Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 46 The One Who Can Only Be Alone Forever

Push open the door and stretch as usual, filling your nose and mouth with the smell of morning dew.

Huh?

A bluish-purple color appeared in the corner of his eye.

"Wow, Xiaobai, the morning glory that I have been waiting for for a long time is finally blooming." The girl said happily to the white Samoyed beside her.

"Because it's blue-purple, you can see it, right?"

It sticks out its tongue and wags its tail happily towards the girl.

She is the last human in this city.She is not sure about other areas, she only knows that after she woke up one day, the world became so quiet.

So naturally she didn't need to have a name, she gave her name to the big white dog she met on the side of the road for a long time.

"Okay! Let's start, the daily search for supplies!" I don't know when the girl developed this habit of talking to herself.

I remember that the books in middle school emphasized that people are social animals.But since all the humans around her disappeared, she had absolutely no urge or thought to find other people who survived like her.

As for the girl's parents and friends, if they survived, they would definitely call her or post something on the chat software. After all, when humans just disappeared, all the facilities were still in good condition.Since she didn't receive any calls at that time, she naturally didn't need to verify her thoughts.

On the first day when human beings disappeared, the girl was puzzled and curious. After spending a whole day and night and walking around many places, she finally realized that she was not dreaming.

On the second day after the disappearance of human beings, she went to many places she had never been to before. She opened wine cabinets in high-end restaurants and drank only one sip of each bottle; she shuttled among the sculptures in art museums, giving them the forbidden touch; Looking down from the tallest building in the city, this lonely city only belongs to her... The girl feels very comfortable.

On the third day after the disappearance of humans, after eating a breakfast full of fruits, she pried open the first car in her life.While the internet navigation was still working, she drove around four police stations without a license, taking all the pistols she could find.Anyway, no matter how big the gun is, it is too heavy to carry.

Then he drove to the zoo on the outskirts of the city and released all the animals.

Sure enough, as she expected, only humans disappeared.

First open the door of the herbivore, then open all the doors of the freezer, and finally remove the locks on the iron door of the carnivore, and the sky is almost completely dark.It took too long to find the key.

As for whether these animals that lost some foraging skills can survive smoothly, it has nothing to do with her.

Girls have done what they can.

Fortunately, there were no creatures that might be killed by her on the main road.So the girl also confidently drove the car she had come here, and returned crookedly to the city center with the most densely populated buildings. This should be the least likely place for beasts to come. She found the most prosperous hotel and lived in it.

Although it can be said that it was very lucky that none of the pistols found in the search were fired, but the girl still kept two pistols at her waist.

In the initial stage, she still charges her mobile phone every day, and the time on it will change with the network.

It's just that all dynamic updates, whether it's webpage editing, news, space, or Moments, are all stagnant.So it didn't take long for her to stop insisting on charging her mobile phone, and it seemed cumbersome to carry it every day. A mobile phone is not as useful as a brick, but at least a brick can be used for self-defense.

Apart from looking for food to eat every day, life is so carefree.

Since the whole city is hers, she naturally has no worries about food and clothing. All she has to consider every day is to estimate the degree of decay of the food and what to eat every day.Need to find some food to eat quickly, so as not to be unable to eat again in the future.

A whole city supports one person.Even if she is a thousand-year-old vampire, the resources are more than enough.

She can live wherever she wants, and she can wear whatever she wants. She sings when she wants to sing on the main road, and when she gets tired of singing, she lies in the middle of the road and looks up at the sky.

Nobody judges a girl because she's out of fashion.And no one would cover their mouths and snicker because of her out-of-tune rhythm.There is no need to deal with interpersonal relationships, no need to struggle for the future, no work, no postgraduate entrance examination, no blind date, and no need to be judged by others because of the attitude of Buddhism.

You may feel that her life is very lonely?

No, girls themselves don't think so.

Although the entire city's electrical system went down about a few months ago, she can still find plenty of entertainment.

However, it was said that it was a few months, but it was probably many days ago, but the feeling of myself was not a long, long time ago.Now that she is the only one, the relativity of time also loses its meaning. A girl can't remember the date, and she won't deliberately remember it. After all, she knows her exact age and so on is useless to her personally.

Girls know that no matter how majestic a city building is without human maintenance, it will collapse just around the corner.

Rust and corrosion can't wait to play at all, as long as a small amount of dust accumulates, all kinds of instruments can be messed up.

So in the early days when the power system was still perfect, she moved to PS4 and Xbox, and played all the console games that she wanted to play but didn’t have time or were too expensive before day and night.

Later, for a period of time, she turned on all the lights around her that she could touch, both in the dark and in the daytime.A girl wants to enjoy herself as much as she can until she knows there will be a day when there will be no electricity.

Until one day suddenly, her way back was completely dark, and there was no longer any building with bright light to welcome her back.

The girl simply lay down on a passing park bench.How bright and full of vitality the starry sky without artificial light disturbs is.It was only later that she realized how stupid the muddled self was, it was ridiculously stupid.

Originally thought he was free, but he locked himself in the belly of this ferocious steel beast.

From that day on, the girl moved to this wooden house facing the lake.The night after there is no electricity always comes quickly and is very long, but she still likes to read in the circle of yellow light flickering by candlelight, reading at a leisurely pace.From Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance to manuals on flower and plant cultivation to biography of Dostoevsky, there is always something for everyone.

These brilliant crystallizations of human culture, but she didn't realize their beauty until after so long...after no one continued to produce them.

Just so what?

Since leaving the Internet and electronic products, the days have become longer.Live by the lake, catch fish, and improve your food; sit with your back on the trees, trim their branches, and have a drink under the campfire at night.Occasionally on some special days, a few deer will come into her sight, I don't know if it is the ones that the girl helped escape.

Fortunately, the only large creatures that appeared in front of her were this kind of beautiful herbivores, and they would not come close to her.The guns that were prepared at the beginning were thrown away by the girl. If she really encountered a beast, it might be her fate.

Being a human being, blending into nature without losing yourself.

This is what the whole starry sky told the girls that day.

"Okay, let's end the memories here!" Staring at the long-awaited morning glory, I fell into the vortex of memories unconsciously.

The girl stood up from the gate and patted the dust off her buttocks.

"Let's go Xiaobai, I finished reading the book again yesterday, let's go shopping for some spiritual food today!"

"Wang!"

　Thank you for your support!

　　

　

(End of this chapter)