Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 463 What About Us?

For Zhao Bai'an, seconds seem like years, but for others, it really spins rapidly. In the blink of an eye, it will be the next day, which is New Year's Day.

On this day, according to national regulations, the university will have a three-day holiday, so Gao Yanran and Yang Liu Yiyi went out early.One is to hang out; the other is to relax on the Internet.

And Zhao Bai'an also quickly cleaned up and left the dormitory early.

Although Moriyama told her it was around 11:30 noon, she decided to leave early.After all, she woke up at six o'clock because she was worried about being late, and then couldn't sleep anymore because of excitement. It would be better to just get up and start earlier, which would also make her feel more stable.
It would be great if I could see Moriyama earlier, but what I didn't expect was that the venue had just opened when she arrived.

It is very cold today, the wind is very strong, and the exhibition is in another district, so it is far away from Haichuan University. It can be said that Zhao Bai'an has been working hard all the way.

After she arrived, she went directly into the venue. After all, standing outside is standing, and she would probably freeze herself to death after standing for half an hour.

So it's better to look for yourself first, and then just meet Moriyama at the door.

So Zhao Bai'an started to walk around the venue. The venue is extremely lively today. Although it has just started, there are already many people taking pictures with cosplayers, gathering together to draw cards and so on...

But Zhao Bai'an was not in such a mood at the moment. After all, if she did all this first, it would be boring later, so she decided to wait for Mori Shan to come and the two of them to act together.

So she just hangs out.

It's a pity that the exhibition is not big, and it didn't take long for Zhao Bai'an to browse through it.

In desperation, she stood at the gate of the venue again and looked out.

Many people came in in groups, but it was a pity that none of them were Moriyama.

Zhao Bai'an just looked expectantly, watching... Sometimes he checked his phone to confirm the time, and sometimes he stared at the only entrance.

Gradually, her eyes became a little blurred, perhaps because she was looking forward to meeting Moriyama too much, and because she hadn't seen him for many years, she actually regarded many people in the venue as Moriyama.

Zhao Bai'an herself was startled by this, she quickly shook her head, collected her thoughts, and then sent a message to Mori Shan: "When will you arrive?"

She watched intently with her mobile phone, but it was strange that Mori Shan never replied.

Bored, Zhao Bai'an could only look at the exhibition over and over again, until it was almost noon, and she went to the door to wait again.

On the way, she passed by a group of people, and suddenly a strange feeling hit her. She seemed to see Mori Shan again, and she seemed to pass him by.

But the residual vision in the corner of her eyes was a girl laughing, Zhao Bai'an instinctively felt that it was impossible, she shook her head, this must be her own illusion again.

She didn't think about it any more, and continued to stand inside the door and wait persistently.

For a long time, until 01:30 in the afternoon, Moriyama still did not come, nor did he reply to the message.

Zhao Bai'an was very tired, and her empty stomach made her lose patience.

With the mentality of giving it a try, she called Moriyama.

"Hello?" An extremely familiar yet unfamiliar voice came from the other end of the phone.

Zhao Bai'an's heart tightened, and he quickly asked: "Sen Shan, are you not here? Where are you?"

"I'm already here." Unexpectedly, the other end of the phone said so.

Zhao Bai'an frowned, very surprised: "You're here? I didn't see you, and why didn't you reply when I sent you a message?"

Moriyama did not express much apology for this: "It may be because the signal is not good, so I haven't received any news."

Zhao Bai'an was a little angry about this, but she thought about it, Moriyama's words were not unreasonable, there were indeed too many people in this place.So she hid her emotions, and just asked Moriyama's current location on the phone with a pleasant face.

Card draw challenge area.

This is the answer she got.

Zhao Bai'an left immediately.

After a while, the person whom he had missed for a long time finally appeared in front of him. In Zhao Bai'an's eyes, Moriyama was still the same, handsome and aloof.

Nothing seemed to have changed, yet it was different.

Zhao Bai'an felt the unfamiliarity between the two of them, he was embarrassed and had no choice but to find something to say.

Besides, she had too many questions in her mind.

It's just that she used to ask the least important question.

Zhao Bai'an saw that Morishan was carrying big and small bags, so he asked with concern: "Why do you carry so many things?"

"These." Moriyama looked down, "They were all bought by the queue at the shopping area just now."

So have you been here for a long time?

"Why do you buy so many things?" Zhao Bai'an continued to ask.

"Ah, everything I've got on my hands belongs to my roommates, they're having fun in the play area."

So... Mori Shan did come with his roommates, Zhao Bai'an lowered his eyes in disappointment.

"Do you want to eat?" Zhao Bai'an wanted to give the two of them a chance, after all, her stomach was already writhing with hunger.

Unexpectedly, Moriyama said that he had already eaten on the way here.

Zhao Bai'an was extremely disappointed and was overwhelmed by his own self-mockery.

She didn't speak, and neither did Moriyama.

Not long after that, a short girl ran over and whispered something in Moriyama's ear.

The way Mori Shan bent down and listened carefully made Zhao Bai'an understand something.

"Our roommates are going to leave, do you want to come together?" Mori Shan straightened up and said to her.

"No, there's no need." Zhao Bai'an took a step back without knowing it, and then she crushed the many assumptions into nothingness in an instant like waking up from a dream.

Moriyama didn't ask her out at all, so she was not in his plan during the whole process.

Everything is really all her self-righteousness and self-love!
"Let's go, I just came here, there are a lot of things I haven't seen." Zhao Bai'an tried hard to force a smile, and tried not to let his voice tremble.

"Alright then." Moriyama just nodded and left immediately.

After he left, Zhao Bai'an's heart was full of mixed feelings, and all the excitement in the venue now only sounded like a headache.

irony... irony...

Zhao Bai'an just felt uncomfortable, and couldn't help mocking himself constantly.

After staying in the venue for another two hours, like a log, she realized that she should leave.

When I got outside, the cold wind didn't seem to be so harsh, after all, I no longer felt how cold my body was.

But it snowed heavily in the sky at an unknown time. This is a rare scenery in the south. It should be beautiful, but in Zhao Bai'an's eyes, it is just a color.

A color that makes people feel extremely cold.

She didn't have an umbrella, and she was alone the whole time. She walked all the way in the snow, step by step, like an old man walking on a sunny day.

When she arrived at the subway station and saw a convenience store, her survival instinct drove her in to buy a piece of bread, but she only took one bite, and it tasted like chewing gum.

Zhao Bai'an threw the bread away.

Then she walked out of the subway station in a daze, and then walked back to the venue.

She didn't know what she was going to do, but she was alone in this heavy snow.

　In fact, I feel that this chapter is not bad as the end of the full text.It's just a little anticlimactic, so don't do it...

　　By the way, happy new year.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)