Maybe I can't have a normal youth

Chapter 409 Appreciation·Like·Love

Because Yang Liu Yiyi was going to other places in Haichuan University, Zhao Bai'an walked towards the dormitory alone with a tired body after the drifting bookstore incident.

After returning to bed, she was already exhausted, and an uncontrollable drowsiness began to hit her non-stop.

But he hadn't had dinner yet, between sleepiness and hunger, Zhao Bai'an chose to be hungry.

After all, she hasn't eaten anything since breakfast and lunch, and her empty stomach is almost tangled up. She knows that if she just goes to bed like this, in the short term, she will not be able to fall asleep, or it will be very difficult for her to fall asleep. Difficult; in the long run, you may get stomach problems. After all, if the stomach is empty, the stomach acid will start to digest the stomach itself. This is how gastric perforation occurs.

So Zhao Bai'an suppressed his drowsiness, took out a pack of instant noodles from the cabinet, unpacked it, and walked towards the activity room, intending to get some hot water.

However, as soon as Zhao Bai'an pushed open the door of the activity room, a familiar, long-lost, and cold breath came over his face.

The whiteness in front of her eyes indicated to her where this place was.

The White Church... It seems that I haven't been here for a long time.

Hey, instant noodles!Although Zhao Bai'an's strong sense of hunger has disappeared at this time, he still has a strong sense of loss in his heart.

Zhao Bai'an looked behind him, there was a vast expanse of whiteness, there was no way out, he could only move forward.

The white stone door closed behind him, Zhao Bai'an immediately changed into white clothes and trousers, and at the same time the breath around him became cooler.

But the white church has changed a lot after all. It can be said that although it looks basically the same, compared with when I entered it at the beginning, the deprived sense of touch has returned, and the perception seems to be clearer, and the surrounding breath is not The coldness makes people chill, but the coolness that makes the body very comfortable.

Even this large expanse of white felt soft at this moment.

The dome seemed to become a little more transparent, and some light that did not belong to the interior of the white church came in slightly.

"Tap, tap, tap, tap." The sound of extremely light footsteps came.

Zhao Bai'an raised his head, and a familiar figure came into view. The other person was also dressed in white clothes and trousers just like himself, with a face that was very familiar to him.

"Yu...ah no..." Zhao Bai'an realized something, and closed his mouth just now.

Then she opened her mouth and laughed: "Miki!"

With a face very similar to Chen Yudi's, Huo Sanmu heard Zhao Bai'an's call, and responded with a smile on his face: "I've been waiting for you for a long time."

Zhao Bai'an was slightly taken aback, she was slightly confused by what Huo Sanmu said, but looking at Huo Sanmu's face, she seemed to have a premonition in her heart.

It's just that when Zhao Bai'an was about to confirm, Huo Sanmu asked first, "Xiaobai, what are the concepts of liking and being liked?"

"Ah..." Zhao Bai'an was a little overwhelmed for a moment. Although she had some preparations, she couldn't answer such an abstract question immediately without thinking.

But Huo Miki asked again: "If two people who look exactly the same stand in front of you, who do you think you will like?"

Hearing this, Zhao Baian frowned slightly.

At this time, Huo Sanmu's face actually began to change, as if covered by a layer of fog, Zhao Bai'an couldn't see clearly, but Huo Sanmu's voice was still clear: "Where is love? What is love? You can tell the difference Appreciate, like and love?"

"Sanmu, what exactly are you trying to say?" Zhao Bai'an couldn't help it a little bit, this time she asked Huomusan before he could speak again.

But Huo Miki seemed a little indifferent: "Can you tell the difference between appreciation, liking and love?"

His face was constantly changing, and his voice became ethereal at this time, making Zhao Bai'an feel a little dizzy.

Zhao Bai'an was getting more and more confused. What Huo Musan said seemed to be addressed to her, but not to her. She really didn't understand what Huo Musan wanted to do, so she closed her eyes and looked at it squarely. Ask questions.

"I can tell, but it's hard for me to describe."

But Zhao Bai'an still tried to describe: "Appreciation, you can choose a single dimension out of many dimensions, and you must have a reason, for example, the other party has a good character, the other party likes to be tidy, and the other party's logical thinking is very clear, etc. ; And liking, on the basis of appreciation, includes that you want to connect and interact with the other party, and the degree of liking is different, and the connection you hope to have is different."

"What about love?" Zhao Bai'an, who had his eyes closed, heard Huo Sanmu ask.

"Love? Love is simpler, but it's also more complicated. Love is that you can't pick out certain dimensions, and you don't have any reason, but you just want to connect with each other and have a strong connection; and at the same time , you are willing to have no contact, if the other party can be happy, even if you are in pain, you will be happy."

Zhao Bai'an answered calmly with her eyes closed. She has always had a very clear understanding of her emotions.

Suddenly, someone took her hand, Zhao Bai'an opened his eyes, Huo Sanmu led her forward, and walked to a certain corner of the church. If Zhao Bai'an remembered correctly, this wall seemed to have shown a very gorgeous color before. The glass, but now, is still gray and white.

Just when Zhao Bai'an was in a daze, a ray of sunlight poured down from the translucent dome above, and just right, it sprinkled on the wall in front of her.

The sunlight seemed to be some kind of activation switch, and in an instant, the walls began to change.

A few images appeared inside, in the form of stained glass, but it was all the gray and white tones of the walls.

Originally, there was nothing on the wall, and various images continuously emerged. Although the images were not very clear due to the presentation format, Zhao Bai'an, the person involved, could know what they were all with just one glance. .

Every image revolves around the memory she buried deep in her heart.

Moriyama.

happy.

pain.

despair.

Unforgettable.

And... love.

The images are overlapped and broadcast, and the loop is endless.

Looking at those images, for some reason, Zhao Bai'an suddenly remembered some scenes when she and Chen Yudi were together.

She even saw that when a certain scene slid by, the figures of Chen Yudi and Mori Shan began to overlap slowly. Although they didn't look alike at all, they just overlapped like this.

There seemed to be a hallucination in front of her eyes, but this hallucination stimulated her consciousness.

Zhao Bai'an finally understood that the moment when he fell in love with Chen Yudi at the beginning, the moment that moved her heart so much, was the back of Mori Shan leading the way!
She also finally understood the meaning of the question that Huo Miki had been asking just now.

Zhao Bai'an suddenly felt his eyes light up, and the white palace flashed with color again, becoming extremely colorful.

But it was only for a moment, and the next second it turned back to white.

Zhao Bai'an looked around, and Huo Sanmu didn't know when he had left.

And the sunlight from the dome poured down, no longer a bunch, but filled the entire hall.

The pure white is reflected in the sunlight, making people's eyes bright.

"I should go." Zhao Bai'an muttered to himself.

Then he pushed open the wooden door.

　Zhao Bai'an finally understood her emotions, what would she do?

　　Tomorrow this volume will end.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)