Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 458 Withdraw
What happened to Longjingshan?How strange today, like a child.

Both Zhao Bai'an and Ji Qiu were muttering in their hearts, causing the group to fall into silence.

Feeling lost for a while, Long Jingshan voluntarily withdrew from the chat group.

But Zhao Bai'an and Ji Qiu were really surprised when they saw that the portrait representing Longjingshan suddenly turned gray.

The two immediately discussed this.

Ji Qiu was alone with Zhao Bai'an: "Is Jingshan stimulated?"

Zhao Bai'an tilted his head: "I really don't know this, but you are a boy, don't you know?"

Her words made Ji Qiu fall into deep thought. He re-examined Long Jingshan's performance just now from the perspective of a boy, and finally came to a conclusion.

He told Zhao Bai'an that Longjingshan was caused by hormones, which caused the adrenaline to soar and his behavior was a little abnormal.

Zhao Bai'an fell silent after hearing this information. She always felt that Ji Qiu was really talking nonsense, but she didn't have any proof, so she couldn't answer, couldn't answer the conversation, so she simply typed a row of ellipses.

Ji Qiu wisely began to change the topic, or it would not be too much to say that he started to say: "Xiaobai, does Yang Zichen have a boyfriend?"

Zhao Bai'an showed his aunt on his face: "No~"

Ji Qiu then asked: "Xiaobai, does Yang Zichen have any hobbies?"

According to the usual practice, Zhao Bai'an told Ji Qiu all the information he could say about Yang Zichen, just like what Yang Zichen did when he asked her yesterday.

Satisfied, Ji Qiu made a clasped fist expression.

A calm smile appeared on the corner of Zhao Bai'an's mouth, but she quickly thought of a problem.

Maybe it's because she is still immersed in the emotional pain at the moment, so her thoughts are unavoidable.

Normally, she would never talk too much, but today she reminded Ji Qiu: "Feelings are not a child's play, you can only do it if you really think about it, don't do it because of a momentary interest, or just because of a momentary interest." Look at the appearance, otherwise you will hurt yourself and others, and you will end up hurting both sides."

Ji Qiu was still in joy, but when he suddenly saw such a sentence, his mood took a big turn.

He also couldn't tell whether it was because Zhao Bai'an's revealed emotions infected him, or because of this sentence, every word and every sentence carried too much information, anyway, he was stunned.

Seeing that the other party didn't reply, Zhao Bai'an became even more worried.

Considering that both Yang Zichen and Ji Qiu are her friends, she doesn't want to see either of them get hurt one day in the future, and she also hates the problem of standing in line the most.

So she solemnly reminded Ji Qiu again: "I hope you can promise me not to pursue Yang Zichen just because of appearance."

Ji Qiu ended his silence, and he immediately responded: "Xiaobai, I agree with you very much, don't worry, although I do think she is very beautiful, but I will get in touch with her more before I talk about it."

Zhao Bai'an finally felt relieved. After all, Ji Qiu was quite reliable in his heart, so he naturally agreed to Ji Qiu's request from the beginning.

She told Ji Qiu: "Then let's see if we can come out to play together during the winter vacation. Then I will help you make an appointment with Yang Zichen."

After she finished speaking, she suddenly remembered that Yang Zichen also inquired about Ji Qiu yesterday, so she said something mysterious afterwards: "Perhaps before that, you will get a surprise."

"Xiaobai, what do you mean?" Ji Qiu on the other end of the phone fell into a state of confusion.

But this time Zhao Bai'an didn't answer.

But Ji Qiu on the other side was a little unfinished. He thought that the conversation was almost done, but he was aroused curiosity again.

So he sent several reminders to Zhao Bai'an, and started annoying urging.

After a long time, Zhao Bai'an really had no choice but finally told Ji Qiu that Yang Zichen had inquired about him yesterday.

Ji Qiu was overjoyed and overjoyed, and sincerely sent a sentence of emotion: "Wow, it turns out that love came unexpectedly. Is this what people often say, love has no reason and no reason?"

"No, no, no! I must take the initiative, or I will miss it because of wasted time. In this life and the next life, I'm afraid I won't see you again."

"Oh, I suddenly feel that it is coming. It is an opportunity given by God. No, I must grasp it. Don't miss it!"

Ji Qiu was so excited that he couldn't stop thinking about it, and then asked Zhao Bai'an for Yang Zichen's contact information, and then slipped away in a very tasteless manner.

But Zhao Bai'an seemed to know where he was going, so he didn't intend to disturb him.She understood very well, and felt that such a beginning seemed to be a good idea.

Sometimes the beauty of an adult is not only to be good to others, but also to accumulate some merit for oneself.

Zhao Bai'an always felt that his love life was bumpy, could it be because of what he did in his previous life?
Thinking of this, she inadvertently recalled all the unforgettable memories with Mori Shan in the past.

Every scene seemed to reflect something—she was actually running away.

But she herself knows better than anyone else that it is useless to escape until the end, and what is left is only more secrets and concealment.

And the more you suppress it deliberately, the more that emotion will flow out like lava.

She had to admit that she still liked Moriyama, or in other words—loved, but she knew very well in her heart that the two of them were just in the past tense, so what could she do?She should be satisfied and stay in the current position.

Zhao Bai'an kept comforting himself in his heart.

But at this time, what Ji Qiu said just now suddenly spewed out in her mind.

Thinking about those emotions in the past, Zhao Bai'an had an impulse, she wanted to say something to Mori Shan.

But the five-year distance between the two made her hesitate to speak.

In this way, she picked up the phone, put it down again, picked it up again, put it down again, and hesitated many times.

In the extreme entanglement, Zhao Bai'an's heart was constantly being ravaged back and forth, and the emotion was clamoring wildly in her mind.

In the end, she still couldn't get what she wanted and sent a sentence.

—— Moriyama, I think I still like you so much.

However, due to lack of bravery, she then withdrew within the allotted time.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an was still very conflicted. She hoped that Mori Shan had seen what she said just now, but she also hoped that he really hadn't.She hoped that Moriyama would give her a reply right away, no matter if it was a good reply or a bad reply; but she was relieved because of Moriyama's silence.

She once again fell into extreme sinking, and her consciousness began to think uncontrollably.

Moriyama now seemed like an impenetrable problem for her.

Those feelings left in her head began to beat her heart.

But at the same time, there was a voice in her heart that kept reminding her.

She and Mori Shan have been separated for five years, this is a fact, an indelible fact for her.

　It's Chapter 48...I typed it wrong

　　
　
(End of this chapter)