Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 456

Zhao Bai'an opened her eyes, she came to a hospital, and the time on the wall showed that it was evening.

This hospital seemed to be very quiet, but Zhao Bai'an only felt that it was a little unreasonable for him to appear here, so he started to walk around the hospital.

In fact, she didn't know where she wanted to go, but subconsciously explored around because she didn't know.

After walking a few steps, a famous brand instantly attracted her attention.

This is a single ward, and the word "Moriyama" is impressively displayed on the outside.

For a moment, Zhao Bai'an felt like being hit by a big rock in his heart, and remembered the reason why she was here.

Without thinking too much, she opened the door and walked in.

The white walls, the white bed, the white bedding... the white Moriyama with his forearms wrapped in gauze.

Zhao Bai'an's heart seemed to be pinched severely again, and the sockets of his eyes turned red uncontrollably.

"What's the matter with you?!" She ran forward in three steps at a time, expressing her condolences anxiously.

Hearing this, Moriyama's pure white but dull face moved slightly, as if frowning.

He turned his stiff neck, and his dark eyes shot over: "I'm fine, who asked you to come? Who asked you to come here?"

Before Zhao Bai'an could reply, his pale lips parted again: "Hurry up and leave, I don't want to see you."

Zhao Bai'an was stunned, Mori Shan's attitude made her very confused, even at a loss.

What exactly happened here?In the end what happened?Why did Moriyama... talk to himself so indifferently?

Zhao Bai'an's head was buzzing, and he couldn't figure out what was going on.

But she still understands in her heart, she knows that she can't just leave like this, it's impossible to look at Moriyama like this and ignore it.

So she took a deep breath.He asked Moriyama again: "What's wrong with you? Can you tell me? Maybe I can help you."

"I can't." There was still no good look on Moriyama's face.

Just two words choked back all Zhao Bai'an's follow-up concerns.

"Hey." Moriyama sighed heavily, "Go away, please leave me, don't let me see you, and don't contact me again in the future..."

Moriyama's voice was not loud, but firm and clear.

Every word was like a thick and sharp needle piercing Zhao Bai'an's heart, and it was like a sharp knife cutting her flesh.

pain, pain, pain...

She was puzzled, Zhao Bai'an was puzzled.

At this moment, she felt like a "witch" who was about to be executed on the fire, extremely uncomfortable and desperate.

Why did the two people who were clearly in love with each other suddenly become like this?Why was there only indifference in the voice that was clearly smiling before?
Why ignore her concerns, or even step on them?

But now Zhao Bai'an, who is facing a huge blow, has no courage. Now that Mori Shan said so, she no longer insists.

She turned away.

But when she was about to walk out of the room, words came from behind her again.

The tone was gentler than before, but only a little: "By the way, happy birthday, there are gifts in the bag, let's take them together."

Zhao Bai'an was inspired, she was even more confused about Mori Shan's inconsistent attitude, so she approached the gift and opened it in front of Mori Shan.

In the bag are the two exchange diaries they once had.

Seeing this, Zhao Bai'an finally fully understood what Mori Shan wanted.

She laughed at herself again, yeah, what was she expecting?The self who was full of expectations was really...too stupid...

However, this smile of hers gave Zhao Bai'an a sense of familiarity when his consciousness was blurred.

Reality and dreams are intertwined this time.

It feels like Zhao Bai'an can't describe it in detail, but it seems that there was a time when she did exactly the same thing.

She flipped through the notebook in the bag, and found on the bottom floor the box where the biscuits she had made by herself, and the transparent Eiffel Tower-shaped bottle containing a thousand stars...

His heart dropped again and again, until now, Zhao Bai'an didn't feel anything anymore.

It was as if she had been nailed into a hole in the ice.

The coldness at the beginning was only on the superficial surface.

Slowly, into the bone marrow...

To the end, straight to the heart!

Originally, she could feel pain after pain at the beginning, but the injury was so deep that she became numb in the end.

This numbness shuts off all her senses automatically.

She just stood there in a daze, without any consciousness or reaction.

I don't know how long it took, but Zhao Bai'an only felt that the image of Morishan in front of him became more and more blurred.

It wasn't until Mori Shan's figure suddenly turned into a cloud of mist in her eyes that Zhao Bai'an gradually recovered.

Facing the scene in front of her, there was a trace of horror in her eyes.

Zhao Bai'an woke up suddenly. Between the alternation of dream and reality, she suddenly remembered more things.

Although the dream is not exactly the same as the reality, and her feelings during this period are also different, but the heartbreak is very similar.

Sadness welled up in her heart uncontrollably at the moment, and her memories kept going backwards.

The scene of yesterday was vivid in her memory, and she thought of everything yesterday.

The disappointment of waiting reappeared again, Zhao Bai'an fluttered his arms and fumbled for the phone around him.

After a while, she found the mobile phone next to her pillow.

It was yesterday that she had been waiting for Moriyama's reply, and she put it there inadvertently after she fell asleep. If it was in the usual place, she would not take her mobile phone to bed.

The phone was snapped on the back, and before she picked it up, it was still placed horizontally in a random manner, without any rules at all.

In fact, this is not her habit, but it changed again because of Moriyama.

Zhao Bai'an clearly remembered that before going to bed last night, she was still tightly holding the mobile phone in her hand.

But it's a pity that she still didn't wait for Moriyama's reply until she fell asleep.

Seeing the mobile phone in her hand now, Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt ironic, but she still turned on the mobile phone under obsession.

In fact, at this time, she didn't think about any surprises or any reversal of the situation, she no longer expected anything.

But what she never expected was that when she turned on her phone, she saw Moriyama's reply, which was sent in the early morning.

It reads: I'm sorry I'm too busy, I don't look at my phone much, thank you.

When Zhao Bai'an saw this, pain surged in her heart again, she didn't know what was wrong with her, the simple word "thank you" was very common, but to her it was worth more than a thousand dollars.

　Too busy today...

　　
　
(End of this chapter)