Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 454

But thinking of this, the scene in the themed secret room during the day resurfaced in her mind.

And her uncertain question before suddenly surfaced.

So after Zhao Bai'an sent Yang Zichen the contact information of Ji Qiu, he asked another question incidentally: "Zichen, when you came out of that dark room, were you really scared?"

"?" Yang Zichen's reply was only a question mark.

Could this be the legend that when I typed this question mark, it wasn't that I had a problem but that I thought you had a problem?
Seeing the question mark, Zhao Bai'an immediately realized that she seemed to be being abrupt, so she typed three times to respond to Yang Zichen, taking the initiative to end the brief conversation between the two.

And Zhao Bai'an had no way of knowing whether Yang Zichen was acting or not, and of course she didn't worry about it anymore, it wasn't that important to her, it was just a momentary thought.

So she put down her phone, went back to bed with a blank mind, and fell asleep quietly after a while.

This time she didn't have a very specific dream, but seemed to be connected in series in various scenes, such as the chaotic red heart island, the silent and cold heavy snow, the brown blood sea that continued to spread...

Zhao Bai'an was groggy and hazy all night, and he didn't sleep too well, but it wasn't too bad.

She was just immersed in the flashes, and she didn't know how long or how long it had passed, but she always felt that there seemed to be strange noises flashing by her ears.

And that voice is getting louder and louder...

Zhao Bai'an opened his eyes abruptly, and heard this voice... It seemed to be the reminder of the memo he had made.

She got the phone and opened it, and a line of eye-catching characters appeared in front of her eyes——November 11, Moriyama's birthday.

Zhao Bai'an was dazed for a moment, and then fell into quiet meditation.

What seemed to be something that should have been taken for granted originally made her feel a lot of emotion at this moment.

Counting it, what she and Mori Shan missed was not just five years, but many stories and possibilities.

In the past days, she didn't miss or recall, and she even deliberately forgot, but the emotion in her heart seemed to be like a seed that gradually germinated.

Although she missed the germination and growth, but when it bloomed, she witnessed the beauty.

All of this cannot be expressed in words, but can only be experienced with the heart, and everything experienced with the heart is not worth the momentary stay and review of reality.

In fact, Zhao Bai'an knew in her heart that all the past should have gone with the wind, and she tried her best to forget it, but there was one thing she couldn't escape, that is, during the days when she was in contact with Moriyama, she was very fond of Moriyama. That feeling is recovering little by little.

It’s actually not accurate to say that, it can only be said that I don’t know why, the seed that I thought had dried up began to germinate slowly a long time ago, and now it can be said that there are more and more branches and leaves.

But she is not sure what this feeling is now, she only knows that every time she thinks of Moriyama, she will have an inexplicable feeling that cannot be aroused by other people.

Just like now, although there are only a few simple words in front of her eyes, they are enough to make her calm heart start to overwhelm.

Zhao Bai'an's hand holding the phone trembled slightly. Although she knew in her heart that she should just congratulate her as a friend, she just didn't know how to say it.

After five years, she and Mori Shan seemed to be strangers.

From being speechless, to being just scratching the surface of water recently, occasionally exchanging greetings with each other. Although the relationship has changed, it does not mean that the status quo of the two has changed.

As the person involved, it's not that she doesn't know what kind of position she should return to, it's just what she wants, and sometimes it's really not up to her to decide.

The more she tried to deliberately suppress something, the more she couldn't suppress it.

So she still messed up the phalanx, and didn't know how to deal with herself for a while.

After much deliberation, Zhao Bai'an decided that she should do her part, and just simply give a blessing, she didn't plan to prepare any gifts.

This method is the safest and most suitable method in front of her. She is not sure what Moriyama's attitude towards her is now.

As she had just thought, they never seemed to be apart, but they had been apart for too long.

After thinking about it, Zhao Bai'an no longer hesitated, but moved his fingers quickly on the keyboard of the phone.

After a while, a clear line of words appeared on the screen of the phone, but Zhao Bai'an didn't click send immediately.

She looked at the line of words that she came out with affection.

Moriyama, happy birthday, I wish you happy every day.

For some reason, these words are more appropriate to the current environment, but Zhao Bai'an always feels inexplicably that there is something missing.

So she hesitated, she always wanted to write something more, after a long time, she added these few words.

——I don’t know how you plan to celebrate your birthday this year?
After sending the message, Zhao Bai'an didn't feel relieved, she sat on the chair and began to wait, constantly looking forward to what kind of reply Mori Shan would give her?
But the expectation in her heart disappeared without a trace in the inadvertent passage of time.

Her small emotions were directly frozen in Moriyama's indifference.

It's not early in the morning, but after more than an hour, Mori Shan didn't respond to her, and her news seemed to have disappeared.

However, Zhao Bai'an was not surprised by this result, after all, the peace between the two of them is like her current mobile phone screen.

Zhao Bai'an laughed at himself, this smile contained a lot of helplessness, but also contained too many emotions that were difficult to express.

At this moment, Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt that the mobile phone in his hand suddenly became heavy.

She put down the phone slowly, then stood up from the chair silently.

But as soon as he turned around, he collided with Yang Liuyiyi.

Because of lack of defense, or because of the angle and different orientation, the two collided with too much force.

Zhao Bai'an felt that her head was in pain, she snorted, and subconsciously put her hands on the place where they just collided.

Because she was not in a good mood, she also complained a little at this time: "What are you doing? It hurts me so much!"

In fact, Yang Liuyiyi was not much better than Zhao Bai'an. Although she didn't act as exaggerated as Zhao Bai'an, she really had a big bump on her head.

Yang Liuyiyi was also very wronged. She was just curious for a while, but she didn't expect such serious consequences.

(End of this chapter)