Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 430

Her hands holding the phone began to tremble.

Zhao Bai'an once again recalled the conversations between her and Moriyama on the bench. Even in reality, she couldn't tell the order of time, but let many fragmented words randomly intersperse in her mind, one after another, one sentence The depression of a word is accompanied by the rise of another sentence.

For a moment, she was a little overwhelmed, once again lost in the memories and memories of the past.

Thinking about it, Zhao Bai'an looked at his hands subconsciously. These were the hands that once grabbed Moriyama, and these were the white and delicate hands now.

Zhao Bai'an stared blankly at his palm, which had long since had no trace, and couldn't help but sigh.

Every sigh and sigh contained a lot of nostalgia and yearning, as well as an unknown emotion stuck in his chest.

Seeing her state like this, Ou Sijia who was next to her also sighed softly, she could see the hesitation in Zhao Bai'an's heart, although she didn't approve of Zhao Bai'an contacting Moriyama again, she naturally didn't object.

She kindly comforted her and said: "Xiaobai, in fact, if you think about it from another angle, maybe Morishan also thinks the same as you. The two of you are now separated by a window. No matter which of you comes out first, whoever goes first One step, someone has to step out."

Through Zhao Bai'an's eyes, Ou Sijia saw the deep sorrow, which made her feel very distressed.

"Xiaobai, maybe Moriyama also can't forget you." Ou Sijia squeezed Zhao Bai'an's hand and pulled her back from her thoughts.

Zhao Baiping listened to what Ou Sijia said just now. In order not to worry her friend, she raised the corner of her mouth and gave a faint smile, and then turned on her mobile phone screen again.

Zhao Bai'an's pupils dilated instantly, she... She didn't know when she had already sent out a sentence!

Although it was just a word "you" on it, it seemed that I accidentally touched it by mistake, but it was enough to make people feel overwhelmed.

Zhao Bai'an blushed and panicked for a moment, she actually didn't know how to face it, but now it was impossible to withdraw, so she had to face it.

After several deep breaths, Zhao Bai'an calmed down.

That being the case, it is better to rush forward!

"Are you ok?"

Zhao Baian completed the words, and attached the out-of-focus photo of himself on the Skytree yesterday
She felt like a fire was burning in her heart. Although she was afraid of the first conversation after five years, at the same time, she felt an indescribable sense of expectation in her heart.

She began to stare at the screen intently, watching the changes on the phone without blinking, repeating the action of pressing the lock screen button repeatedly to keep the phone on.

Just like this, Zhao Bai'an held the phone with his sweaty hand tensely, waiting quietly.

But when she mobilized all the positive cells in her body, what finally greeted her was boundless disappointment.

Until Zhao Bai'an and the four of them got on the plane and took their seats, Mori Shan never replied to Zhao Bai'an.

And Zhao Bai'an pulled a smile from the corner of his mouth, it was very natural, what was he expecting?
In the end, she chose to face the reality, like turning off her mobile phone semi-forcibly.

Then he sat silently on his seat, closed his eyes, like a stone sculpture.

She wanted to use this method to drive away the expectations that filled her mind, but she didn't know that her approach was of no use at all, it could only make the memory that kept clamoring in her mind clearer.

backfires.

Even Moriyama's frown and smile kept flashing in Zhao Bai'an's mind, but she had no power to stop it.

With such troubled thoughts, although Zhao Bai'an closed his eyes, his brain nerves were unusually clear.

Gradually, she couldn't bear it anymore, she clenched her fist secretly, and slowly squeezed harder and tighter, even when her nails dug into the flesh, she didn't feel any pain.

Ou Sijia was by Zhao Bai'an's side, so she naturally saw all of Zhao Bai'an's actions.Although she wanted to comfort her, she didn't know what to say. After all, she didn't know the whole story and the past, and she couldn't guess the ending.

She is just an outsider, so she only needs to do what a friend should do, which is to accompany her quietly.

As for Ji Qiu and Long Jingshan, they seemed a little clueless at the moment.

They heard the conversation between Ou Sijia and Zhao Bai'an when they were on the bus, so now they have many questions in their hearts.

But at that time, because they were worried about Zhao Bai'an's mood, they didn't dare to ask too much. They wanted to keep the question in their hearts, but now they turned around and saw Zhao Bai'an's eyes tightly closed. They thought she was asleep, so I just couldn't hold back.

The two who happened to be sitting in the front row of Zhao Bai'an and Ou Sijia, because of their natural convenience, they couldn't help but lift that "salty pig's hand" and patted Ou Sijia from the front.

Ou Sijia, who was buttoning her mobile phone, looked up and found Long Jingshan and Ji Qiu staring at her with burning eyes. She felt strange: "What are you doing?"

Long Jingshan immediately gossiped: "Scarlett, we don't do anything, we just want to ask you, what's going on with Xiaobai and Morishan?"

Before Ou Sijia answered, Ji Qiu explained the cause of the incident: "Scarlett, just now you two whispered, we all heard you, but your hearing is not up to par, so what's going on?"

Oska looked at the two of them, feeling an inexplicable revulsion in her heart.

Really nosy!
She doesn't like the habit of the two of them inquiring about things here now, and it's fine to ask in private, but now that it's aboveboard, what do you want her to say?
If they ask themselves this way, they are not embarrassing themselves!

Ou Sijia is well aware of Zhao Bai'an's personality, and she doesn't like others to talk about her.

So at this moment, Ou Sijia gave the two boys a hard look, and then said to the two with a slight warning: "Aren't you free? The two big boys like to inquire about girls so much. If you like to ask, just ask yourself. Ask Xiaobai! It must be much clearer than me."

Then Ou Sijia unceremoniously lowered her head again, leaving only Ji Qiu and Long Jingshan with astonished faces, and could only sit back in their seats in embarrassment.

The two of them dare not ask now. Although their interest has not diminished, they chose to face the reality so as not to make others angry.

At this time, the sweet voice of the flight attendant came from the stereo of the plane.

"Dear passengers, please fasten your seat belts, the plane will start taxiing in 10 seconds."

The passengers took their seats automatically, and the stewardesses also started to inspect the plane.

After everything was ready, the plane took off safely.

The cabin fell into an unusual silence. Zhao Bai'an, who was not sleepy at first, gradually began to lose consciousness.

In this way, she entered a dormant state amidst various emotions and thoughts of Moriyama.

(End of this chapter)