word ambiguous is too inappropriate for her to apply to them. Moriyama seems to be that normal expression, but she is so obsessed with it.

Thinking about it, Zhao Bai'an became a little irritable, her hair, which had already been combed, was scratched by her inadvertently.

She was a little confused, and she couldn't help herself in this state.

Zhao Bai'an wandered back and forth in the room uneasily, she didn't know how many times she walked, and she didn't know how long she walked, just like that, she was quietly sinking in her own world.

Suddenly, the phone that had been silent for a long time on the table vibrated again. It turned out to be the notification sound of the departure time that I had adjusted in advance.

Zhao Bai'an was like a robot at the moment. After receiving the exact instructions, he quickly tidied up his hair and appearance, and hurried out of the door.

She came to the subway station, lined up and stepped into the subway one by one.

Everything was going on step by step like this, it should have been flat and without waves, but at this moment, Moriyama walked towards him head on.

Zhao Bai'an was taken aback, and also very surprised. Originally, the two of them discussed that the store was not far away, but they didn't expect that they would meet at the subway station.

After blinking several times, he was sure that he was not mistaken, and Zhao Bai'an panicked again.

Is this a trick of God or someone did it on purpose?

Zhao Bai'an had no way of knowing, the only thing he knew was that Mori Shan had already met him face to face.

(End of this chapter)